When (again with the when) you're watching a movie with family members but you are reading a fanfiction and damn it's crashing and burning and sinking and- yeah, it makes you want to cry but you can't cry now because then the people close to you will think it's the romantic movie that you're watching that makes you cry. And.... And, ugh.

I don't want ANYONE (except maybe my closest friends, but I'd rather not) to see me cry.