Pull me through the ashes

While plunging me deeper into hell

Is this what love is supposed to be

Blood mixed in water

Beautiful beautiful death

Sinned actions of love 

You beg for me 

But I know all you want 

Is my body

The difference between

A sinner and a saint lies

In their self control

And while you are a winner

(That good Christian boy) 

You defile me 

Forcing your sins on me 

I am a sinner

I am not weak or helpless

You underestimate

That power that you

So needfully seek

You lie to me 

I don't love you

I lie to you (and I have) 

And I could still

Care less about you

I don't love you

I don't want to hurt you 

Like you did to me. 

Stories can hurt

Lies won't heal

Leave me alone

I will throw all you sins right back at you

I will N-E-V-E-R love you.