So this isn't a part of the book but my friend
St0ryNight
asked me to do a 13 questions thing. I didn't know how it would work. So I just made up my own. well I technically made it up I got these questions from the internet.

1. How old am I?
I am 14 years old that's about it actually.

2. Am I holding on to something that I need to let go of?
Yes actually I am holding on to the past. 50% of the day I am just reliving my past over and over again. Thinking about how I could change anything.
3. Have I done anything worth remembering?
No at least not yet I hope to but I've not really done anything with my life or anything at all yet.
4. Would I break a law to save a loved one?
I don't know if I would. I know what the right thing to do is to break law for a loved one but I just kind of don't see it that way. I won't actually know until I'm actually in the situation though so who knows what I'll do
5. When was the last time I tried something new?
I came on wattpad before this I have written one fanfic in my entire life and it was for a YouTube web series called The Haunting of Sunshine Girl and I just wrote like 3 pages and then I just left it on a cliffhanger. But then I came on here and I wrote a story. Now I have over 200 reads with charm so happy about. Honestly this is the best thing I've ever done.
6. What activities have I've done that made me lose track of time?
Youtube and fanfiction ever since I was introduced to fanfiction and I downloaded Wattpad I am non-stop YouTube and fan fiction YouTube and fanfiction I would just be simply reading fanfic or watch YouTube and all the sudden its 12 o'clock at night.
7. If I could do it all over again, what would I change?
I don't know if I change anything just yet because I have a lot of things I want to do in the future and if I change anything in the future it might not be so then again if I do change some things in my head you might be set but I don't know.
8. What is the difference between living and existing? Existing in my opinion is just being born growing up making more people growing old and then ending up six feet underground. Living is sort of the in between. Getting to know your family as a little kid going to school finding best friends losing best friends developing crushes getting heartbroken finding true love and those intimate moments getting married having kids watching them grow up watching yourself grow up ending up on your Deathbed realizing that you have the best life you could possibly get.

9. What makes me, me?
My sarcasm, my shyness the fact that I could probably trash out anyone but I just choose not to because I'm afraid that I'm going to totally embarrass myself and I have crippling social anxiety and all that so I don't ever make myself noticeable to the human eyes. The fact that I I'm kind of passive aggressive I never actually say yes and I have never actually say no I just go with it and my opinions kind of stay to myself all the time.
10. Am I aware that there is people that have it worse then me?
Yes horribly aware. I understand that there are some people who are more depressed than me some people who are hurting themselves because of the depression. And there's people who struggle to survive every day whether it's because of their family or because of their situation and I'm mad at myself because sometimes I believe that there isn't anything worse than my situation but there is, there is situations hundred times worse than me.
11. What makes me smile?
My friends, Markiplier jacksepticeye, YouTubers in general, I lived most of my life either in school or on my bed and I'm kind of happy with that. I know I'm going to end up having to do other things, I can't be lazy that long after I mean I will be 15 eventually so I have to at least learn some responsibilities. Idk.
12. Where do i want to live?
I want to live in the city right now I live in the suburbs and I absolutely hate it. I know I shouldn't be hating living in a quiet neighborhood where nothing happens but I want to leave this place and go there. I love sleeping listening to thunder and to the cars drive by.
13. What am I really like?
Okay so you see that picture at the top yeah that pretty much sums up what I am actually. I mean I'm not a bad person at least I don't think so but whenever I think about it I probably would end up giv things that are heartless and selfish. I honestly believe that if I was raised a different way or if I grew up around different people I probably not be as nice as I am now I probably would pay on loan on the friends that I have I probably wouldn't like the friends I have I don't know I guess I'm lucky.

Before I go I have to tell you about someone. First of all I am not one to give out shoutouts but I was asked to do this so I recommend you guys reading a story called "Her Name Is..." by Butterflystarz

I've read it and it's off to a good start. Give them the motivation to keep on writing and at least check it out. If you like it make sure to vote on it. See ya.