I'm even more depressed then ever. I can't handle myself anymore. But at this point I don't have a life I'm just a stupid girl so basically what I'm saying is that I'm just a stupid ugly and suicidal girl who walks around the school invisible to everyone. I'm nothing to anyone at this point. I'm very depressed and I feel trapped and there is no way out which is true. I'm mentally trapped in a box with no way out. I'm trapped there forever. There is no way out of here. I want to fucking cry at this point I just want to die but I can't because of reasons. Even if I have friends that don't think I'm invisible and other things. I'm still invisible to people. I'm just a girl and I mean nothing to anyone fiercer. So what is the point of being here if I'm like this. I'm crying at this point. So I'm basically just a depressing girl that's ugly and invisible to everyone. But what ever I guess it life. Like I said I'm just a girl.