Everything, you say, everything you do
Just reminds me of how much I should hate you

Because you turn it all around
All the hope and trust I've found
Subtly pushing me to the edge
To have the honor of seeing the mess

The mess you've made

Though the scars may fade
All that remains is the hate
You've sealed your fate about a hundred times
When you refused to listen to my cries

I still remember when we were free
Reckless like we thought we we were supposed to be
But you turned it all around
When you pushed my face against the ground
Watched me disintegrate
Before there was time for my voice to reverberate

Sometimes I would ask myself was it worth it
To lose all my hope and wit
Was it worth the pain
Even through the strength I gained
And I'm not sure
Because now I live in fear
That everyone will be a version of you
And I don't know what to do