Chapter 13 | Elizabelle Swan

As morning came, I laughed as people came out showing they spent a lot of time in the water. I laughed as I met Blake's eyes. "You look pruny," I say as explanation gaining other laughs.

"Just get dressed, babe," I grinned as Jimmy threw me a dress. It was a dress that he had loved, the dress white with lace near my stomach, and it was in a sort of vest like form, even having buttons. 

"Sure thing, Pruny 2," he came running after me and I laughed running away. I ran into the water diving in as he splashed in after. I saw Blake, and he pulled me to him. He stared into my eyes, and I grinned he stared at me, before grabbing me and kissing me. I felt sadness, and I kissed back, as we rose up to the surface. "Dude!" Blake ran his tongue over my lip and I opened my mouth wrapping my legs around his waist.

I pulled back, as someone can up and Blake looked apologetic. "I wanted to at least kiss you before things got more even bad," he mumbled and I nodded kissing his cheek.

"I do love you, don't forget that." He smiled repeating the words, before he was pulled away by Mason.  I smiled, before diving under and swimming over to Jimmy and wrapping my legs around him. "Hey, officer," he nodded, the anger that was in his eyes fading away. "Have you realized there's way to much tension and stuff lately? I think I need a vacation. Get everyone back to how they are to be, if ya know what I mean."

He nodded and I knew he understood that he knew what I meant. I unhooked myself from him, swimming back to the surface  getting out and taking a towel from the floor.

"Hey, Adam," I say as I sat by him, and he looked up smiling at me. "How's Agua Fuego going about?" Agua Fuego was a club that we had created and it got a lot of people. I owned it, along with Adam as I do with other places, and Adam had decided to do a lot of it lately, what with everything going on.

"It's great, people are asking around for you too," I hummed nodding, while looking straight into his eyes. "Fine, someone has been selling drugs. We tried finding them, but they seem to know where all our cameras are. Any suggestions?" I caught sight of people looking and nodded, standing up.

"Yeah, I have camera's secretly placed around. I'll check on them, see if I can find out who it is. It's probably someone who is close to us," I say and Adam nodded to me in understanding.

"I figured the same too, but didn't want to say for fear you would get upset." I smiled at Adam and he smiled back hugging me, which I returned.

"Wait, you have secret camera's in the club?" Ryder sat down near us as everyone followed.

"You have a club?" Emmett sat down near me and I laughed nodding to him.

"See 'as a club an' many more places," Spencer spoke in a thick accent followed with it.

"Yeah, and I have camera's secretly placed all over. In case I need them," I add to answer Ryder.

Ryder frowned looking up at me. "Why did you not tell me? Did anyone know?"

"Yeah, I mean no one that you all could probably tell I bet, but I'm sure some have seen me do so." I caught Jasper's gaze, clearing my throat and looking down. Shivers ran down my spine, and the words kiss him followed my mind, but I knew that voice wanted me to do more.

"So, what else do you have that we don't know about?" Edward inputed, making me jump. He had been silent for a while and I forgot he was here.

"A lot, just like there is a lot you think that I don't know about y'all but I really do know about you all," I say with a shrug before getting the urge to kiss him. I groaned leaning back, my gaze settling on Jimmy. "'Eya Jimmy Neutron, d'ya think we can set up that vacation for me I told you about earlier?"

Jimmy laughed, nodding his head. "Yeah, but you'll need to take some of us with you."

"Adam, James, Hansel, Paris, Jimmy?" All the boys nodded and I grinned feeling better. I saw the hurt in the others making me feel a bit guilty. "My next vacation I will pick some others," I add before waving. "I'm going to go, see you all later."

When I went home, I packed my clothes up before letting out a sigh as I did. I knew this was for the better, it would help me and the others. I continued packing, letting my thoughts run wild. A knock came to the door and it opened arms wrapping around me straight after. "You okay, baby?" I did a small laugh-like giggle looking up at Adam, nodding as I did.

I turned wrapping my arms around him, resting my head on his chest. "You remember when I joined this team, gang?" I nodded as he moved us to the bed laying down, pulling me down straight after. "Gosh, I had such a huge crush on you -- I still do. But could you blame me? I remember you were on the street, clothes torn and such because you refused to gain help. Yet you were  fine.  You had money, had friends. I thought you were going to be the girl who got such a good outcome to life. Yet, you don't. I have watched you since that moment and you just keep getting bad things to happen."

I laughed sitting up and looking down at him. "What does you having had a crush on me, do with that?"

He smiled, turning over so he was the one sitting up and looking down at me while I laid down. "Because people like you are perfect. You can practically teach everyone anything. You even taught me how to aim semi-perfectly. Baby, you are amazing. I just wish I could kiss you," he whispered.

I smiled caressing his cheek. "You know me, Adam. All you had to do was wish -- and you have," before he could say anything I leaned up kissing him lightly.

~ ♥ ~

I sat down at the bar table, everyone around me dancing about. I caught sight of a handsome male, who looked to be suffering from something. He walked up to the bar table and ordered a drink. He showed fake ID, which the man obviously didn't care for, barely sparing it a glance. This was a bar, that was notoriously known to let anyone in, no matter the age. My thirteen year old self, proving it.  I jumped down from my seat, walking over and sitting by him. "How old are you, dare I ask?" I question with a tilt of my head.

His head turned to me, his eyebrows moving down and together in a frown as he looked me over. "I could ask the same."

I grinned before reaching out a hand, he hesitated before linking our hands together with an obvious flinch. I jumped down pulling him with me as I moved outside out of prying eyes and ears. "I'm thirteen," I answer his previous comment sitting down in a dumpster.

"Fifteen," he replied sitting down, his voice a drunken slur.

"Don't you think you're a little to young to be drinking?"  I looked at the beer he had in his hand and he laughed.

"Why, 'cause I ill zie? Good," I shook my head standing up walking back to him taking the drink and throwing it so it shattered. "Aye!" He pushed me to the wall with anger.

I touched his cheek with my hand gently being sure to show no fear. "What's your name?"

He growled, slapping my hand away. "Adam," he slurred a bit incoherently and angerly.

"Well, Adam," I say placing my hand back on his cheek then running my hand in his hair with my other. "You may think that drinking all your problems, pain, and all will be better but it isn't. Don't think that. Because Adam, all you will ultimately do, is shorten your time on Earth."

He laughed coldly, but tears were in his eyes. "Like anyone cares about me. I'm a fifteen year old, with an abusive family -- one's not even my real ones because my real ones are murdered by these bastards, not to mention am sick but can't afford any help. No one cares."

I shook my head. "There are more people in there, more people with fake ID's and everything. You want a job? Adam I know people who would love to give you a job." I pulled out a card, before putting in his pocket. "If you want a job, go there tomorrow. I'll be there all day, and half of tomorrow  -- least I will try. Just do it, and we can help you get rid of your alcoholism. I am sure you do not want to turn out to have the alcohol turn you into an abuser and kill someone else's family."

I pulled away walking away towards Jimmy who stood in the alleyway. "Adam? You were wrong too," I turned to him looking into his eyes as he stared after me, "Adam I care to you. Were that not the case, I would have just let you drink away everything." I hooked my hands with Jimmy's own and he walks us away.

"For a thirteen year old, you talk weird -- least I think," Jimmy spoke and I giggled as he picked me up. I caught sight of Adam walking out and he stumbled away.

"Yeah, well I'm awesome possum," I say resting my head in Jimmy's neck.

He chuckled shaking his head. "Let's get you home, baby girl."

I smiled resting into his neck. "Thanks, Jimmy," I say with more than one meaning.

He kissed my forehead in return. We were silent and slowly I fell asleep in his hold as we walked back across town to where he parked.

~ ♥ ~

As we pulled away, he smiled down at me leaning down to touch my cheek. "You're so beautiful," he whispered kissing me once more despite our kissing just a bit ago. "It makes me wanna w-i-s-h to have you. If it turns out that way, then great. Even if it doesn't, I've been with you enough to know that you will happy and I will too -- even without my first love," I was shocked at that as he kissed me for a bit longer than just left.

Even without my first love.

Just maybe, having Adam come or any of the boys I chose, was not such a great idea. Because something tells me, he isn't the only one of my boys who I was their first love for.

And maybe, maybe I'll also be their last, I silently wished thought I know it may not happen.