^^Snape > Hermione^^

SNAPE's POV

I was back in my personal quarters, sitting by the open fire. Listening to it crackle and snap.
I poured myself a fire whiskey and knocked it back in one. I decided the best thing to do was to have a relaxing shower some rest. The hot water felt soothing for a while, I used my favourite relax blend soap. Throwing my head back under the showers spray i thought of her, that insolent but intoxicating girl. I felt my manhood stiffen as the thought of nearly kissing her invaded my mind. Followed by my imagination running amok with images of making love to her. I quickly turned the water to cold, slowly relaxing my member to its flaccid state. 'Get a grip you fool.' I thought to myself full of exasperation and annoyance. Once I left the shower I dried myself off and looked at myself in the mirror, "what the hell would she want with an old, ugly, scarred and bitter man like you!" I screamed at myself. I threw myself onto the bed without dressing and tried to get some sleep.

Sadly sleep Had other plans so I begrudgingly decided to head to my office for a while, at least there I could get some work done. Quill met paper, briefly and swiftly and it wasn't long until I gave up completely. 'Might as well have a few more drinks.' I sighed and poured myself a glass, I returned to my desk and sat there just taking it all in. It never felt right, being headmaster. To me there could only be one true headmaster at Hogwarts and he was gone. And I carried the blame like a weight i couldn't shift, and didn't deserve to be free of.

"Severus, you should remember that you only did what was asked of you. It maybe not have felt right at the time, but it was the right thing to do. In time dear boy, you will not carry the bourdon of regret nor the hatred of your peers." The old man spoke, I turned to face Albus and sighed. "Will you ever stop reading my thoughts Albus, it's rather rude." I sneered at the old man, bitterness had always been his only coping mechanism. "Is there anything on your mind Severus, a certain Miss Granger perhaps? you never did tell me how your training went." Albus grinned, he always had a filthy mind. He was such a cheeky old sod. "I can assure you Albus, Miss Granger is the furthest thing from my mind! The training went well, we brewed a potion I thought could possibly be of some use. For the next lesson I'm going to work on ligilimency with her, it seems the Insufferable know it all is far behind her peers in Occlumency." I jibed sarcastically. Albus laughed to himself and sighed, "Oh but to be young and in love..." He cheered. "I am NOT in love with the girl! Your ideas are prosperous sometimes Albus." I groaned, becoming agitated. "Are they?" The old man snorted and disappeared.

I decided to return to my chambers, at least there I'd get some peace and quiet. And no ridiculous comments. I changed into black pyjama pants and a dark green t shirt and climbed into bed. It took a while to fall asleep but I soon did, my dreams were filled with Granger. Explicit dreams that I loved and hated at the same time. I woke up and looked at the pocket watch on my side table 2.38 am. My manhood was hard and swollen, I pulled down my pyjama pants and stared at it, it looked desperate. There was no way in hell I was having another shower at 2.40am. So I decided to let my fantasies put me to sleep in the best possible way.

I pictured her, in my bed wearing nothing but her own skin. I imagined what she felt like to the touch as i massaged myself gently. I imagined the taste of her skin, her nipples and her core. I gasped and clenched my hands tighter around my length. Vigorously running my hand up and down it I imagined what it would be like to be inside her. To hear her calling out my name, to bring ecstasy to her body. I felt my release was imminent and slowed down slightly, I pictured her on top of me riding me like I was a bike, Merlin I must have been a bike without stabilisers because I had to pull my shirt up and out of the way fast as I felt my hot seed shoot up onto my stomach and gasped. 'Hermione' I whimpered and tried to catch my breath. I soon fell asleep through complete exhaustion.