Numb of the feelings
Walking the streets
with my skin peeling
As my body bleeds
With the dark circles,
around my eyes
As everything around me dies
Nature so appealing
Her coldhearted ways was revealing
I pass her by, eyes meet
Total strangers completely
Their ways opposite directions
We are in total different sections
Im not happy nor sad
I'm neutral
I'm walking on empty fuel
Dragging the dark matter
across the streets
Waiting to meet
My own destiny
In that neutral space
I think I see the shiny bright light
Over the horizon
I try to grab it
It's not too late
But the dark matter takes hold
Takes hold of my neutral space
My destiny has already been sold
I'm beginning to wonder of my neutral space
Not happy nor sad
Wondering for the love I wanted so long ago
Everything around me starts to stop and slows down
My head spinning around and around
In this neutral space,
Trying to free myself from this dark terrifying race
A race against the neutral space
The neutral space that torn me apart
Torn to pieces
Trying to take a lot of risks
The aching love that I have missed
But I'm just lying down
Empty feelings with none to be acquainted with
She made a lot of fits
She gave me a lot of pain
She gave me hope
She gave the opportunity to feel that love
Then everything just came crashing back down
Right into the dark matter town
The dark love that I felt was painful
Numbed my entire body to the word love
I still feel my heart kind of
But in that neutral space
I don't feel happy nor sad
The neutral space that overwhelms
Love slowly detoxicates me
Crossing the streets to the other side
To dark matter town
I should be a king of dark matter
Where's my crown
Her cold hearted ways started revealing
Here I am drinking Jacks
Covering my face with different individual masks
Just in that neutral space
Waiting, Pondering
Wondering
When will my time come to be?
Away from this neutral space?
For that converse of love
That I waited for so long
But for now I'm trapped in this dark matter
Trying to find a way to break free

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