Bua ji has arranged a lavish party for her friends ... Who lived in Mumbai ...

It was in the Shukla mansion only ...

When buaji asked actually ordered Rita maa that she was throwing a party ... Rita maa nodded not having any other option ....

Rita maa had already told Sana to get ready ...

Sana didn't have any wish to get ready for whom she will get ready when he is not here to see her ... To compliment her ... Shower her with kisses and hugs ...

But she nodded her head as she didn't want to say no to rita maa

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She got ready in simple baby pink color saree nothing fancy but elegant ... her simple straight hairs complimented her beauty ...

Soon the guests started arriving ... They met with everyone present their except Sana.... But Sana was too lost to notice things like this ... Deep had clearly refused to attend the party

She made her way to kitchen as she felt bored here in between plus she loves helping ... She thought to serve them some snacks ...

She took the tray outside along with the other maids ...

Sana tu rehne de beta yaha aa na ... Rita maa taps the seat beside her ...

Sana smiled and was going to sit near her when one of buaji's friend mockingly said ...

Arey Rita ... Tu ab househelp ko hamare saath bithayegi ...

She laughed ...

Sana looked at maa ... Hurted from her voice and tone ...

Once again ... Someone made her feel unwanted and unworthy ...

Apko galat fehmi hui hai bhabhi ... Ye koi househelp nhi hai ... Meri beti jaisi bahu hai ...

Kya ... Sidharth ki biwi ye hai ... One of them looked at her from top to toe ... With weird expression

Tabhi toh usne apni biwi ko introduce nhi kiya ajj tak ... One of them said

Poor girl ...

Sana was feeling suffocated in between them ...

Bas kijiye aap sab ... Sana tu chl bache aap log apni party enjoy kare ... Said rita maa when buaji said ...

Toh galat bhi kya keh rahi hai ... Mere heere jaise bhatije ke liye tu ye sadakchap giri hui ladki ko utha ke le aayi ... Spit shit about her ...

Her eyes filled with tears ... Flashbacks were hitting her hard ...

When mrs. Patel insulted her ... When ... When he ... Too said that she was with him just because his money and name ...

Though he had apologized alot of time but ... The words that were out from his mouth were carved on her soul ... Every word ... Every that hurted her is carved on her soul ... Is she just here to bear insult ? ...

Is she here on this earth just for pain ... Is God that cruel on her ? ...

Don't he love her ? ...

Why ? ... Her head was spinning ...

Arey aisi ladkiyon ko bade Ghar ke logo ko fasana bohot ache se aata hai ...

That was enough to shatter her .... This world is so bad ... So cruel ... On her ? ... Only her ? ...

Is she deserve this much of pain ... Baseless allegations... Hate and disgustful eyes ...

She hated herself this moment of her life ...

Bas ... Bas kijiye aap log ... Aap logo ka koi haq nhi meri beyibke baare main kuch bhi bolne ka ... Pls aap log chale jaiye yaha se ... Pls leave us alone ... Said rita maa ... Looking at her friends folding her hands ...

Haan toh hum kya yaha insult karwane aaye the apni ... Jaa hi rahe hai ... They left quickly ... It was enough of the gossip for them ...

Tu ... Apni jagah bhool gyi hai na Rita ... Bhool mat ... Tu sirf mere bhai ke bacho ki maa hai ... Mere bhai ki biwi nhi ... Unhone kabhi tujhe apni biwi maana hi nhi phir tu kon hoti hai mujhe ya mere friends ko nikalne wali ...

Rita maa was shattered listening her ... All the pain that she buried in her heart ... bubbled up in just a second as she sat down on the couch with a thud ... Disturbed with the thoughts ...

Maa ... Sana whispered

Buaji ... Aapko Jo dikkat hai ... Mujhse kahiye na .. maa ko kyu beech main layi aap ... Unko kyu hurt kiyaa aapne ? ... Huhhh ... She said her pitch was higher this time deep to came down of her room ...

Ae larki ... Dheere ... Or tu kon hoti hai humare beech main bolne wale ... Koi nhi hai tu ...

Tu is parivaar ka hissa kabhi nhi ban sakti ... Kabhi nhi ... Tere jaise sadak chaap ladki Shukla khaandaan ki bahu banne ke layak nhi ... 

Rita was drowned in her own misery crying silently ... She was not able to process the things happening around her ...

Bas kariye ... Aap ... Kya kiya hai maine aisa ? ... Meri kya galti hai agar mere pass aapke jitna Paisa nhi ... Aapke jitna bada Ghar nhi .... Huhhh ...  Bataiye ? ... Or aap kon hoti hai kisi ko kuch bhi batane wali ki kon kis ke layak hai ? .. Sana yelled on the top of her voice ....

Buaji came near her and held her from her hairs ...

Teri himmat kaise hui mujhse aise baat karne ki ...

Rita maa snapped back ... When she looked at her ...

She pushed buaji away from Sana ...

Aap jao yaha se ... Said deep coming in between

Tu chup reh ... She roared ...

Ye ladki ... Mere sidharth ki zindgi main nhi reh sakte ... Ye mere sidharth ke layak nhi hai ... Aisa kya hai isme ... Mera sidharth isse bohot behtar deserve karta hai ...or ye ... Gand hai ye .... She said looking atbher with disgust ...

Sana was dead inside ... She don't deserved sidharth ... Her subconscious mind agreed ... Making her heart wrenched ... She was numb ...

Her eyes were moist but tears didn't came ...

She walked upon the door going from their ... Outside was already dark ...

Bhabhi ... Deep was about to go behind her when buaji pushed her ... And close her in the room ...

Mat kijiye ... Rita maa yelled ...

Pata nhi meri bache kaha chale gyi ...

Bas Rita ... Acha hua ... Jo wo chale gyi ... Waise bhi wo mere sidharth ko deserve nhi karti ...

Wo aapka nhi mera beta hai ... Rita maa roared ...

Tu uski asli maa nhi hai ... She yelled on the same voice ...

When they heard a roaring voice ...

Buaji ... His eyes were red in anger ... How dare she insulted his mother ...

Sidharth ... Rita maa cried ... And runs to hug him ..  

He hugged her back ... Maa ... He whispered as Rita mas cried hard ..

How dare you ... He roared walking towards buaji ....baapki himmat kaise hui meri maa ko aise bolne ki huh ... He roared ... And buaji gulped in fear ...

Sana kaha hai maa ... He asked ... His eyes tried finding her ...

When rita maa came out of his embrace ...

Wo ... Chali gyi ... She again burst in cries ...

Chali gyi ... Kaha ... He panicked ...

Tumhe toh khush hona chahiye na wo chali gyi ..  said buaji ..

Tumhari Jaan chuti aise girinhui characterless sadak chaap ladki se ... She gritted her teeths ...

Shut the fuck up .... He roared ... His eyes were red in anger and moist ...

Maa ..  Sana kaha hai ... He panicked his heartbeats were fast and heavy ...

Pata nhi ... Sidharth tu pls usse le aa ... Pls Rita maa felt so vulnerable

He didn't stayed a minute reaching the door step hr stopped and roared ...

Bohot din ruk gyi aap buaji ... Behtar rahega aap chali jaye yaha se warna majburan mujhe aapke bete ko yaha bulana padega ... He said .... Papa ki behen hai isiliye chorh raha hu ... Warna meri maa or meri biwi ki insult karne walo ko sidharth Shukla bhasm kar deta hai ... He roared running outside ...

She was scared listening his voice which held determination and anger ... She didn't stayed a minute after that ...

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Kaha dhoondhu main naaz ko ... His voice breaked ...

Agar isne apne aap ko kuch ... His heart feared ... Nhi ... Nhi wo aisa nhi kar sakti ... Mere saath wo ... Wo mujhe chorh kar nhi jayegi ...

When his car sudden stopped in between ...

He gets out of the car ... And hit it on the bonnet ...

Fuck ... He cursed ....

Main kaha dhoondhu naaz ko ... He runs ahead when he came across the old bus stop .... Where one girl was sitting on the bench ... Her condition was messed up ... Her hairs were covering her face she was looking down all the time sobbing softly ...

He immediately recognised who she is ... He stood their watching her being so broken ....

He felt that someone killed him .... He was dead inside ... His feets froze on the place ...

Sana ... He could barely say something ...

When she looked up at him ...

Without thinking anything she ran upto him and threw herself in his arms ...

She brokedown ... And sobbed loudly ...

Sana ... Shhh ... Sana ... His own heart broke ... His eyes filled with tears ... He hated himself ... For letting her stay with that one typical phycho ... Who hurted his naaz so much ... She was again back to square one ... Back to her broken self ...

She cried and cried till fainted in his arms ...

Sana. .. Sana ... He yelled .... he took her in his arms taking her in the car ... He made her sit on the seat and took out the bottle ... He sprinkled some water on her ...

She was just fainted because she was taking alot of stress ...

Why would she don't take ? ...

She felt undeserving... She felt that she don't deserve the one whome she loved her whole life ...

As soon as she got her consciousness back ... Founding him so close for a second she was drowned in his warmth when reality hitted her hard ...

As she pushed him aside ... Getting out of the car ...

He looked at her ... Somewhere he knows what's going to come ...

Aap chale jaiye sidharth ... She whispered looking down ...

Aap chale jaiye ... Mujhe ... Mujhe chorh dijiye mere haal par ...

Naaz ... He whispered his eyes filled with tears his heart filled with unbearable pain as he looked at her ...

Main nhi jaunga kahi bhi ...

Kyuu ... Kyu nhi jayenge she walks backwards staring at him with her blank eyes ...

Chorh de mujhe ... Mujhe chorh dein akela ... Jaise sab chorh dete hai ...

I don't deserve anyone ... I don't deserve your love ... Your care ... I font deserve ..  chorh do mujhe ... Leave me ... Leave me .... Her breaths were higher she was getting a panic attack ...

Chale jao ... Mujhse door Sab ... I am a curse ... Main ... Main manhoos hu ... Tumhari bhi zindgi barbaad kardungi main ...

Main ... Main bohot unlucky hu ... Bohot unlucky ..  she poured her heart she was no in her senses ...

She indulged herself and broke down ...

Door ... Door raho ... She shows him her palm ... Trying to suck in some breath ...

Door raho ...

Mujhse ... Stay away ... Leave me ... Leave me ... She shouted on the top of her voice ... Thank fully there was no one except both of them ...

Naaz ... He whispered hurt ... He stayed calm ... He knows he needs to handle her with love affection ... But all this is too much ... It's gradually breaking his heart slowly ... What if one day ... Healing her he will loose himself ...

Maybe that what love is ...

Kisi se apne aap ko kho kar bhi pyaar karna hai mohobbat

Naaz he called her ever so lovingly

But she was in her own misery ... Her own sorrow ... All this is too much ... Her past never let her move on and people around her make her feel undeserving and unworthy ...

She was numb when he took some moments before taking her in his arms ...

He wrapped her small frame in his arms ...

But her mind nad heart was numb ... She was drowned in her painful memories

Her painful childhood ...

Koi nhi chahta tujhe ... Koi bhi nhi ... Tu yaha sirf ek cheez ki tarah hai ... Tujhse koi pyaar nhi karta tujhe koi nhi chahta ... Samjhi tuu ... Tujhe toh is duniya main koi nhi chahta ...

Young shefali yelled on top of her voice at the little Sana breaking her heart to the core ...

Her words were lingering in her mind...

She was so unwanted ... For everyone ... No one wants her ... No one loves her ...

No one ... When she was snapped back when he lovingly caressed her hairs ... She was in his arms ...

She fisted her hands trying to control herself to not drown in his warmth ...

She broke the hug ... Chale jaiye sidharth ... Aap aap ek bohot achi partner deserve karte hai ..  wo partner ko aapko pyaar kare ... Wo jo aapko saare khushiyaan de ... Main ... Main toh jabse apki zindgi main aayi hu ..  sab kuch bura ho raha hai ... Sab kuch ... No one wants me sidharth ... No one ...

Aap ek bohot acha partner deserve karte hai ... Main ... Main ..aapke layak nhi hu .... Her eyes showed that painful blankness ...

Dekh paogi mujhe kisi or ke saath ? ...  He asked loosing his control over his broken heart ...

Huhh ... Kaho ... He holds her from her arms sounded hurt ...

Agar aap khush honge toh haan ... Tear rolled down her eyes ... The tear of pain ...

Even the thought caused her so much pain ...

Dekh sakti hu main aapko kisi or ka hote hue ... Par meri wajah se aapko dukhi nhi dekh sakte main ... Wo nhi hoga mujhse ... She choked ..

Mujhse bhi nhi hoga naaz ... Aise kaise main kisi or ka ho jau .. jab maine sirf tumse pyaar kiya hai ? .... He lost his every control over his damn broken heart he wasn't angry .... He was hurt ... Beyond the limits ...

That's the words which made her lose the control as she broke down in sobs looking down ...

Main main aapko deserve nhi karti ... She slide down on her knees ... Covering her face ...

Main ... Main bohot unlucky hu ... Babaji mere satah saath aapko bhi dukh denge ... Mere wajah se ... She blamed herself for every damn thing ...

He sat down on his knees. ..

Naaz tumse behtar mujhe koi nhi milegi ... Or naaz ke alawa koi sidharth ko deserve nhi karta. ..

Tumhe kyu lagta hai tum mujhe deserve nhi karti ... His voice choked ..m

Sidharth main ... Shhh .

He kept his finger on her lips ... Ab tum sirf meri suno .... Bohot bol liya tumne ...

He said looking in her eyes ...

Main kon hu ?...sidharth ... Tumhara sidharth hu... Jisse tumne pyaar kiya tha ... Or pyaar mein koi deserving or koi undeserving nhi hota ... Pyaar toh selfless hota hai na ?

In sab cheezo se pare hota hai ... Phir kyu tum apne sidharth ke saath aisa karti ho ? ..

Apne aap ko kos kar ... Hurt kar kar tum mujhe bhi hurt kar rahe ho naaz ...

Tears rolled down his eyes ...

Dard hota hai mujhe ... He held her hand keeping it on his heart ...

Dard hota hai ... Yaha ... Dil main ... Jab main tumhe apne aap ko hurt karte hue dekhta hu ...

Aise kyu karti ho naaz ... Apne liye na sahe par mere liye toh tum apne aap se pyaar kar sakti ho na ??? Bolo ... Kyu ... Kyu karti ho aisa ...

Baar mere pyaar ko question karti ho .... Aisa kyu karti ho naaz ... Mera dil toot raha hai ... Mujhse .... Mujhse nhi ho raha ... His voice choked ... Main ... Main kaise dekhu tumhe is halat main...

Tumhe baar baar apne aap ko hurt karte dekh main toot jaata hu ... He poured his heart .....

Her eyes filled with tears asvshe realised that in her own sorrow she hurted her love her life. ...

He stood up ...

Main or tumhe force nhi karunga ... He whispered

Par tumse pyaar karna nhi chod sakta .... I wanted to give you a good life with happiness par ... Maine sirf tumhe dard hi Diya ... Sirf dard ... Or kuch bhi nhi ... Main ... I am sorry ... He whispered turning around ...

He walked some steps away from her when she hugged him from behind ...

Sidharth ... Her voice breaked she could barely breath. .

I am sorry ... Pata nhi ... Mujhe ... Mujhe kya ho jata hai ... Main ... Main nhi samajh pati main kya keh rahe hu

Kya kar rahi hu ... Ye sab bohot mushkil hai sidharth ...

Mujhse or nhi hota ... Lagta hai jaise marna aasan rahega ...

Main ... Main nhi rahungi toh sab acha ho jayega ..  sab sahe ho jayega ... Lagta hai jaise mere aane ke baad apki life main problems aagyi ... Main aapke liye bhi bad luck nikli ...

Pehle satvik phir ... Phir maa ... Meri wajah se maa bhi aapse naraz rahe ...

Sab .. sab meri wajah se hua hai ... She let out her misery ...

And sobbed hard she left with nothing ... She let her everything to him ... Her heart her souls her eyes her shine her happiness her glory ... Her every fuckin' thing belong to him ... She had nothing to give except love ... And love ... And just love ...

She was left with nothing ... But love for him in her heart ... His name was carved on her heart and on her souls such as beaufully as she belonged to him ... Her heart her peace ... He is her everything ... For which she is a little selfish of giving him to anyone else ...

He asked her na ... If she could see him with someone else ... No ... She can't she had already lost alot in her whole life but.she can't loose him ... She can't see him becoming someone else's infront of her life ....

Aap ... She whispered after long silence

Aapne pucha tha na ... Ke main aapko ... Kisi or ka ... Her heart pained ...

Nhi sidharth ... Warm tears rolled down her eyes soaking in his shirt he stood their ... Wanting her to let out her every pain ... He want her to give her every pain to him ... He is ready to suffer ... But he wants her happiness in return ...

He wants her to be happy in return nothing else his soul will ever want for ...

Main ... Main nhi dekh sakti aapko kisi or ka hote hue ... Main ... Main kaise ... Mujhse ... Mujhse nhi hoga ... She sobbed ...

Maine bachpan se ... Bohot logo ko khoya hai ... Bohot kuch khoya hai ... Agar maine aapko kho diya na sidharth main ... Main toot jaungi ... Mujhse nhi hoga ... Aap ... Aap sambhaloge na mujhe ... Main ... Aap mere ho ...

Aap sirf mere ho... Sirf mere ...

Mere ho na ? .... She asked ...

That is when he turned and cupped her face ... He too was a crying mess ... He was crying because of her condition ... The scenario broked her to the core ... What if one day something big happened ? ...

What will she do then ?? ... He was scared ....

He pressed a long kiss on her forehead ... His tears were nowhere to stop ... Where as she felt a little lighter

Aap naraz toh nhi ho na ... She choked ...

Bilkul nhi meri jaan ... Bilkul bhi nhi ... He pampered her with peppery kisses in her whole face ...

But ... promise me ke aaj ke baad ... Tum kabhi bhi apne aap ko hurt nhi karogi ...

Nhi karoge na ...

She nodded her head in no ...

He took her left hand ... Though her bruises were filled but still the marks of the cuts were still on the wrist ... He kissed her hand ... And took her in his arms ...

I am sorry ... She asked his image of being broken never left her mind ...

Her this move broked him this much ... What If one day she would left him to her heavenly journey how will he be able to live ? ...

For the very first time in her whole life till now ...

Her heart was scared of her death ... Not scared for herself but for him ... That how will be ne able to live ... Without her ? ...

He kissed her forehead one more time ..  before taking her home ...

They entered inside the Shukla mansion holding each other's hand ..  as soon as Rita maa looked at her she ran taking Sana in her arms ...

Mera bacha .. i am so sorry ... Main ... Main tere liye kuch nhi kar payi ... Rita maa broke in tears ...

Maa ... It pained his heart seeing his mother crying ...

Maa bas ... Ab no rona dhona abhi sab thik hai ... Bas maa ... Sana caressed her hairs ...

Mera bacha ... She broke the hug kissing her head ...

When sidharth hugged her suddenly ... His eyes were filled with tears as he remembered buaji's harsh words to his mother ...

Tu uski asli maa nhi hai ...

These words echoed on his mind .. 

Sidharth..
Rita whispered caressed his back ...

he nodded his head before breaking the hug wiping his tears ...

Kya hua ? ... Rita maa asked ...

Sirf aap hi meri maa ho ... Meri asli maa ... Wo jisne mujhe pala hai ... Jisme mujhe is layak banaya hai ke ajj main yaha hu ...

Aapne ek aise bache ko apnaya ... Jiski maa ... Usse ... Bachpan main hi chod kar chale gyi thi ... He said ...

Sirf aap hi meri maa ho maa .. sirf aap ... He hugged her again ... Rita maa understood that why he was saying ...

Mujhe pata hai baba... Mujhe pata hai ... She kissed her head ...

Waise maa deep kaha hai ... Sana asked trying to lighten up the situation

Ohhh ... Rita maa gasped ...

Mere mind se nikal gya ..  jiji nrbusse kamre main lock kar diya tha ... Maine nhi khola ...

As soon as sidharth heard this he yelled ...

Maa...  She is claustrophobic...

He immediately rushed towards the room where rita maa pointed ...

Rita maa gasped ...

He opened the door ... Nad she was sitting in the corner on the room ..  covered in a ball ...

Bhai ... She barely whispered ... Running upto her brother ...

She sobbed ...

Unhone meko yaha band kar diya ... She pouted while crying ... When her gaze fall on Sana ..  who was equally worried ..  she broke the hugged and immediately hugged Sana ... He was confused ...

Bhabhi ... Aap kaha chle gyi thi ... Mujhe laga aap meko chorh ke chale gye ... She pouted ...

Nhi deeppp ... Bilkul ni ...Sana caressed her back ...

Or maa aap mujhe room se nikalna bhool gye ... She laughed ...

Rita maa looked at apologetically ... and hugged her ...

Gadhi no. 2 ... He said nodding his head in disbelief a moment ago this girl was crying and now she is laughing ...

Main gadhi no. 2 ... Toh gadhi no. 1 kon hai ... Deep pouted ..

Teri bhabhi ...  He pointed at her through his eyes ...

Aaye eee hayeeee ... Aankhon aankhon main baatein ...sahe hai ... She teased earning a snack from trio ...

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Aage ke parts will be more romantic then emotional ... This was a big one hainaaa ...

Chlo bye bahi mujhe journey bhi update karni hai ...

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