1 month later......

Everything is going steadily. When rosé and lisa died, jennie was unconscious. When she woke up, jisoo told her everything. At first it was hard for her to accept the reality and forget everything. However, she controlled her feelings for lisa, she accepted the whole thing and started a new life. She lost chahee also. But irene was the one who did all these thing and it hurts her most. Because she trusted irene. Things has been changed. She doesn't have nightmares anymore. She still has jisoo and the sweet memories with lisa. And bambam is also taking care of both of them. Bambam became a good friend of jisoo and jennie. But sometimes the memory of lisa still gave her pain but she doesn't show it to anyone. She doesn't like to share the things with jisoo also. She became a strong and cold hearted girl after what happened in her life.

Jennie's POV

I was checking some documents in my room. Yeah...I started working to forget all the worries, all the pain I have in me. I still haven't forgot the whole thing happened 1 month ago. I miss lisa. I really miss her. I wish I could meet her. I wish I could talk to her. And I miss my chahee also. But I need to forget all these. I still have jisoo and I must say I'm lucky enough to have a bestfriend like her. Btw...bambam is also a nice guy. He takes care of me and jisoo.

"Jendeukie, I'm going outside with bambam to buy something for our dinner. Do you need anything?" Suddenly jisoo came to my room and asked.

"No.." I replied.

"Take care, okay?" She asked sadly. I know she can read my mind. She can read the whole me.

"Yeah." I smiled and she went away.

30 minutes later....

I went to jisoo unnie's room to find a pen in her desk. I opened the desk drawer and found a diary there. If I'm not wrong then it's her personal diary. Should I read it? Of course not. But I got curious. So, I opened the front page of it and found a picture of her and me with the title 'JENSOO'

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I turned the next page. And I didn't want to but I started reading the whole diary because I saw my name in every page.

Page : 1

Kim jendeukie, why you're so cute? My sweet dumpling...I know you hate this nickname but it suits you. Having a personal diary is quite helpful because I really don't wanna say these stupid things to you. Kekekekeke!!!

My baby mandu, I have a lot of picture of yours. Kekekeke....!!!!

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I really don't like the nickname dumpling.. I'M NOT A MANDU....You're bad chu....huh...

Page : 2

Kim jendeukie,

You shouldn't have raised your voice at me today. Because I didn't do anything wrong. I just ate your chocolate. It was not a big deal, right? I'm hurt now. I wanted to scream back but it's you. I can't raise my voice against you. Because you're my jendeukie. But you look like a vampire when you get mad. Kekekeke..!!

*Vampire having a beautiful wing* kekeke!!!!! You look great btw.. Kekeke...!!!

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I laughed reading the 2nd page. I remember the day when I really got mad at her because she ate my chocolate. She shouldn't have done that. Because I'm too sensitive.

Page : 3

Today we played with slime. We really love to play with slime. But jen ruined the ball I made using slime. Silly her. She is super careless. Huh...but we had a great time together today. We both like to take pictures and make memories. Kekeke..!!!!

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I smiled seeing this picture. We really have fun when we play with slime. And I really love to ruin the things she make using slime. Because if I ruin anything she made, she gets mad. And I really love my angry chu...hehe!!

Page : 4

My jendeukie is such a kid. Today she wanted me to take her in the park but I didn't take her. Because I was busy with my class works. So, she got mad. Huh...I need to fix my mandu's mood. She is a cutie pie you know...kekeke..!!!!

Mad nini...kekeke..!!!!

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Page : 5

Today we went outside. We had a great fun until we met Irene. Huh..I don't like her. She is such an ass. She is so sweet with jennie but she is a real bitch. And I know it. I'm sorry jendeukie that I'm talking bullshit about your irene unnie but I swear I don't like her and I can't help it. I'm not in the mood to continue writing what happened today...huh....

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You're right chu...she was so sweet with me that I never thought she would do something that gonna ruin my whole beautiful life.

Page : 6

Today was my jendeukie's birthday!!! We went to the park. Yeah... Park!!!! We both love to walk in the park. She had cold today but she insisted for a milk ice-cream. It's her birthday so I had to buy her the MILK ICE-CREAM. She is literally a kid. Actually the president of kids univers. Kekekeke...!!!!!

#HappyJendeukDay

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I smiled. She always do something to make my birthday more interesting.

Page : 7

Falling in love with your bestfriend is not a crime, right? I don't know but these feelings are killing me from inside. Am I in love with jennie? Maybe...I'm not sure. The way she laugh, the way she talk, the way she walk, I don't know why but I just love every little thing she does. I never believed in love until I met her. Yeah...there's no maybe, I'm definitely in love with her. I'll gonna confess it soon. I don't know how she'll gonna react, I don't know if she'll gonna be mad or not. I just know, I'm jisoo and I am brave enough to confess my feelings towards her. Yo..keke!!

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Wait what?!!! She never told me about it. She was in love with me?!!! What if she's still in love with me? Did I break her heart? Huh...jisoo why didn't you tell me about it before? Why???!!!!! I immediately turned the next page.

Page : 8

I was about to confess then jennie told me about lisa. I became silent. I saw her happy. I saw her smiling like a happy kid. I have no rights to ruin her happiness. I was heartbroken, I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream but seeing her happy I remained silent. I forced myself to smile. For me nothing is more important than her happiness. I was brave enough to tell her everything but I chose to stay quite. She's jennie. Everybody loves her. Everybody wants her. But she has the right to choose her life partner. And I really should not tell her about my feelings. At least not now. She is happy now. And I'm jisoo, I'll be okay.

This picture is precious.

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Sorry that I hurt you so bad, chu....

Page : 9

JENNIE, CAN YOU LOVE ME BACK? HUH...IT HURTS TO SEE YOU WITH SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I KNOW LISA IS A GOOD PERSON. SHE'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY AND KEEP YOU SAFE ALL THE TIME.

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Page : 10

I haven't wrote anything here for a long time. Because a lot of things happened in last two years. Lisa is lost. Jennie lost her memory. She had nightmares almost every night. A few minutes ago she had a nightmare. Like someone took her to a small house and stabbed her in the thigh and chest. It actually happened with her but she doesn't remember. She woke me up and showed me a scar on her chest. She was crying. However, I controlled her and helped her to fell asleep without telling her the real story. Because, I didn't want her to think about it and get scared.

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Page : 11

Maybe this is the last time I'm writing something here. Because, today jennie got to know that I have a personal diary. She is so stubborn. I know she'll definitely gonna try to read it. So, I'll gonna lock it in my desk. Before that, I want to confess my feelings here. Because, I can't confess it to jennie. She is not okay now for whatever happening in her life. Huh...Let's start it...

Dear jendeukie,

I don't know how to start but just know you are the most precious thing that god has ever gifted me. I'm so happy to have you in my life. I never wanted it but I fall in love with you and I can't help it. I love you jendeukie. I really do.

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise

Well there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

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I turned for the next page and found nothing. So, this was the last page. I don't know why but a drop of tear fell from my eyes. But, I just made my mind.

Third person's POV

Dinner time....

Only jisoo and jennie was in the house. Bambam was busy in the lab so he would gonna be late. So, jennie and jisoo started eating. Jisoo could feel that something's wrong. Jennie didn't talk to her when she got back home and the whole time they had dinner together. After dinner they both sat on the couch. So, jisoo decided to ask her what's wrong.

"Is there anything bothering you, jendeukie? You know you can tell me, right?" Jisoo asked.

"Why didn't you tell me chu? Why?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Do you still love me? I mean more than a bestfriend?"

"Why did you read my diary?" Jisoo asked coldly.

"It was your fault that you forgot to lock your desk drawer. I didn't want to read but I saw my name was written in every page. So, I got curious and read it."

"You shouldn't have read it."

"Just tell me one thing, do you still love me?"

"Yes, I do."

"You asked in the diary that Can I love you back? You did a little confession also saying that you love me. You said, you won't give up on us. Now I'm saying, stay with me....FOREVER."

"You haven't moved on yet."

"I want a peaceful life chu. Can you stay with me and make me happy and keep me safe from all cursed thing?"

"Yes, I can. I'll save you from all cursed thing. And I promise, I'll make you happy. You'll get what you want. I'll never gonna let you cry."

"I love you chu...." Jennie hugged jisoo.

"I love you too my jendeukie."

THE END

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I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT. I DIDN'T WANT TO KILL CHAELISA BUT IT IS MAINLY A JENSOO FANFICTION THAT'S WHY I HAD TO DO IT. THANK YOU GUYS FOR CONTINUOUSLY READING AND SUPPORTTING THIS STORY. 💛