Still Frank's pov... 

I placed the diary on my desk and stared at it for a bit. 

Why was that in a 2nd hand store? 

Why was the owner so secretive about it?

What's so bad about a brand new book that you dump it at a 2nd hand shop? 

I decided I needed to write some feelings down since I do have a problem of bottling them up inside, so I began writing... 

Well okay how do I start this

First of all if you ain't me fucking close this book, I don't like snoopers. 

Second I'm only having a diary because I can't stand bottling up my emotions anymore, I'm not some fucking teenage girl alright? Boys can have diaries to! 

I have this major problem 

I have this best friend and his name is Gerard and holy shit he's so perfect in every way, his eyes, his smile, how hes not skinny but not fat just enough to be a cuddly little fucking MUFFIN. I just have this major crush on him and I can't take it! He's invading my mind constantley and he's just so pretty and amazing and perfect and adorable and......straight. You see I'm gay if you couldn't tell from the rambling I did on Gerard, but he's straight and doesn't have any feelings toward boys, and I hate it, I just want to cup my hands to his cheek and kiss him so bad but I can't, you can't mess with someones sexuality you just can't! 

God I don't know what to do

Maybe I should come out to him? Tell him that I am gay, but oh no what if he's homophobic or find that me being gay is weird and doesn't want to hang out with me anymore, oh god I could lose our friendship that we've had for so long! God what do I do, I'm stuck. 

I know, I'll tell his little brother Mikey, he'll understand, he basically radiates gay energy, with the rainbows and unicorns and gay magazines he hides in his room but I managed to come across. Plus if Mikey thinks i'm weird for being gay then it's not that bad of a loss I mean he's cool but we don't have as big of a friendship as me and Gerard do.  

I probably shouldn't tell him about the crush on his brother, now that he would find weird.

Alright well I'm gonna go now bye.....diary 

I sat back on my chair and stared at the page

God if anyone read this I would die of embarssment 

Alright quick chapter 2 but its 1am and I need sleep 

P.s in this fic there will be no deaths or fights cause i know how it feels when a charater dies so don't worry this fic is unicorns and rainbows. If I continue to write more fics, I'll think about doing depressing stuff like that, but not just yet.