❝In the future, I wish to feel happy and accomplished, never again empty. I want to be able to reminisce without breaking down. I want to smile and laugh genuinely with no lurking darkness in my heart. I'm troubled and have been for a very long time, I hope to learn how to properly be able to tell someone how I'm feeling and why. I hope to obtain some sort of grasp upon my paralyzing anxiety and crippling depression, my last wish is to let it overtake my life, as it slowly is now. I deeply long to feel understood, just by one person. It would be a great comfort, for even I don't understand myself at this point. I want to look back on my life and feel pride, one of my worst fears is regret. I want to live a full life, with many irreplaceable and unforgettable experiences with people that I love dearly. I want to work for the things I want, so I know that I have earned them. And what I want is to have a lovely house, a job that I take pride in doing, healthy relationships and a positive outlook on the circle of life.❞

Wednesday, September 13, 2017
7:33 P.M.