Have you ever felt this... weary feeling of being useless?

Even though you try your hardest, you work and you pant and just gets weak because of all the hard work, it's still not enough for them to at least tell you, "you've done a good job"?

And to add to the heavy feeling, they will always, every day, tell you that you're a useless, selfish bitch who's always just mess things around?

Yes. Isn't that the damnest feeling in the world?

Hands up, gals. What if, it's your family?

The one who call you useless, and make you feel pathetic and downright selfish is your mother?

I'm not screaming, or crying, or even doing extremely insane due to extreme depression. But yeah, I'm sad. Really, really sad.

I'm not writing this to get attention or something, but to inform you, gals, that if you're feeling this way, too, well, I want you to know that I am, too. That you're not the only one who feels this way. Because we (even I rn feels this way) who experience this, tend to think that we're alone, and no one's gonna put us off in the Important List cause we're useless and all.

No, you're not, we're not.

At least, I'm trying to say that to you, as much as I'm trying to say that to myself, too.

Don't stop moving forward, just because someone said that you are a piece of trash. Even though it's your mother, or father, your friend or even your whole family...

Don't be carried away by their words. It's a fast-moving body of water that will only drown you to death.

Been there, told ya.

Instead, do whatever you have in mind. Follow those stars and prove to them that you are not what they say about you.

Prove them, your family, or anyone who tries to stop midway towards your dream of being appreciated, that you are more than what they could even think of. You are beyond the lines. You are, who you choose to be, and that choice will be the best choice you could ever do because that's what you wanted.

Being what you wanted is not being useless. Or being a piece of selfish, trashy bitch.

Being what you wanted, doing what you wanted, choosing what you wanted, is being the best use you can ever be in this world. And in the existence of what you chose to be, you will be unstoppable.

Gotta put these all in words so I got to believe them, too.

Hope I can, as much as you can.  :)