Chapter Three:Love?
Roxas's p.o.v
    It has been three weeks since I was curse to hell and its been going great axel is so nice to me who would think the devil would be one of the most sweetest people you meet but there's just one question our relationship has been like sexual and kisses and stuff but what I wanna know is I don't like to put labels on anything but what are we literally? I mean I love him alot wait a minute did I just say love? do I love him? does he love me? I have never felt this way before I don't know what love is if only there was something or someone to help me figure out what this feeling is inside of me everytime he calls me angel or just sometimes the way he just looks at me its like my heart melts I walk out of our bedroom and walk down to the library there may be books that talks about love on how to explain it I open the doors to find zexion he was the librarian here I smile to him and he asks "can I help you roxas?"

I smile to him as I sit in the chair in front of him "do we have any books on love?" he smiles and puts down the book he was reading and leans his elbow's on the desk in front of him and replies "do you love him?" I blush at the awkward question and I say "thats just it I don't know what love is" he smiles and exhales "Love is passion someone you can't live without find someone you can love like crazy and love you back forget your head and listen to your heart because the truth is rox there's no sense in living your life without this to make the journey and not fall deeply in love you haven't lived a life at all but you have to try because if you haven't tried you haven't lived"

I smile I finally understood what love was a person who would fight for you die for you and I would do that in a heartbeat if things got out of hand I would step to his defence in a heartbeat and I hope he would do the same for me I break from my thoughts and look up to see zexion talking with demyx I smile he had a thing for him which I thought was cute well if zexion can do it I'm sure I can "hey zex thanks for the talk dem have you seen axel?" demyx smiles and nodds "he's in the piano room" I nodd as I walk down the halls of hell and I go up the stairs to the west wing and I can hear his piano playing I smile as I creak open the door and look inside to see axel playing on his piano I walk towards him his back to mine I sit on the stool next to him I smile down at him I am met with a smile and I ask "what are you playing?"

he smiles as he turns the page of the sheet music and I see the headline of the song "River Flows In You" and he starts to play on the piano I smile at him as it starts to pick up a little bit faster he smiles over to me and as it starts to slow down a little bit the beautiful song comes to a stop and axel looks to me I smile and he grabs my hand and he says "I gotta show you something" I nodd as he leads me out of the door down the hall to the throne room and as we walk down the stairs I see a much older man with blond hair and blue wait a minute dad? I see a much older man standing next to him he had long dark brown hair with a scar in the middle of his face his eyes meet mine and I gasp and the blonde guy turns and looks at me and I hear him say "roxas?"

my eyes never leave his and I say "dad?" he laughs and I let go of axels hand and run to him and hug him and he said while crying "my boy my baby boy how did you end up here?" I giggle "thats a very good story dad" he lets go of me and axel says "why don't you take them into the dining room and catch up" I grab his hand and smile and cloud says "thank you axel for bringing him back to us" axel smiles and nodds he kisses my cheek and walks down the hallway to our bedroom I smile as I see his figure disappear behind the wall and my dad notices this and he says "so you and axel huh?"

I smile and we walk up the stairs into the dining room and we sit down and my dads sit across from me and I ask "so mind telling me ya'lls names?" they both smile at each other and the brown haired man says "I am leon the demon your dad fell for its what got him kicked out of heaven" I smile and I look to my dad and he smiles "my name is cloud" I smile and cloud grabs my wrist across the table and he asks "so what got you kicked out of heaven?" I giggle and run a hand through my blonde hair "uh well one I started flirting with guys and in his eyes thats not right and on top of being half demon I tried to fight it but the inner demon in me just wanted the guys I flirted with sexually but then he cursed me down here and I actually fell in love for once I know thats weird but axel has shown me so much love that I don't know what to do with it when I had just gotten down here I had this feeling in the pit of my stomach it would turn into knots inside and out he has been so patient with me I couldn't ask for anyone better"

cloud smiles and leon asks "you said he cursed you down here because you were gay and the demon thing?" I nodd he smiles slightly and cloud asks "so? you love him huh?" I nodd as he smiles "I feel like I've known him for years but I've only known him a few weeks when I first got here he called me angel not roxas angel and when he would kiss me it always feels like sparks flying and I feel content" cloud smiles as he sits next to me his hands holding mine and I ask "how does one become a angel of darkness?" cloud smiles to me and leon says "you must give into the darkness give into your biggest sin"

I nodd understanding completely and I say "excuse me for a minute" cloud smiles to me as I stand up and walk down the hallway to mine and axels room I open his door and I see him outside on the balcony overlooking the realms I hug him from behind my arms around his thin waist he turns around my head laying on his chest his arms around my shoulder blades he starts rubbing circles around my shoulder and the next thing his arms tighten around my shoulders I was wearing a pair of white blue jean shorts and a black and white striped shirt and I continue "I don't like to label things but what are we?" he chuckles my head still on his chest and he replies "whatever you want us to be angel" I smile as I look up at him there was a three inch difference between our height his eyes had been replaced with bright red eyes I felt powerless with those eyes and I smile and I ask "will my eyes ever do that?"

he smiles slightly and replies as I put my arms around his neck his hands go to my waist "they will eventually" I smile up at him and I say "I love you" he smiles down at me and he leans down and kisses me I put my hands in his hair and deepen the kiss and when we break apart "I love you too my sweet angel" I smile he does love me its weird because all we have learned about the devil was he was incapable of loving anything besides himself but that was all a lie and he says "my eyes change when I'm in love or aroused" I smile and break our gaze and look down to see my once white blue jean shorts had been turned to black and my once white and black striped shirt was solid black I laugh and look back up at him he smiled down at me and he says "looks like my little angel has turn into my little demon"

I laugh at his comment and touch his cheek and he says "I know that they say that the devil is unable to love anything but himself but thats not true my father was the original devil and then he left this realm all to me and my people I don't say servants its just rude" I smile and nodd he walks into our bedroom and he grabs my hand and we walk down the halls of his realm looking around and he asks "so how do you like living down here?" I smile to him as he squeezes my hand and I reply as we walk past the library "Its been great I'm not plagued by rules down here" he smiles as we keep walking down the halls and finally we walk inside and this room looked more like a teenager lived there and axel says "this used to be my old room this is the house I grew up in I used to spend hours and hours here playing on my guitar my keyboard and then finally my dad got me the piano he says its time I updated"

I smile as he sits on the trunk in front of his bed and he grabs his old guitar he had when he was a teen I sit next to him and ask "do you remember how to play?" he nodds with a smile "thats a worldy possesion how did you get it?" he smiles and kisses my nose I blush and he says "instead of in heaven you leave all your worldlike possesions behind in hell you can bring it with you like I said my dad I got my music side from him" I smile as I push a strand of red hair behind his ear and I ask "what about your mom?" his smile fades and sits the guitar beside him and I say "you don't have to tell me if you don't want to"

he smiles and grips my hand and I say "its just I get the feeling like you dislike her and you helped me with my parents and I want you to know that you can talk to me I'm not gonna say a word you can let me in" he nodds and he runs his hands through his red hair I rub his neck "its not that its just I haven't accepted it myself and Its a part of my past that I would like to keep buried forever" I nodd and smile why does he close up like that? did she do something to his dad or something whats so bad about it "I'm here when you wanna let me in" he smiles and grabs my hand and he says "I just don't wanna dump all of this on you at once when I'm ready to talk about it you will be the first person I tell"

I smile and kiss his cheek he smiles and he stands up and before he walks out of the room he grabs his acoustic guitar and he puts it in our room and we keep walking down the halls and he takes me to the throne room and he smiles as he sits on his throne I smile and I say "you are a great king" he smiles as he stands up and pulls me in by my waist and he kisses my nose "a great king needs a great queen as well" I smile and look surprised "hell has never had a queen before why me?" he kisses my forehead and he says "my mom she was at some point but then my dad" I shake my head "you tell me when you want to don't tell me because of me or me being pushy but you tell me when your ready"

he smiles at me and places his hand on my cheek and he says "I'm ready back in my old room when you said that you would be here when I'm ready to let you in and i've grown so acustom to shutting people out that I just keep it deep within me" I place my hand on top of his "its fine axel I know that she possibly did something to you that you can't forgive her for its fine" he takes a deep breath and he closes his eyes and then opens them "in the beginning when my mom met my dad she conceived me and my dad he took all the angels he gave my mom her own realm just as long as one day I had his realm she fought him on it saying she wanted both his and her realm and he wouldn't let her she wanted the realms all to herself and she killed my father I was merely a boy like thirteen when it happened but leon your father helped me he told me everything leon your dad was one of his favorite demons they were like brothers and when I kicked her out of my realm she took percentage of the staff with her that was before I knew leon had a child and when I seen him that day when I went and got him and cloud thats when I put two and two together"

I rubbed his hair and he exhales and I reply "I'm sorry about your father and thats why you dislike your mother" he had tears streaming down his cheeks now and I say "my sweet demon don't cry" I wipe away his tears and I place my hand on his cheek and say "that is a hugh burden for you to carry axel when I told you I loved you I meant you can let me carry some of that for you don't carry it all by yourself if your in the darkness and lost I am out there with you" he smiles at my response and says "I love you" I smile up at him and place my hands on his neck "I love you too" he kisses me on the forehead and then our talk was interupted by demyx and he says "sir we must make preparations for the hallows eve party its being hosted in our realm this time"

axel looks to him and nodds and he replies "meet me in the library in thirty minutes we will discuss it there" he nodds and walks off I look up at him and ask "whats hallows eve?" he smiles at me and grabs my hands and says "you know the mortal holiday halloween in dedication to me?" I nodd and I remember the mortal story "its when kids or people dress up and its the one day where the dead rise up from there graves and they wear costumes so they don't confuse them for the dead and drag them back to hell" he smiles and nodds "thats right and very true"

I smile as we walk to the library and I sit with zexion while axel talks with demyx I smile to zexion "I've never been to one of the hallows eve balls before I've heard about them but never gone" zexion smiles to me and he says "its hosted every year in a different realm we dress up as magical creatures see this year I'm going as a fairy which sounds weird but I love fairies" I smile at him and then I think oh god I don't have a costume "don't worry I will make you a costume" I laugh and nodd "can you make me a angel costume?"

he smiles and he whispers in my ear and I nodd eagerly he laughs and then I hear "what is so funny?" we look up to see axel and demyx looking at us and then walk in my dads and cloud sits next to me and I say "zexion is gonna make my costume for the hallows eve party" axel smiles and cloud asks "what are you going as?" I smile to my dad and zexion was gonna say something I cover his mouth "thats a surprise" demyx laughs and axel grabs my hand and interlockes our fingers with him still standing me still sitting down I smile I stand up and wrap my hands around his waist and he kisses me on the nose.

~Three Weeks Later~
It is the night of the hallows eve ball and my costume is almost done my corset is striped black and white and it went down and hugged my hips very well and the front was exposing my legs underneath the skirt it was white but on top of it was black the corset had straps around my neck and my mask was black and it was like those masquerade masks and the rose in the corner of the mask was white I look in the mirror and I smile in the mirror until I see zexion step behind me and smile and I say "wow its beautiful zexion"

zexion had on a thigh high skirt it had blue and yellow sparkles all over it with solid black boots and a dark blue corset kinda like mine but his didn't have straps his mask was a hold one it had a stick attached so he could hold onto it we walk out of mine and axels bedroom and the nerves start settling in what if axel didn't like my costume what if he thought it was to revealing we walk into the dining room and I see everyone has arrived I start looking for axel in the crowd until finally my eyes settle on him he was at the foot of the stairs his eyes never leave mine I smile as he holds out his hand he had on his solid black suit his hair was spiked back and he had on a white tie I smile as I take his hand and he leads me to the dance floor he wraps his hand around my waist as the music starts to play we start dancing soon everyone was dancing and he whispers to me "you look beautiful"

I smile up at him and blush "you look handsome" he smiles as he kisses my forehead and after the dance we go and talk to zexion and demyx and my dads and then I sit down at a table and then I see axel go white as a piece of cotton "axel you ok?" I see his gaze going past mine I look up to see something very bad "lilith" and then axel stands up and says "hello mother".

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sorry for the cliffhanger lol hope you like this one because this one was my favorite to write and ik he told roxas in the beginning that she didn't exist but why would he tell him that? was he still deeply mad at her for killing his father? does she still want his realm? I hope u enjoyed it:):)