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How can I be able to say I love you, when you love my best friend.

This feeling alone hurts me more than anything else.

I try to bottle up these unsure feelings I have inside.

I do my best to lie & fake a smile,

but you love someone else & that can't be helped.

When you look into my eyes, what do you see?

Just a regular pair of round brown beads?

Well, when I look into your eyes, I see a great big galaxy,

But I know, those stars sparkle for her, not me.

& your planets orbit around her only.

If only you could see through me, and my lies.

But then again, it's my fault that I hide.

We're all best friends, and between you & her, it's going so well.

I can't find it in me to ruin what you both have, I'm just that kind of friend,

but it makes me a little sad.

I know it's bad, these feeling I have.

I try to forget about them & erase what I can,

but I am unable to, no matter how much I demand,

my heart doesn't listen & now, it's become my own little prison.

Where only my feelings have risen.

In this broken heart, you rule.

In love, I am the fool.

So, I'll keep these feelings of mine hidden, so our friendship won't be ruined.

The three of us.

You & your blossoming love.

Her happiness & my rush to take the opposite bus.

I hope these feelings will leave, the sooner the better, indeed.

I hope I can finally sleep, without seeing you in my dreams.

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