I hated that Matteo would be in every single class of mine and for what reason was that needed. I know that wasn't put together by the school it had to be his doing. Who am I kidding of course it was his fault, he wanted to be by me all the damn time and I hated it all of this. This was all his and my parents fault, more so my parents, but still i can't marry someone who's so self assured and selfish, stubborn, and more things that he is. I don't understand why him, why not Draco, why couldn't i marry him he's a pure-blood and Matteo is only a half-blood it makes no sense. If you wanted to control my life and make sure my children were all pure-blooded witches and wizards why make me marry a half-blood. Unless it wasn't their choice and it was forced upon them just as my fucking life had been this way my entire life, fully controlled and i fucking hated it i still do because they still seem to be controlling it.

"Miss Evergreen please focus" the professor said

I hadn't realized that he'd asked me a question i was so lost I'm my own thoughts, i saw Matteo smirk from across from me. I wasn't paying attention but at least he can't know why i haven't payed attention. Ugh this is so upsetting and frustrating for me, but his brown eyes are so captivating....no trinity stop that you can't love him you can't even like him. Your plan is to make his life hell, even when you marry him even after it all you must make it hell for him just as it is for you. I took a deep breath trying to push my wolf down, but the anger was rising i felt my claws coming out and pansy tapped me nervously.

"Your eyes trinity, and hands" she whispered

"I got to go" I whispered

I grabbed my things and walked out of the class room and rushed back to my dorm, it was in the dungeons so i couldn't escape through a window. I didn't make it to my dorm in the dungeons instead i rushed to the black lake and held it in as long as i could before dropping everything. I dropped it at the edge of the woods and hissed in pain as my bones began to break and reform themselves it was less painful as the first time, but it was till painful. I suppressed a scream as i clawed at the dirt when i heard a branch snap behind me i was panting and my bones broke more.

"Let it out love, it's okay" Matteo's voice filled my ears

"Go away" I growled loudly

He stood in front of me and shook his head as i screamed in pain as my body began to shift again, i huffed in anger and let the shift take hold. I stood tall and growled at Matteo loudly his hands were raised, but my anger was directed towards him and my parents in the first place.

"Hey easy now" he said

"Mr. Riddle you shouldn't be out here" it was Snape

"You knew?" Matteo shouted

"All the teachers do" Snape said

"And you didn't care to tell me that?, when did it happen, when did she shift first?" He asked

I growled and stepped in front of Snape blocking Matteo's view of our professor but Matteo wasn't having it what so ever. He turned towards me and if looks could kill he might of as well killed me, my wolf submitted and lay down on the ground. I was angry with her, and him, why the hell was she submitting to Matteo did she know something that i didn't what was going on.

"Good girl" Matteo whispered

I growled and stood darting off into the forest with them screaming my name as I just ran letting the trees and wind hit my fur. It felt amazing I made my way to my new favorite spot which was at a cliff overlooking the entire landscape it was calming.

"It's different seeing a full wolf, I'm used to seeing Sirius as a dog, but your wolf is lovely miss evergreen" professor lupin said

I turned and tilted my head at him and then lay down beside him, he took a seat beside me and began to stare into the distance.

"I know we didn't get along the first time we met, but I'd like you to know that i understand the inner animal and it's ability to take hold over you" he said

I smiled to myself and let him continue to speak about whatever he was going on about.

"Most of my friends aren't around anymore, Reggie isn't, Wormtail isn't, Prongs, and lily aren't, but there is me and Sirius but he's in Azkaban and can't come out of course, but you, as much as you hate me you make me feel young and that familiar feeling i once had with the rest of the marauders. I know you don't understand this yet, but you will and i hope you if anything if you need anything relating to your wolf side come find me" he said and began to get up

I nudged him then pointed to the ground trying to tell him to stay with me, to which he nodded with a soft smile and sat back down beside me. We both just sat there for a while in silence before i felt my anger melting away and my body began to shift back on it's own.

"Here i have your clothes" he said without looking at me just handing them to me

"Thank you professor" I said slipping the clothes on

"I meant everything i said" he said

"I know, but what do you mean by you understand my situation?" I asked

"I'm a werewolf myself hence why my nickname is moony" he said

"I always wondered why the map said that" i giggled

"You have the map?" He asked shocked

"Gave it to Fred and George but i did, i studied it for a while before handing it off to the twins" I said

"Well it's odd to see or well hear about it, i haven't seen it in a very long time" he said

"Professor can i ask you something?" I said

"Of course" he said

"Where my parents good to others while here?" I asked softly

"Your parents were similar to Lucius Malfoy when he was young, but blood status was all they cared about or at first that isn't what it was about" he said