Chapter 19

*Abuse*

{JJ's POV}

I woke up to warm arms around my waist and kisses on my neck. That's odd. It's not normally like this. I glance down at the man's arms around me. That's odd. Since when did Spence have tattoos? He doesn't. Now I know who he is. I can feel his thick scruff on my neck. "What are you doing here?" I asked "Come on silly. We're married." He says making me sit up "What?" I asked "JJ are you alright? You don't look so good?" Will asked "No- no I'm not. I need to check on the kids." I say getting out of bed "Kids?" He asked "Where's Mason?!" I asked walking back in the room "JJ who's Mason?" Will asked putting his cloths on "All we have is Henry. Unless you want a Mason." He says slipping behind me "No I don't I have a Mason. What's going on? Where am I?" I asked sitting at the foot of the bed "JJ maybe you should go to the doctor?" Will said "No I'm fine. Where's Spence?" I asked "Spence? Really JJ? I'm standing right here!" He says "I don't care! Where's Spence!" I yell back as I stand up. He has his hand on his belt. I know what's coming next. "You're not married to Spencer. You're married to me." He says as I feel the smack. It hurts but it's been worse. "I am SICK of you always talking about him! You're not married to him! You're married to me!" He says kicking me repeatedly "Do you hear me! You are married to me!" He says "Do you hear me!" "This doesn't hurt." I say softly as I make eye contact with him "What do you say." I say bending down and grabbing my hair making me flench "I've had enough." I say "I will tell you when you've had enough!" He says letting go as I fall into the bed "Not this time." I say trying my best to stand up "What." He says turning around. Now he's even madder. "I've had enough of this. Get your shit and get out." I say. Even if I probably have some broken ribs, I'm still standing up to him. "Fine. You're useless anyways." He says as he puts his stuff in his bag "Get all of it because you're not coming back!" I say walking out as he gathered his stuff "Good morning Henry." "Good morning mommy." He says softly "What's wrong?" I asked getting me breakfast so I can eat with him "Why are you and daddy always fighting?" Henry asked "Well it's grown up stuff." I say "But you and Uncle Spence never fight like that." Henry says taking some cereal in his mouth "I know buddy.. I know." I say as Will slams threw the bedroom door as we makes his way outside without with his bag saying a word "Is he mad again?" Henry asked "Yeah buddy. He is." I say as the phone rings "I'll get it!" Henry says "Ok but remember-" I say "If it's not the team, hang up." Henry says smiling as he answers the phone "Uncle Spence!" "Hey little man! Is your mommy around?" He asked "Yeah she's in the kitchen." Henry says bringing me the phone "Hello?" I asked "Hey Jaydge! Hotch said we had the day off so I thought I'd call and tell you." He says. His voice is always so sweet when he talks. "Ok." I say before I can say anything else "Are you ok?" He asked "Yeah fine." I say "Mommy is daddy coming back?" Henry asked as he played with his cereal "Probably not buddy." I say. I know that isn't what you tell a kid but I'm not lying to him. "I like Spence better mommy." Henry says looking at me "I know buddy. So do I." I say. Then it hits me. I'm still on the phone with him. "Spence! I uh- I didn't-" I say "It's fine Jaydge." He says. I can tell his got that big smile of his plastered on his beautiful lips. Beautiful? Why did I say beautiful? "Spence can we come to your house." I asked taking us all by surprise "Uh- um yeah just uh- ow- just let me- yeah come on!" He says "Thanks Spence. Love you." I say hanging up. Love you! What was that?! Where did that come from?! I lie the phone down on the table and look at Henry across from me. His mouth was wide and his, now shorter hair, is behind his ears. "You heard did you?" I say "Why didn't it happen sooner?" Henry asked "What?" I say looking at him "You saying I love you. He's said it a lot you just never seem to hear." Henry says "Really?" I asked "Yeah." He says "You're pretty smart for a 6 year old." I say smiling "Just like Uncle Spence." Henry says smiling

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