I've thought about it countless times

The things that that over the years made it into my rhymes

The longing, the things I couldn't say

How I long to see you in that yellow dress in may

How I wished I said I loved you more

But most of all, how your death shook me to the core

The bloodless blue cascade

How it showed how our happiness was a lonely façade

I remember it, I remember the fear

How I'd never be able to call you my dear

If only I had showed you I cared

It all came down to everything I feared,

I should've just told you I loved you

That I would've done anything for you

If only you had known,

The things I never could have shown