Valentine's Day!  I think I am going to be sick to my stomach because my nerves are wearing the lining of it.  I am so terrified that this whole day will go to shit!  What if I don't do this right and Keaton realizes that he has made a horrible choice in me.

UGH... I need to stop.  My mind is my worst enemy.  I am just nervous.  Keaton and I left late last night for one of his family's cabins.  He wanted to spoil me on this day.  He is such a romantic! 

I have just woken up and the smells coming from the kitchen let me know where my love is.  I hurry to the adjoining ensuite and take care of my morning business as I have a good feeling I will be getting breakfast in bed.  This cabin is incredible and is a true testament to the type of wealth that Keaton comes from.

This particular cabin is his alone.  A gift, last year, from his parents for his birthday.  I have yet to meet them but am quite confident that based on what Keaton has told me of them, we shall get along quite well.

The extravagance of this cabin overwhelms me but knowing that I am the only person he has brought here, helps me to cope with it.  He shows me every day, in almost every way possible just what I mean to him and tonight I hope to cement my feelings for him with the sharing of our bodies.

Just as I am climbing back into this delicious bed, I hear the bedroom door open and Keaton says, "Rise and shine baby.  I have come bearing gifts."  He has this hugh sappy smile across his face.  I sit up just as he plants a sloppy wet kiss on my lips and then he sets the breakfast tray down on my lap.  I look down at all of this food he has laid out in front of me.

"Keaton, what in the world have you done?  I had no idea you could even cook like this."  "Anything for my baby, especially on Valentine's Day.", he responds.  "So, what you are telling me is that it has to be a holiday in order for you to cook for me like this?"  He looks at me and gently caresses my face and I nestle my cheek into the palm of his hand as he says, "Balin, every day with you is a holiday for me!"

My heart swells with the emotions I am feeling at his admission.  It just cannot get any better than this.  "Are you getting in here with me and eating?  It would make me very happy if I could feed you.", I say with a naughty smirk on my face and he looks over at me as he is climbing into the bed with me and I hear him whisper, "I just bet you like feeding me!"

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Breakfast was scrumptious and Keaton paid extra attention to cooking up all of my favorites.  But now it's my turn to pamper him a little.  He is currently in the kitchen returning our dishes and I guess tidying up so I go into the ensuite to run a bath for my man.

This bathtub is amazing.  It is large enough to accommodate three to four people and there are whirlpool jets all along the inside.  I run the water and begin to pour some of the clove smelling bath oil.  I once read that the smell of cloves can be a natural aphrodisiac.

I also have about four large pillar candles placed around the tub and begin to light them.  They should give off a slight chocolate scent.  "Baby, where are you?", I hear Balin call out to me and I say, "In here Keaton!"  As he walks towards his bathroom he gasps in surprise at the scene before him.

He looks at me with surprised wonder and I walk over to him, wrap my arms around his waist and look into those soul stealing eyes and say, "You worked so hard making me the perfect breakfast so it's only fair I show you my appreciation my preparing a soothing, relaxing bath for you."  "Will you be joining me baby?", he asks in a husky tone.  "Yes, how else are you going to get nice and clean if I don't scrub you down myself babe!"

With a very satisfied smirk on his face, Keaton begins to remove his underwear and proceeds to place himself inside of the tub.  He looks over at me with total love and devotion and again I am rendered speechless.  How did I get so lucky!  I walk over to the wall where the sound system is located and put on some relaxing, smooth tunes on a low setting.  I want to set the mood just right!

I walk over as seductively as I can towards the tub and begin a little dance as I undress for my man.  I can see he is completely captivated by me.  I have his full, undivided attention.  As I stand completely naked in front of him, I can hear his labored breaths.  I have this sense of empowerment knowing that I am the sole reason behind his heavy breathing.

I slowly climb into the tub facing Keaton and then lower myself and straddle his body.  I look right into his eyes and bear my soul for him.  I want him to see all that he does to me.  I want him to know just how much I trully love him.  I reach behind him and grab a bath sponge and proceed to lather his body.  I start from his neck and work my way down his chest paying special attention to his nipples.

The sporadic moans I hear from him let me know that I am doing something right.  I skip right over his pleasure center and work my way down his legs to end at his toes.  I slither my way up his body and to my delight he lets out a loud groan when our privates rub together.  I put the sponge back and grab some shampoo as I plan on sensually washing his hair.

I want him to teeter on the edge between relaxation and ecstacy.  As I begin to wash his hair I feel his arms wrap around me and begin to fondle me leaving no patch of skin untouched.  He is placing barely there kisses all along my jawline and neck.  I rinse his hair of all soap and then run my hands along his face and look into his eyes again.  This time, I hope he sees the message that I am trying to convey to him.

"Ba- Balin?", he says as he tries to clear his throat.  He continues to stare into my eyes and I know he can feel it.  "Are you sure?", he asks and with absolute certainty I respond, "More than sure!  Please Keaton, please don't make me wait any longer.  I am ready.  I trust you, please!"  I continue to plead with him as I start to kiss his lips and start rubbing myself against him and the deep sigh that comes from him lets me know that he gives in.

He starts responding to my kisses with much more heated ones and I become lost in the sensation of his lips, the tingles that run throughout my body where ever he touches me and the burning that is building up in my nether regions.  I suddenly feel it, his fingertip slip in just so and I gasp is surprise.

He tests me by quickly pulling it out and then pushing in more of his finger and if I had any fear it is quickly replaced with this pure erotic need.  I find myself riding his finger and then before I know it, there are two.  "Balin, God Balin...ummm you feel so damn good.", he groans into my ear in this deep, lust drowned voice and all you hear from me is a constant barrage of moans and whimpers and he is really pumping me.

Then, he inserts a third finger all the way in and he reaches my pleasure spot and every color in the rainbow explodes right before my eyes as the sensation of him hitting my prostrate overwhlems me and I scream out, "Yes, please Keaton, please babe...make me yours!"  I am begging, panting and looking right into the windows of his soul.  I feel him line up his erection with my hole and as he begins to give me a kiss that steals what little breath I have he plunges all the way in and I scream into his mouth.

He then goes completely still.  He is barely breathing.  Oh my God, I am in pain yet I can feel the pleasure just underneath the surface.  I have Keaton in a death grip and am trying to just catch my breath.  Tears are falling generously down my face and then he kisses my tears as they fall.

"Shhh baby, shhh!  Calm, stay calm and just relax.  Listen to the sound of my voice.  I love you baby, more than I ever thought possible and won't do a thing until you say so!", he barely gets out in a strained whisper.  He is caressing by back and I have my face buried in his neck and little by little I notice that this intense pain is dying down.  

Don't be fooled.  It's there it just is not as intense.  After what had to have felt like a good fifteen minutes I just feel full and with a bit of courage begin to slightly move my hips.  The moment I do this I hear Keaton hiss out, "Baby, please...I can't hold out much longer!"  So I give him the go ahead and he begins to move with me.

I can feel him taking slow and long strokes but it must feel as good to him as it is to me because before long he starts to pick up his rhythm and I am taking this ride right along with him.  With each of his thrust the feelings running through my body become more intense and suddenly Keaton looses a bit of his control and spears my prostrate in the process and that's when I loose it completely.

I start riding him real hard and Keaton returns each thrust and you can hear the water splashing over the sides of the bathtub along with our skin slapping against each other and the grunting and moaning that is echoing off the bathroom walls.

Before long, I feel the burning in the pit of my stomach churn like a four alarm fire and I know that I am about to combust as my whole body builds up and then I feel Keatons arms wrap around me real tight and he hits my spot with such force that he suddenly stops and then, ahhhhhhh we explode together.  I am pretty sure I have stopped breathing.  My heart must have burst out of my chest.

I feel as though I am under water or something like that feeling with how hazy I feel.  Then I begin to come too and realize that Keaton is breathing out loving endearments and kissing me all over the face and hugging me so fiercely.  I look over at him and wrap my arms around his neck and the look of absolute satisfaction on his face makes my soul sing.

"Baby, thank you!  Oh God, thank you.  You are forever amazing.  I love you so, so much Balin.", is what I hear from him.  I rub my cheek against his and look him in the eyes and say to him, "No, thank you so much for loving me so devotedly, for not giving up on me and for making every one of my dreams come true.  You trully are my soul mate Keaton and I plan on spending the rest of my life loving you!"

We are both pouring out tears of joy.  For the first time in my life, my soul is completely free to love him and now I know that it really does get better...

I don't normally add any type of personal thoughts to my chapters but I just thought I would let you know that there is still the Epilogue left so look out for that in the next couple of days!