Warning :-This chapter contains mature content.

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Ruhani's POV

'I had a friend whose name was, Sidharth. He used to love his fiancé a lot. One day after having drink in club we went to his house to see his fiancé, Monica, with a man. They were in each other arms and he was almost naked and she was wearing his shirt. I was so angry, how can she cheat on him after five years of being together. For months Sidharth was depressed but then eventually he came out of depression,' he told me.

'After what happened with Sidharth, I stopped believing in love and started sleeping  around, but you came and showed me that love still  exist. The day I saw you with Rudra, he was half naked and you were wearing his shirt. The day when we caught Sidharth's fiancé like that came in front of my eyes and I lost my temper. I am really sorry for accusing you without even knowing anything,' he continued.

'We will not talk about that,' I said and he became quite.

Only one question was running in my mind.

How can she abuse a child?

That bitch! He suffered so much because of her. I can never imagine how much he suffered. How hard it must be for a eleven year old boy to suffer so much. Then his perception of life changed due to what he experienced with his friend. He has gone through so much.

I removed his shirt and threw it.

'Lie on the bed,'  I ordered.

'Wh...at?' he was shocked.

'YES, LIE ON THE BED MR. VIKRAM MALHOTRA,' I ordered one more time controlling my laughter but he was still shocked. Still, he lied on the bed without saying anything.

I kissed each and every mark on his body.

I controlled my tears as I needed to be strong. 

He needs me now.

I can't break down at this point of time.

I know whatever I try to do I will not be able to make him forget it.

I know that now even though he is physically present with me but he is remembering all the thing that has happened with him in the past.

His body is here but his mind is far away from here.

'I need you,' his voice broke my thoughts. I could see in his eyes that he wants to forget everything. He wants to come out of the dark past he is in and he needs my help and I will help him. I will help him to forget everything, if he needs my hand to come back in the present, I will give him my hand.

'I am all yours,' I said and he flipped us and now I was under him and without another moment to spare I realize that he's pressing his lips to mine. Usually he has a tendency to keep his eyes a little bit open, but now they're fully closed. He's concentrating on the kiss, and I realize that my eyes are wide open. Slowly I close them and hideaway my brown orbs beneath pale eyelids and dark eyelashes. His lips are oddly soft in this kiss, and it stays slow and sweet.

'I missed you so much.' he said as he opened his eyes and now he was looking straight into my eyes. Then he removed my top and unclasped my bra. The whole time we were both quiet and we were looking at each other. As soon as his eyes fell on my breasts, a soft growl escaped from his lips.

He squeezed my breast with his hands and then he bit my n!pple and as soon as his lips met my n!pple, I arched my back and a soft moan came from my lips as I was not able to control myself.

''Vickyyyy. I moaned once again  as he was sucking my n!pple and held the other n!pple in between his fingers. Then he went downward kissing each and every part of my body and I closed my eyes feeling him.

He stopped as soon as his lips met my stomach and I opened my eyes to see that he was stroking my stomach.

'My Baby,' he said as he kissed my stomach once again.

'Yes. YOUR BABY. OUR BABY,' I whispered and he looked at me and smiled.

He removed my jeans and  underwear and then he removed his jeans and boxers and I saw his erection standing proudly. Its not the first time I have seen it but still it made me shy and I moved my eyes away as he was standing naked in front of me.

'You are still not used to this,' he asked as he hovered on top of me and I looked at him to find a smirk playing across his lips.

After few seconds he was between my legs. He bit the insides of my thigh. I felt him near my core but again he was biting my thigh. I know he was teasing me.

'Aah Vicky pl...ease,' I begged not able to control myself.

'Say it, baby. WHAT DO YOU WANT?' he asked.

'I....I.'

'Yes?' he asked with a grin.

'I want your tongue on.. on my'

'Yes baby?'

'Please, don't tease.' I pleaded but he just smirked in return.

'I am just asking you one simple question.'

'Down there...I want your tongue down there.'

 There.

Finally, I said it.

'My Angel is still so shy,' he said chuckling and I felt his mouth on my core and as soon and he bit my cl!t, I gripped his hair tightly and he slid a finger inside my wet sl!t. 

After some seconds he added another finger.

I arched my back and spread my legs more as he was pleasuring me with his tongue and fingers.

Then he removed his fingers and positioned himself and without wasting another second he was inside me.

'I missed you so fuck!ng much. I missed this.' He said as he pulled himself out and again he was inside me.

'Yes..yes..Vicky.' I was screaming as I felt my release.

'Cum for me.' He shouted as he was pounding inside me.

He was biting my n!pple and that was arousing me more.

'Don't stop.' I screamed as my release was near.

'Yes, Angel, cum for me. Cum for the man who made you pregnant. Cum for the man whose baby you are carrying.'

'Vickyyy.' I screamed scratching his back as I came around his member. Then after few thrust he came inside me and rolled beside me. I kept my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat.

'Few years back I never imagined that we will ever meet,' I said as he was stroking my bare back.

'If we would have not met then?' he asked.

'Then you would have been with someone, who is more beautiful and sexy than me.' I joked and his hand stilled on my back.

Shit! Maybe I should not have said that. He does not like when I say that.

He stood up and took the shirt which was on the floor.

'I have told you so many times that you are beautiful.' he said but I didn't say anything.

'What's going on in that head of yours?' he asked.

'The girls you were associated, I mean I saw your pictures with those girls in the magazine. I am nowhere near them."

He took my hands in his.

'I think you never get what I say, I think I need to make you understand in different way,' he said as he tied my hand to the headboard with his shirt.

'Wh..at? Why are you tying me?' I asked and he smirked.

He was on top of me and then I felt his breathe on my core.

He entered a finger in me and then he was pushing his finger inside me. Then he added another finger and I closed my back as I was still weak from the first orgasm.

He licked my cl!t with his tongue. That was enough to make me weak.

Suddenly I felt coldness and I saw that he was looking at me with that stupid grin of his.

'I am going to bathroom.' he said and I really wanted to wipe that grin plastered on his face. 

He can't do this. Make me hot and then leave me on the edge.

'What' I shouted and clenched my thighs together but he parted my legs.

'You are not beautiful and sexy right, then why will I give you a release?' he asked.

'No.' I said, almost shouted.

'What baby? You only said you are not beautiful and sexy."

'I am beautiful and sexy.' I screamed.

'You are?' he asked and came between my leg and his tip was brushing against my core.

'Yes. Yes. I am beautiful.' I said and he positioned himself.

'And?' he asked.

'And sexy.' I screamed and in a thrust he was inside me.

I wanted to grip his hair as he was continuously going in and out of me.

'Vickyyy.' I screamed.

'You know what you are supposed to say.'

'I...I am bea...uti..ful and sexy.' I managed to say each and every word and he paced his thrust as he felt my release and after few thrust we both came and he fell on top of me but in seconds he removed his body from me and balanced himself on his hands.

'Angel, never underestimate yourself. Never do that. There will be people who will be beautiful than you but as long as you are confident about your body and if think you are perfect, nobody can put you down,' he explained but I was quiet. 

He untied me and he slept beside me and took me in his arms.

'And for me you are perfect. I have told you thousand of time. I don't know why you think you are not beautiful. Yes, I agree you have insecurities and I have it too but we both should try and not let our insecurities destroy the relation. Right?' he asked and I nodded in a yes.

'You can't even see how you catch attention of men without even trying,' he mumbled to himself but I was able to hear him.

'What?' I asked.

'Nothing,' he mumbled.

'Tell me.' I insisted.

'Remember the day when we spent the whole day together and we didn't use car as the tires were punctured.'

'That day I controlled my urge to kill more than seven people.'

'What?'

'The men were staring at you that they will have you right there.'

'But I didn't notice.'

'That's the problem, baby. You underestimate yourself so much, but you don't see what I see. Look through my eyes. You will see a beautiful women, with perfect curves and perfect features .Thank god I caught your attention before any man could have you and I am glad and thankful that you chose me,' he said and I laughed.

'And I hope you will always remember today's day when you will think low of yourself. Today I was nice enough to give you the release you wanted but next time if I heard this. I will bring you to the verge of orgasm but will never let you cum. Remember this,' he threatened.

'I will never think low of myself,' I told him.

'That's better,' he said.

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'Vicky I wanted to ask you that.. that..'

'You can ask me anything,' he said.

'This baby was unexpected for us. But the moment i came to know there is our part growing inside of me I was happy but I don't know about you...I mean suddenly one day, you found out you are going to be a father so it must be shocking to you.'

'Yes, Angel. It was shocking, but I am happy. The thought of having a baby with you made me  happy, but I don't know I will be a good dad or not?'

'Why are you saying like this?'

'Angel, my parents left me, and frankly speaking their blood runs in me so I don't know."

'Vikram Malhotra, I don't care about your parents but I know you are son of Suraj Malhotra and they love you. They taught you what's right and wrong. I know at some point they were wrong to ignore you or neglect you but I am sure they never did that intentionally and I know if you would have told them about that bitch, who called herself your grandmother, they would have believed you."

'I love mom and dad very much. And at that time I was afraid that if they did not believe me like she is saying then they will throw me out of the house and I have to leave them so I never said anything. And, yes, baby, I know they loved me very much, yes I am sometimes sad at them but never angry at them, because if not for mom I don't know where I would have been now and dad also legally accepted me as his son even though he didn't have to but he did and I am thankful for that,' he said.

'After she died ,you didn't tell them?' I asked.

'No. With everything happening, accident and mom had to work again. I never told anyone. You are the first person to know about it. I don't want to tell this to them, dad loved his mom like any child love his mom and if I tell them now, for the lifetime he will hate his mom, and what done is done. If I tell them about it now, neither will my scars go nor I will forget anything. So its no use of opening the pages of the past again.'

'That makes you a good human being. Now I am saying the lines you said to me, never doubt yourself, you will be the best dad and this is the first time so I am leaving you, next time if you say that I will tie you with your tie and then make you understand ,the same way you explained me few minutes back,' I said and he laughed.

'Maybe I will say the same thing again just to see how you tie me,' he said with a smirk.

'How is your sister Akira?' I quickly changed the topic.

'What?' he was confused as he didn't understand my question.

 'I mean how is your relation with her after you both grew up?' I made him understood.

'I love her. She is one of the most important person in my life. She loves me and respects me and I love her,' he said and I was haply for him, happy for them.

'By the way I have a doctors appointment in few days and I was thinking that if accompany me.' 

'Of course I will come with you,' he said cutting me off.

'Okay, so let's sleep,' I said.

'Baby, I know what you are doing?

'What?' I asked.

'I have told everything and now i want you to share everything with me and I know you are avoiding it,' he said.

'Its okay Angel if you don't want to tell,' he continued.

'I want to tell but now I am tired. We will talk about this tomorrow," I was really tired and I think he need to rest after everything he told me.

'Promise?' he asked.

'I promise I will tell you everything.'

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So here's the chapter as I said.

This chapter is one of the longest chapter I have ever written.

I hope you liked it.

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