Chapter - 13

Nandini's POV..
After bidding goodbye to Manik Sir..! Ops I mean Manik..! I came inside the orphanage I was very sad..! I wanted to be with him all the time..! I didn't wanted to stay away from him not even for a second..! His arms were so much protective..! His arms had mother's warmth..! His arms had father's protection..! And most of all a lover's eternal love..! I can spend my whole life being in his arms..! I blushed on my own thought and walked towards Maa's Cabin and what I saw next was left me all excited.
"Dhruv...!"I shouted excitedly and flanged in his arms. Dhruv is my only and best childhood friend. We both were in same class but after 12th standard Dhruv left for abroad as he got some scholarships and I was alone with Maa..! We both were of almost equally same ages..! He was a sleepy lazy head not much expressive unlike me but still we shared a very good best friend bond. I was so happy to see him after 6 long long years..! He used to call me and Maa on the orphanage phone may be once in 15 days. I was so excited to see him that I hugged him tightly and he hugged me back.
"Aiyapaa..! Dhruv tum kab aye?"I exclaimed breaking the hug.
"Bus abhi aya..!"He said smilingly.
"Haan..! Chalo..! We have lots to catch up..!"I said excitedly as I wanted to share my Manik's happiness with him and dragged him to my room.
"So you have grown so much prettier..!"Dhruv complimented me I blushed.
"And you have grown handsome..!"I returned the favor and he too smiled.
"I am here actually to tell you something..!"Dhruv said hesitantly.
"Kya baat kar rahy ho..! Even I wanna tell you something..!"I exclaimed but I didn't knew that Dhruv was going to explode a bomb on me..!
"Really..! Then you first..!"Dhruv said smilingly and I shook my head.
"No no..! Pehly tum..!"I said stubbornly and he smiled. He got up and held my hand felt a little uneasy but I too got up.
"I don't know how to say it..! Can I hug you?"He said hesitantly and I smiled.
"Bus itne si baat?"I said smilingly and hugged him. I always consider him as my brother and a very good friend so hugging him was not a big deal for me.. But what he said next was something I never dreamt off..I felt like earth slipping away under my feet..
"Nandini..! I love you so much..! I can't live without you..!"He said in my ear and I was shocked on my place. I was unable to utter a single word.. He loves me? But how? I tou never ever think about him like this? How did he get me so wrong? I instantly backed off from the hug and he look at me smilingly."So you accept my proposal?"He asked holding my hand and I jerked his hand away.
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I am sorry Dhruv..! I don't know when you started getting my friendship so wrong..! I don't love you Dhruv..!"I said politely and Dhruv's expressions became sad.
"Nandini..! Tmhy jitna time chye sochny kay liye tum lay lo..! I won't mind..!"Dhruv said pleadingly and I shook my head.
"Dhruv I will say no to you after sometime too..!"I said softly.
"Why? Don't you like me?"He said sadly.
"I do..! But not as a boyfriend..!"I said in a serious tone.
"You love someone else?"He asked sadly.
"Yes..!"I whispered and Dhruv wiped the lone tears which had escaped from his eyes. "Look Dhruv I am so sorry..!"I said in an apologetic tone.
"It's ok Nandini..! I wish tmhy tmhra pyaar mil jye..! I should go now..! Bye..!"Dhruv said forcing a smile and in spite of my forcing he didn't stopped and left the orphanage for FOREVER..! I was sad for him agar Manik mery life main na aye hoty tou maybe main Dhruv ko haan bool daite but no..! I LOVE MANIK..! But where was he..? It was 8 pm of night he told me that he will came to me by himself after his meeting..! But..! I think I should go myself yeah..! So after informing Maa I hired an auto and headed towards Malhotra Mansion...! I didn't knew that
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Manik's POV
Kaise saans chalegi, kaise raat kategi
Kaise jee main sakunga tere bin
Sajna teri judaai menu raas na aai
Laggdi duniya paraai tere bin
I run from there as fast as I can..! I had always thought that I was the most strong person of all..! But in age of 30 tears were wetting my cheeks..! I didn't cared to rub them off..! I was hurt..! Badly hurt..! Nandini was in someone other's arms...! She was hugging someone else..! That girl who became my oxygen in few days..! The girl who made my life heaven in few days had thrown me into hell..! Oh God..! It's paining..! IT's PAINING DAMN IT..! It's hurting...! It's burning inside me..! But qasoor Nandini ka nahi..! Qasoor mera hai..! I shouldn't have trusted her..! Actually I don't deserve someone..! Being alone has written in my fate..! I can't change it..! I don't know Nandini why you did this..! But I can't be the same again..! You have broke my trust I will not forgive you..! Aray tmhy forgive kya karon ga main tou khud ko he maaf nahi kar skta for this MISTAKE..!
Kismat ne meri aisa kyun kiya
Jo kabhi na bhare wo jhakham kyun diya
Hai naseeb mera ya hai koi sazaa
Deke saari khushi phir ye gham kyu diya
I drove back home and sitting on my bar counter I gulped as much wine as I could but damn still..! It was hurting..! It was hurting more than anything..!
"Aaahhh...!"I shouted angrily and threw all the glasses on the floor..! But still..! I was not feeling good at all..! I want to die..! Oh God..! This Love hurts so much..! Stupid emotions..! GOD..! Itna bura tou nahi tha main..! Phr main he q..! Why you showed me hope? Why..!????? I was about to threw the bottle in my hand on the floor when suddenly..!
"Manik..!"I heard Nandini's shout and she came running towards me being careful not to hurt herself with the broken glass pieces. Seeing her again my breath became uneven..! I look at her with teary eyes and she seemed to be horrified.
"Ya kya kar rahy hain ap?"She shouted worriedly and tried to snatch the bottle from my hand.
"Leave me..!"I yelled and she seemed to taken aback..!
"Meeting achi nahi hue?"She asked with fake worrying expressions(atleast in my condition I was considering her expressions fake) and I laughed sarcastically. Kitna acha drama kar laite hai ya larki..!
"Meeting was perfect..!"I said sarcastically and gulped the remaining wine of the bottle. Then I opened the cork of the other bottle this time she succeeded to snatch it..!
Kyun milaye do dilon ko jab karna hai judaa
Kyun milaye do dilon ko jab karna hai judaa
"What the hell is your problem?"I shouted angrily and her worried expressions changed into furious ones.
"You are my problem..!"She shouted and I turned my face. "Q kar rahy hp ap ya sab? Abhi thori dare pehly tou ap theek thy?"She asked yelling at me.
"Q kay ankhain khul gai hain meri..!"I finally shouted.
"What do you mean?"She asked confusingly.
"Forget it..! Tum jaan kar kya kar lo ge..!"I said laughingly and got up to leave but she held my hand.
"I want to know..!"She shouted.
"Shut up and stop yelling..! don't forget that I am your BOSS..! I am done with you now get out of my house..!"I snapped back and jerked her hand away.. I started walking away she was hurt my heart was telling me not to hurt her but no I will not listen to my heart..! Never ever..! I was about to step on the staircase when I heard her whisper which left me baffled and the whisper was..
"I thought you love me..!"She whispered painfully and I closed my eyes to control myself..!
"Ghar Jaoa Nandini it's very late..!"I whispered painfully because I can't lie..! I LOVE HER..! I can't hate her..! I love her like her hell..! And then I walked to my room.

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