~Kaaylub, Eros, Hubby, Burrito

Look if you don't want to talk don't talk. 

Say nothing. 

But let me just say, I knew you were still with her I don't care that you lied or anything , 

I have a big heart and I can forgive and forget I always do. 

You carry me heart with you always my heart belongs to you and only. 

But you forgot about me it seems and only remembered her.  If you need  time  and space I'll give it to you. 

Look no matter what I love you. 

Coeur Varis, in French it means truesnt hearts. The universe wanted us together so it brought us together. I love you,  and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasures of saying true things. I love you and I know that we are all doomed, and that that there will be a day when all our labor is been reduced to ashes. And I know the sun will swallow the only earth we will ever have whole but more than anything, I ove you. Before I met you, I was stuck in like a day, repeating over and over what that I'm not even nothing's been the same. Let me just say it, you changed my ways changed each other's lives. I put a hell knock for you because I love you. You're mine, and I'm yours always I love you in this life the next. You are and will always be, my heart and soul. My heart is your heart, and my love for you is true and pure. It's fine, I can completely understand someone after noon short period of time, it's funny how soon I realized that someday somebody is going to change my life with somebody is you and I love you. It took me a while to realize it, put the real the moment I fell in love with you, and now I know what it is. It was the day after the Super Bowl, he said, why is everyone, the soul, something I don't never really, I said football and you are like you, I don't like football. 

Every other guy I've ever gone to work b treat me like crap, they call me, he used to get whore, and they use me for sex anything. The one that treated me like a person was you you made me see the light in my darkest time, I'm scared I can't help you now, I don't know what to do. If you can't just leave like this, it's selfish and petty. That's mention it would if you leave the face of this earth. I have nothing left sure I have my friends, but it's just me closed off my room flying with time because I couldn't save you and I can't help a single god damn person no matter how hard I try. Please don't do this to me. It's took me a while to realize that the world doesn't stop turning every time something happens dessert if the happens in the world would never turn. You just have to accept the fact that stuff still happens, and we can't control a lot of stuff, but we can find people who are there to help who love us and see through my faults mistakes. I didn't just want to throw away the last 2 months and 7 days we've been together.  Even if we aren't together anymore your still my best friend (sorry munchie). 

I will always love you I don't care if you say you dont. I will never find anyone again who is even close to you. Im sorry I hurt you I hurt myself. 

My heart is with you always, you just have to talk to me. Hand me your pain I'm still holding on to a promises and a promise you made. 

I know you feel defeated but you have to push on  there are still people who love you and care about you. 

I'm sorry I caused so much damage maybe it's me who needs to go instead of you.