'I'm trying to understand my pace,
I agree when you say I'm a 'gone case'

I can't act smart in front of you,
you already know my ways

Is it normal that all I want
to see every moment is your face?'

🌌

1st December 2024

You drove the car with the help of the GPS guiding you. As soon as you arrived at the café, you pulled over and rushed out of the car only to get inside the restaurant and realize that you were too eager and had reached a lot earlier than the time Taru and you had decided on.

You got comfortable in a chair and started recollecting everything. You had told Jungkook that you were going to meet Taru and he'd been surprised how she was here, that before you revealed she came to Busan with Jimin.

You felt someone reaching you after a few minutes, and you practically leaped on the taller girl in front of you. She balanced herself after struggling with you a bit while you still clung to her for life.

"Hey Y/N... what's wrong?" she asked while you simply shook your head. "I was just... missing you!" you said and she looked at you weirdly, not soon before taking a seat.

"So..." she said, sinking her hand in her handbag and taking out a diary. "Here you go miss," she said, sliding the journal towards you. You took a deep breath "I know, that you know, that I know that you know that I never thank you but seriously, Thank you for making this huge effort of traveling to another city for me. It actually means a lot." You smiled genuinely and she simply put a hand over yours. "It's cool, no need to get emotional" she shrugged and you took her little expression as you're welcome.

"Now!" You said, standing up "I have a lot to ask and tell you, but goddamn Jeon Jungkook looks like he's vomiting seals when I'm not around. He's like... calling me 25/8 when he can't see me even if he knows why I'm gone, is that even normal?" You asked Taru who was busy laughing at your question. "He's just protective of you, Y/N, even Taehyung is for me... but Jungkook is on a whole new level, to be honest" She chuckled out while you raised a brow.

Taehyung...?

Before you could ask who the heck is Taehyung to Taru, your phone rang crazily again making you accept it in haste "WHAT?" You spat. "You said you'd come back at 11:45, it's already 11:46 and you're not back home!" You heard him whining while you almost broke the table with your fist. "I'm not gonna reply to that Jungkook," You said as you hung up, just to see Taru bursting in laughter again.

As soon as you reached the bungalow, you noticed that Jungkook was busy having a shower.

Fuck yeah.

You quickly sat down and opened your diary, ready to read whatever this journal shit had to explain to you. You started opening random pages with little gaps.

JOURNAL REFERENCE

21 October 2021

Jungkook and I went for a movie today. We both had gone there with Tae and Taru but the idiotic love birds were busy with their own self and the movie was too boring, so Jungkook and I ended up spending time at the Gaming zone instead. Funny, I thought all the machines were broken cause they kept on adding points to Jungkook's side while my side was completely stuck on zero! Useless machines...

You fluttered a few pages again

12 December 2020

So today, I finally moved in. It's so pleasant here, in Seoul! Taru was right, it'd be amazing to live here! Who in my dreams thought that I'll shift to Seoul from Australia? I wonder what my parents thought when they allowed me to move...

Taru has already applied for the make-up job in several companies already, I hope she's taken by a good one! Wouldn't it be fucking cool if she were accepted in one of the big three? She'd be meeting Got7, BLACKPINK, or something, and who knows? I might get a chance too!

4th January 2021

Taru
Got
Selected
By
BIGHIT
FUCKING
ENTERTAINMENT
WHERE
BTS
AND
TXT
WORK.

I'm too busy bouncing, I'll just write the rest tomorrow.

31 July 2021

WOW SHIT.
I JUST SLEPT FOR 6 HOURS AND WHEN I WAKE UP, THE FIRST THING I KNOW IS THAT TAEHYUNG AND TARU ARE DATING?
WOW SHIT.

She's actually avoiding the talk with me, but it's literally visible. Anyway, today I went to the Bangtan dorm, and I've noticed how weirdly the guys have been around me lately. They always keep smiling teasingly whenever I look at them, everyone but except Yoongi and Jungkook. Yoongi's not been that active lately, he's been busy with the production of this new song they're working on... and Jungkook? Yeah he's the one who's been normal with me, and I'm thankful that he is.

30th August 2021

Taru ACTUALLY SET ME UP ON A FREAKING DATE. She asked me to get ready tomorrow, and I have no idea why she's doing this... I mean, its been only a few months since I've come here!
Let's see who this guy is actually. I hope it'll be interesting...

31st August 2021

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?

Guess who was the mysterious fucking guy?
Jeon freaking Jungkook.

Taru is gonna get this from me. Like, she's seen how weird and awkward I get around him, why does she do this to me?! Now things are gonna be even more awkward after this so-called 'Date'.

Well, we didn't do much, we just kept on eating and talking, eating and talking, and eating and talking. Guess that's what a date is?

"Y/N, babe?" you heard Jungkook saying while you quickly shut the journal. "You're back already? What you hiding?" he peeked as he kissed your hair from behind while you sat on the chair in front of the table. "Nothing" you plainly said, while his mouth formed an 'Ahhh' in acknowledgment.

"Your Journal? No problems, I remember your rule of not touching it, go ahead" He said with his hands up in defeat, moving away to the dressing table.

Oh...wait? He leaves me alone when I have the Journal? Heck Yeah!

You were busy with your own self when he called out to you. "Don't write it right now though, you'll have a lot to write once we return from my Halmoni's art gallery" He said while you nodded.

He's right... might as well enjoy, maybe the paintings are beautiful like he says?  You wondered and stood up. "Let's go then, what you waiting for?"

A/N

 Junganya_04 here you go, desperate woman. You're in luck tho. Double update coming through...
I'm doing it cause this chapter was actually just a filler.