Part 18 Crazy Affection
"Love is a song of Madness,
We sing together."
❤️💫
Kartik's POV
I got shocked as he said those words. And to be very honest, I was not able to comprehend what he was talking about. Which sacrifice? What gameplay? What exactly Sara have done? And that too for me,, who she has began to hate to the core. It was something completely new for me to listen and understand. "Saaf saaf bata Orhan? What are you trying to say?"
"Oh my goodness!!!! How dumb you are acting Kartik! Aren't you my dear!?" he mocked me sarcastically. But it hardly matters to me now when I am all ready to listen some good amount of truth revelation. "Please Orry I beg you, bata ke tu kya kehna chahta hai??"
"Then listen you dumbass!! My princess has been suffering throughout just because of you. She knew that she will be summoned for drug case, because she was already told by that Ria that she gonna drag her name. Or us din se, Sara is trying so hard to protect you!!" He said and I exclaimed "Save me?" I was thrilled to know that my princess was being harassed like this and she didn't tell me. Why?
"Because, every single time she does something, she gets trolled badly alongside you. And ye drug case koi choti baat nhi tha, she didn't want you to get trolled, you to get bashed, and blamed for anything for her sake. Tab se tujhse ladai karni shuru kardi. She used to pick fights with you so that at the right time, she could break up. I know she acted like those cliche mahanta ki murat. But that's her love for you idiot!! She was always playing. Playing all along for the past 5 fucking months. Par tu itna bada gadha hai,, that you didn't even understand. Ke Sara tere sath itni ladai achanak se kyu karne lagi..! You really don't deserve her.
Or abhi bhi vo tere hi baare me soch soch kar pareshan hai. I can bet over it. Pata nhi uski akal kaha chali gyi hai jo tujh jese insaan se pyaar karti hai. Ab bhi...!" Orhan Said but I rebuffed him "She loves me because I deserve her. You are no one to decide." And with this, I disconnected.
This was required to shut him up. But what the fuck he told me right now. Sara was acting all distant just to save me from hatred people spew.
How on earth she can think this way!?? Has she got some mind!!!? I hardly care about what other people say and talk about because I know my reality. So how can she be afraid on my behalf and just..do and suffer all alone. I'm done with this girl. I mean..! Does it make sense!!! Konsa pyaar konsi mohobbat,, agar mai uske pareshani me uska sath na de pau. Vo samjhti kyu nhi that I love her beyond every shit of this love. I love her so much. She gave herself pain,, she broke my heart, it was futile. And even two days ago she pulled the act so finely!!
"But us din kyu? Ab to sab thik ho raha tha na. Kyu???" I voiced as this thing is incomprehensible. I must recall the things. She had my phone. She showed me my twitter post..!
Ohhhh!!! Ohhh shit!!! The comments. The comments beneath the picture. She read them all. Oh my god!!! Is Sara for real. How can she do it to me? How can she do it to herself. Why so selfless!!?? "Why why why Sara!!!??" I shrieked like a madman hitting the car..!!!
Yes all those who say that love is madness. Today I saw that. Love is all about madness and craziness you do for your loved ones. It's something that forces you to cross every line of control and let your self even die, if it's about your partner. But why love is like this? And now at this point I think Maybe my love wasn't that good and enough. Like how I misjudged and misunderstood her actions. Didn't understand that she was acting. Fuck man!! How can I? But Sara..!!! Sara Sara Sara! Kyu hai tu pagal itni. I could have stood by you like a pillar. I could have kissed you senslessly in your distress. I could have cradled you to sleep in hours of insomnia. I could have handled you and your fears. I..I could have done..! At least something good enough for you. You idiot.
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Sara's POV
I'm on a road right now. Full of hustle and bustle. Street lights blinking,, with ice cream vendor at one side. And Kartik!! My Kartik is standing there to buy me my favourite flavour..! Wow!! Vo mai or ice cream. Kitna acha haina sab kuch.
"Kartik aana jaldi...!" I called happily.
"Aaya baba..!" He said and paid the vendor and retreated back to me. He is holding two cones of chocolate ice-cream and is giving me the best of his smile. My baby..I love him so much..! I really do!!!
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I broke down in tears. The heaviness in my heart settled. His yell ringed in my ears, and terrified my soul.
"Saraaa..!" He shrieked as he got hit by the car in front of my eyes.
"Kartiikkkk...!" I yelled in response as I ran towards him. He was covered in blood. Not responding to me. What should I do now?
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A/N : One year anniversary of Love Aaj Kal and Ofcourse the occasion of Valentine's Day made me update.
Enjoy!! ❤️💫 Happy Valentine's Day guys. I hope you all are happy and safe and are being loved too.
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