Chapter 15


Jeff's POV

Why did I feel such rage after she had told me that? I watched my vision go red, I walked out into my room and punched the wall. I felt the warm blood run down my fingers as I looked at the new found hole in my wall. I knew I needed to calm down before I did anything, so I forced myself to lay down and go. To. Sleep....

Shadows POV

I woke to a large thump of pain rushing through my body. "Ugh!" I groaned trying to move to a better position. I looked over at my bedside table, a glass of water and two small white pills newly found on top of it. My throbbing head tried to put together what it would be. Then the answer hit me, "painkillers...!" I cried out joyfully. I jumped up, a mistake because I had to quickly recoil to resting my head in my hands to help my neck. I throw the pills in my mouth and chugged the water down. Laying down, i stared at the blank wall rethinking on everything that had happened so far, and what I might should expect from the day ahead. Once the painkillers had numbed most of the ache, I got up, slowly this time, and changed. A nice dark green turtle neck and dark blue capris were my choice for today. I slowly stepped out of my room. Maybe I could get breakfast without anyone, or at least slenderman and Masky, noticing. Trying my best to keep quiet, I creeped down the stairs. No one in the living room. Lady Luck is with me! Peeking into the kitchen my mind quickly did a 180 on that thought. Masky sat there, leaning against the counter having a smoke; and he did NOT look in good shape. Much worse then I looked. Bruises cover just about everywhere I could see and bandages everywhere else. I tried to back up, but Lady Luck seemed to have left, the floor made a loud squeak. I turned and attempted to make a break for it, however a hand on my should stopped me completely. "And where do you think your going...?" The stern voice sent a shiver down my spine as the hand clasped my shoulder tighter. "A-away..?" I didn't turn around. "Like hell you are, do you have any idea what you've done!?" Again with that! What did I do? Nothing!! I pulled my shoulder roughly in the opposite direction. Only making him grip tighter. I forced myself not to wince at the pain. "What's going on here?" Jeff's ticked voice rang out. "Non of your business 'Smile Face'" Masky obviously was not playing around. "Like hell it isn't!" He ripped Masky off me. I took this time to run back up to my room. I heard the fight start, but I didn't care my mind was going against me. "No" was all I could mummer. I slammed my door shut. I grabbed my stuffed knife and held him close. "Not again...! This always happens..!" My mind threw me back to all the times a family tried to take me home. They would end up in fights surrounding me. I believed this time would be different, they aren't normal! How could this happen...? Am I just not meant for families? My mind clouded with darkening thoughts as the pain slowly returned. I don't want to ruin anything more, I had found that running away and hiding out of sight usually will calm down the family... After the pain, they come together again, with how much their hatred for me has grown. I started to make my way out of my window. "They will probably kill me.." I laughed. I tried to recollect the happy thoughts from here. Hoodies cheesecake, Masky anger, Ej and Jeff playing around with me, Slenderman's rage, Bens nicknames, the pain, Sally's play date! The little girls face flashed in my mind. How worried she was for me, if I left and got myself killed... It would destroy her..! A warm liquid fell down my face, I reached up to feel it. "Tears?" I gave a half hearted laugh. "I'm crying.." I got down of my window sill and settled for sobbing  in the corner of my room, silently praying for everything to work it's way out. Silently wishing for someone to come help me, tell me I'm making the right choice.

...Was I?...

Hey guys! Sorry for the long wait! I'm not good with keeping pace or a time frame. I hope u enjoyed, sorry it's taking a kinda dark turn! When I start writing I kinda just go with the flow? Let me know if I should change something!
As always, have a great day!!

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