Andy P.O.V

I stood silent waiting for her to wake up, again, Krystal has been in a comma for the past two days, I am not stupid to not know she is missing the Harry guy.

If I could only lay my hands on him I will choke him and make him regret ever hurting her, she hasn't been the same since she first woke up after the surgery.

She had lost the glue that held her all together, and I had to watch her beautiful pieces slowly fall to the ground.

Days, even weeks would pass without her even making a sound, but when she did talk to me I've had nothing to say, for she would always ask,

Why would God give us Love and Happiness just to take them back?

I miss her so much and I don't know what to do, if she knows that she's burning her future because of some stupid love story fail. This is a dream of a long night; and she's living on nonexistent hope.

I can't say I know what she's dealing with; and don't know what happened between them. She's not okay and I am afraid I am losing her.

It's not hard to see that she truly fell in love with the band since she first heard of them.

I smiled looking at Maria, "Ria? What are you doing bbe? "

She erased her tears and answered; "today is Saturday, Krysi and I would always paint our nails together. She would always choose my nail polish and I would choose hers" she said, using a tissue to wipe clean the mess she created.

I wish she would know she's our Beginning and End, I wish she would see how much we need her.

She knows.... no she does, she just forgot. I want to heal her but I just can't, we have always been together; completing each other. I see myself in her mirror.

This guy what is he? Why so heartless? Yet so full of feelings to pay the surgery expenses.

My jugement is so clouded, I rubbed my head shuffling my hair. I heard Maria call; I looked over to see Krystal waking up. I sighed relived.

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Mom was drained; she has been with Krystal almost everyday and never left until she was literally kicked out by the hospital's nurses. She never left Krystal's hand.

"Two days? " Krystal asked, Mom nodded rubbing her hand.

"Aunt Lisa? " Krystal spoke

"What is it sweetie? " Mom asked, Krystal looked at me and smiled at Maria then took a breath looking at her lap. Then started; I knew she was going to say something huge.

Is it possible she would hurt Mom's feelings and Maria's feelings. Is it possible My Krysi would forget all our long nights. Would she forget how Dad treated her.

We are so close incredibly close, that we see parts in each other in one another. We say the same things and steal lines from one another, we have similar sense of humor and exchange inside jokes with just a glance we don't even need to talk because we have such a strong connection.

We can always have such a comfortable silence, and we can always talk for hours, you can't easily find this compatibility in One Family.

No! No! That's just not her. The love that our parents raised in us towards each other is significant, bigger, contrasted with all the gems and treasures in the world.

"Being with you , I have found a place I can call home. When I was younger I remember very well how you..... " Krystal was cut off by Mom's protests telling to never speak like that.

"No its important, " Krystal said stubbornly. "I know the world can be a nasty place, but you just taught me to be kind. You know when you use to tell me your lies are bullets; I now know what you meant. " she cried "my heart was ripped in two when I knew about my disease and I wanted to tell you. I have never kept a secret from you, but the tables turned rapidly when I knew the price of the surgery. Endless fury of tidal waves in my mind, and I couldn't bring myself to tell you. I was lost. I knew you would do whatever it takes. And I couldn't let you do that. I am so sorry. I destroyed your lives. I must have put Uncle Michael in debts for a lifetime. "

"Sweetie, that's not what happened, " Mom started

"No it is; don't try and sugarcoat it. It is what it is. My emotions are a wrack and I am trying not to let this sadness engulf and drawn me. I'm trying my best to stay afloat but I am constantly swaying between low and high waves. I feel like garbage being tossed aimlessly through a large ocean. I have no value and no control. There's no lifeguard to haul me out, there are only waves allowing me to rest briefly on the surface until they rip me back into restless water again " she shouted; out of breath

"Krystal we are your family, there's no point of what you are saying now. Please rest and don't pressure yourself, " Maria said holding her

"I am so sorry I couldn't be a better me," Krystal whispers to Mom. Mom hugged her.

"I am so proud of you Krysi don't forget that" Mom said "I will always love you like the ocean loves the sea shore" Mom said wiping Krystal's tears off. "But you have to get better okay babe!" Mom said creasing her hair.

Krystal shook her head, "I am not okay Auntie. Not okay "

"No babe don't say that, you will be; and better than before. You have to" Mom said

"You know, one of the worst feelings is finding out that you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did, because you looked so desperate and feel so stupid for caring so much, when he never really did," Krystal muttered.

He? Harry foucking Styles? That's it; I am going to kill him.

I will find him,

And I will kill him, I don't foucking care if he is a pop star, heart throb, or the foucking president. He foucking hurt her.

No body; and I mean no body hurts my sisters.

I sighed heavily as I knew nothing could have prepared us to what was about to come; that foucking @$$hole let her choke on the pain? Alone?

And I am letting her breath in the toxic empyrean of venom intertwine with her heartbreak. I can't see her like this and not do something. What to do?

Tell me what to do?

"But Krysi Harry payed for your hospital expenses; including your surgery! " Maria said

"Hallo! Why does it look like something big went down; Krysi! Thank God you're awake! " Dad entered the room.

Krystal looked confused; paralysed, puzzled, and as if unsure of Maria's words.

I don't blame her the guy is double Personality, she would hunt me if I said that, that Harry basterd is double faced, unexplainable.

I went back when every body.left to check on my little cousin, I kissed her hair and sat on the near chair. "Andy?" I heard I looked up to see Dad still there.

"I thought you left! " I said

"Couldn't, I dropped your mom and came back. She's so tired " Dad said

Dad sat beside me, "you okay? " he asked

"No, honestly not " I replied

He patted my shoulder, "she's going to be okay son" he said somehow I felt she lost a big part of her.

Hallo beautiful readers, who saw what this Daniel Walton has been saying about the boys coming back with a brand new album 2017, idk what's happening in the fondom Niall tweeted him 'who are you?'

13th of July, 2016 @ 1:01 AM

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