Here's part of a song that describes my current feeling. Don't bother PMing me or texting, I want to be alone please. Thanks... Song above..... ⬆⬆⬆

I've walked around
Broken
Emotionally frozen
Getting it on
Getting it wrong

How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun

How do you love
How do you love someone

I've walked around
Hoping
Just barely coping
Getting it on
Getting it wrong

How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt

It's hard to talk
To see what's deep inside
It's hard to tell the truth
When you've always lied

~music~

How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun

How do you love
How do you love someone

How do you love someone
And make it last
How do you love someone
Without tripping on the past

Yes, I'm aware I skipped some parts. That was on purpose, so don't blame me...... Please.... That's how I feel. I'm trying to get better, I always have but I've given up. I'm sorry for:

Being dumb/stupid...
Late at updating..
Being too forgiving...
Not being there to roleplay with you all..
Being lazy.....
Being trash.....
Being Annoying..
Being an Idiot....
Being Needy..
Complaining about the littlest things.....
Being Pathetic..
Being Worthless....
Being Awkward.....
Being Selfish....
Being useless..
Being a crybaby.....

I am really sorry. This is the last update from me until I come back. Bye.