Chapter 30

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Amira POV

I walk in,  greeting Nabila with a smile. My mother was by the closet in the living room, putting away shoes. So giving a attitude to Nabila or just not pay attention to her appearance would get my mother thinking . And Nabila being her  daughter in law will make things even worse and more awkward.

I went straight to my room, knowing she'll follow behind me. That what she did, follow me up to my room. In silence making it seem she wasn't behind me, but I knew better. I knew why she was here. I knew I would deal with her. I also knew I could take her, so if she came her to fight and act child, I was ready.

I get in throwing my backpack on my bed. She closed the door behind me, probably thinking mother will come in, or my siblings.

"What is that you want Nabila?" I asked, in a very seriously tone

She walks to my bed, sitting down. She clears her throat and looks up at me.

I hold onto my breath, getting ready on what she has to say to me.

"My brother, I noticed how he is now," She uttered the words I was hoping she wouldn't say, or talk about

"What makes you think I have something to with that?" I asked trying to seem like I don't know nothing

She looks at me and chuckles, shaking her head. As of she was disappointed on my answer .

"Because he is heart broken, As if he lost something so valuable," She stands up now, only a few steps be for me

I let out a sigh, and step back from her.
"What is it that he lost," I said playing along with her, since she couldn't just come out and say it. Say that I broke his heart

"He lost you," She said, pointing her finger at me

"What makes you think that," I said, putting her pointed finger down

"When he lost his brother, he was like that. Except much worse. Since I he couldn't get him back, but you he can be back," She put
her hands on her hips

Mazin never really told me the story of his brother. Thinking about how he died made me wonder more about his brother. Now that I lost him, I knew I wouldn't figure it out. Asking Nabila wasn't even a option. She'll probably hate me more. Not that I even cared anyway, her hatred didn't define me one bit. There was no way she'll tell me about him, on how he died. Because they were twins, and losing out other half would be hard to talk about. Remembering them was even harder.

"How could he get me back? When I already shattered his heart in to million pieces?" I asked confused, but more importantly I was egger to find out what she had for me
If she could help me remake two broken hearts love again.

"He hates us both, but I know there's some part of him that misses us," She said, and I move my hand for her to continue

"I can help, mend both of your hearts," She replied

I give her a dull face. How could she possibly do that. When I know he despises me. What was funny was how he hated her. His own sister.  

"Why does he hate you ?" I asked

"Lets just says that's is a story for another time," She says waving it off

"What makes you think I'll team up with you," I give her a disgusted faced, how could I possibly believe her

"Because I could help you get him back, I could make him fall for you again. Although he stills loves you, I will make him forgive you," She smiles, happy knowing I will agree to this

"What's it in for you?" I asked

"I will have my brother back," She says, offering her hand wanting to seal the deal

I offer my hand, Saying Bismilallah. Knowing I was sealing a deal with the devil him self. Knowing I had no trust in her. Knowing what she was capable of anything. I had to open my eye wider than I ever did, waiting if she had other reason for the little plan of hers.

That this time, I was going to make my bully fall for me. Since I already fell for my bully. I had to buckle up, this is going to be a hell of a ride with a devil, beside me.

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"Your a piece of dirt bag!" He yelled

I try my hardest on trying to get up, but I failed miserably. I cuffed up blood, smearing it on floor.

"You broke me, thinking I'll just move on!" His yelling got louder every time

My headache, worsened.  

"You hurt me Mazin, But yet I tried to forgive you!" I said fighting back with only words since I was tidied up

"So? I hurt you ! You deserved it, unlike you I didn't break your heart, I didn't fake no feeling! " His vice roared with anger and hate

I cried, yelling for help, but I didn't receive it. Nor did I think I would.

"God damn it Mazin, I fell for you ! I just couldn't tell you the beginning was fake," I cried trying to reach him

But he backs away, so far I couldn't reach him. He tied me up so bad I couldn't undo it. Nor did I had the energy to do so.

"You said you never loved me ! Fuck Amira all of if was fake to you, You never thought about me for a second. You never think when you have hate and pain in you, Just like I did a few years back," He put each of his  hands on both of me cheek

Wiping the tears. His face was so emotionless, but I knew he cared.

"I'm- S-Sorry, O-Kay. I neve-r meant it," I looked up at him

"It's too late Amira, you can't mend my heart, nor will you try to," He said backing up

Getting out the whip he had for me.

I shake my head repeatedly. "No please, I have scars already, Please I'm sorry !" I said trying to back away from him

But the wall blocked me.

"It's too late!" He said

I hear the air of the wipe, swing getting ready to target me.

"Amira wake up!" I hear a faint whisper  

I get up gasping for air. I open my eyes only to to see my mother beside me. Giving me a worried look.

I look at the time beside me, reading 4:20 Am.

I rub my eye tiredly. Getting the eye bogies out .

"Amira, you were just having a bad dream honey, go and wash your self up, It's Fajr," my said soothing my hair down , placing kiss on my right cheek.

I hum, and get up to go and make Wudu.

I had another dream again. Each time it got worse. I alway ignored it, and went along with my life. But it felt so real. Like it happened.

I didn't tell anyone, knowing they will judge me. Who has nightmares like that. I didn't even tell my bestfriend, Sarah. She'll just freak on me.

And Mazin, every time I look at him, I'll remember the dreams. I'll be frightened every time we sat by each other. This was when, everything was normal. And ever since that day at the park, my dream will worsen.

Each time, Mazin will bring in a different weapon. The scars on my body getting worse each dream.

I'll wake up to see my scars. But it wouldn't be there. So I'll tell myself it was just a nightmare, and fall back a sleep.

It drove me nuts. So some nights I'll drink so much coffee so I wouldn't sleep. I didn't want to face those dreams. Feel his hate towards
me.

I get out of the bathroom after making wudu, going back to my room. I pray, making dua for myself. Asking Allah for forgiveness. Breaking someones heart, for that is what a ill Muslim person does. Breaking what Allah gave life to.

It sickened my that I did that. My parents thought me to forgive. Like Allah forgive the sins we do everyday, for he is the merciful.

But the stubbornness in me, was so much that I' couldn't control it.  How I made someone hate me.

I fold the prayer mat and jump into my bed. Knowing I had those drama only once a night. That I could safely sleep with out no worries. 

That I had a day a head of me. A plan that I was excited to do. So I could get him back to me. To earn his forgiveness.

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