What can I do ?
For I don't have anything.
Nothing in my pockets, only little memories of what we had.
When I'm sad, I sit down and close my eyes and think of that night, when we looked for that Shooting star under the clear night sky. We promised that night that we would spend the rest of our lives together. I was stupid to not notice how your eyes dimmed when we swore under the judgement of the heavens.
Now I'm here, emotions crashing into me, feeling like the world is caving in. I try to calm myself with deep breaths but failing when I suddenly lose my balance and fall to the ground, tears clouding my vision. As the world around me go hazy, I'm hit by the scent of Chamomile and roses. I know that scent, that scent is forever imbedded in my mind, I try to look around for you but the world is spinning beneath me, so the only thing I could do is croaking out the name that keeps running through my mind, the name that ruined me, your name.
I feel soft arms wrapping around my waist and holding me tight, I should be feeling warmth right now but all I can feel is a chill that is rapidly growing inside me, trying to pull me under. I shakily put my hand on your cheek, gently wiping away your tears,
"I'm R-ready" I managed to say, ready to give in to the light.  I can see you shaking your head, shaking me, hoping that It would keep me awake.
"I-I love you, Pl-please find Happiness, F-for me" And with my fading strength, I brought your hand to close to my lips, with a shaky breath I planted a kiss on your palm, hoping you would remember me for all the good and bad times that we had. And Like that, Everything became white.

What can I do ?
For I don't have anything.
For I only own my name.
A name that you can remember me by and with it, the love that I had given you.