Ok sooo I dumped my ex a while back because I thought I didn't have feelings for him. Buuuut guess what? ....I do now... dkskskdk I tried contacting him asking if we can start over as friends, he was super sweet and when I responded he left me on read. I guess he changes his mind :/ it's ok though, life goes on. He probably has someone better than me. So, if you're reading this, which you probably aren't...sorry for everything I've done ya know? I know I was a terrible girlfriend, I had mood swings almost everyday. I just wanna say sorry for wasting a couple months of your life :/ I hope you have a good life without me, I hope you get to have a great and healthy family. I'll never forget you. :)

Hhhhhh I can't stop crying over him... I just can't get over the fact I've broken his heart, he's probably over me, he probably thinks I'm pathetic coming back to him. I keep crying over him, I know he's over me and it hurts me. I know I should move on since I'm the one who broke up with him. I just get the feeling that no one will ever fall in love with me again. Im gonna be lonely my whole life.....