You have been up from your sleep for a long time now. Just staring at your ring continuously.

You are not even blinking. You don't wish to go to college today. To again witness Jungkook there with cold eyes. You can't face your friends and their questions. They are worried but you don't dare to tell them why you are sad.

Moreover, since Jungkook's party, he hasn't even contacted you or tried to call or message you. Didn't even try to speak to you in college.

This makes you feel like you are a complete stranger to him.

As you hear some knocks from your mother at your door you get up with a very weak body. "Yes, yes I am up and I will be down in 15 minutes." You say with no enthusiasm.

You don't want to stay at home like this too lying on bad making your parents worry. So, it's better to go to college. Even if your friends ask you then you can make an excuse and run away like yesterday.

You get ready quickly and go downstairs. You wear your shoes seeing your mother making breakfast and your father helping her.

This is what you wanted. Just a happy little family like your parents. But!

"I am going, see you later. I love you." You say going out of the door while you hear your parents trying to stop you for breakfast.

But you put your head down and rush out of the door not letting them see your tears.

Suddenly you bump into a hard thing.

You look up clearing your tears and see it's the man who is making your life and this book sad right now.

"I am here to take you to college, let's go, princess?" He says emphasizing that nickname.

You look at him with a huge ping in your heart. "I-I mmm" You want to go with him, you want him to hug you, hold you in his arms and just let you be there. But his cold ass won't do anything.

"I have to go to the bookstore to buy something. I will go myself." You say and try to move to not let him see your tears.

But he just holds your hand and makes you sit inside the car, put on your seat belt, and sit next to you.

"You will go with me, yes." He says that with confirmation like he is not asking but telling.

The loudness in his beautiful voice makes your body shudder and tears fall down your cheek from your eyes.

You turn your head away without saying a word and just cry in silence the way you always do.

"The ring looks beautiful on your finger," Jungkook says holding your hand.

You are too lost in your emotions to reciprocate.

"What happened to your nose? Are you feeling okay?" He asks while driving. You can sense a bit of care in his voice.

"Mm nothing, j-just a bit cold," you say shivering and removing your tears carefully.

He stops the car when you both arrive at college. You notice and take off your seat belt to go inside when Jungkook holds your hand and stops you.

"Princess!!" He speaks making you stop and look at him you think he will say something that will make you feel better.

"I know I put this ring on your finger while you were sleeping that day after you fainted. But I know you love me, isn't it? I want you with me, for me. I love you as well." He looks down at the ring and rubs it taking a pause.

"I love you but I want your consent as well." His words mean a lot, but his words are somewhat different, you wish he would have said this on that day when he proposed. But the tears he gave you are too much that can't be removed by these words.

Your heart is melting from his words but not your brain. You want to fall in his arms but you don't want to be so easy for him. It isn't fair.

You make yourself strong and pull your hands away. "I need to go inside, it's time" you speak with a heavy heart.

You leave him seated there and go inside the college going all the way from the corridor to the class and sit inside without noticing anything around.

After your classes are over. Your friends who were planning to make your mood better are now with you in the cafeteria.

You see your favorite cake, some chocolates, coffee, and a sandwich. You can see how your friends are cheering you up. You sit on a chair and look at your friends smiling and cheering you up.

"Y/N this strawberry looks like your nose," Rose says laughing and taking that and putting that in your mouth.

"Ohh look this smiley on the sandwich looks like this smile on your face," Jisoo says hugging you.

You just laugh eating the strawberry and looking at the effort that your friends made to make you feel better.

Who says you are not loved? You have friends who love you and are ready to do anything for you.

You hug both of them and cry feeling your heart getting heavy with the love and affection they showed to you.

You can feel both of them rubbing your back and calming you down.

"Shh, we are here. It's okay, it will get better," They both say simultaneously. The atmosphere becomes too emotional and you all forget that you are in the cafeteria.

"Ahh!!! Enough of this you make us emotional too." Jisoo says turning around and taking a deep breath.

"Now let's eat otherwise, I won't leave anything," Rose says sitting on the chair and giving you your coffee.

You smile not wanting them to be sad because of you. And laugh at the joke they are throwing up.

"You know I stalked that handsome man on Instagram," Rose says with excitement.

"He is so handsome and hot," he shows the picture of his back while he was doing pushups.

You are confused about who he is? And you look carefully and suddenly Jisoo shouts.

"Oh, dude!!! This man is smoking it. Show me."

"No, I will not. This hot Namjoon is mine." Rose says making an eye towards her.

It's Namjoon, you think they will again start to bicker over him and you're not wrong. Exactly that is happening and everyone in the cafeteria is hearing them fight over someone whom they even haven't spoken with.

"Guys, calm down," You speak sipping your coffee. But they aren't listening.

Whatever you say, they can't decide on Namjoon. But one thing they succeeded.

You can guess!!

On distracting you from Jungkook. Now, after so many days you are laughing, cringing over your friends stalking a hot man.

This is what makes friendships unique. They can be there, just be there and make your world happy.

While you are laughing and having a little fun after days with your friends. Your eyes go towards the opposite from where you're sitting you notice something that probably you shouldn't have noticed.

It's Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook. They are talking to each other when Mia comes to Jungkook and makes herself sit on his thighs. They talk about something and you can see Jungkook giving something to Mia. While being too close to her cheeks.

She is smiling and holding his shoulders. While Jungkook has no problem with her being too close to her.

Your body feels like burning. You go blank and you can't even notice if there is someone around you other than what you are seeing in front of you.

Your heart is on fire. It feels like someone has put something sharp inside your chest and your surroundings are rotating.

Is this the same man who said he loved you in the morning? Is this the same person who just proposed you to marry him?

You just get up making your two friends look at you worried. Because even you don't realize that tears are falling down your cheeks.

They both get worried as they are sitting opposite you so they don't notice what you say.

"Are you okay?" Rose asks with concern.

Your lips are shivering in extreme pain. And you just leave everything there going away.

You are feeling devasted.

After tasting Jungkook's love this feeling of being unloved is the most hurtful.

After you leave Rose and Jisoo look behind to notice the same thing. They can't believe what their eyes are seeing.

This is when it's hard to control for them to confront Jungkook. They just burst on him like fire. They can't see their friend cry so much.

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There we go, a double update for this book. I hope you guys like it!!!💜🎉

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