letter 01

dear taehyung,

           if you're seeing this, ji-yeong probably decided to send you this now. i'm sorry that i couldn't wait for you. please forgive me.
           i remember the first time we met. you were visiting your grandmother and i was getting some "fresh air."  do you remember?

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she stood by the window on the cold autumn day. her short, black hair that ended above her shoulders bobbed as she turned around. she awkwardly stepped down from the ledge and went back to her bed. i turned back to halmeoni, who was sleeping peacefully, now that she was stable.

her left eye was watching me carefully. i turned around and she closed it again.

"i know you're awake. no need to pretend."

"damn it. if you did not walk through that door, i would probably be enjoying the autumn breeze."

"well sorry that i had to leave practi-. i was really busy, and i rushed from seoul to daegu to visit my grandmother. do i really need to knock on the door or ask "can i come in please" when i just got a call that my halmeoni was in the emergency room?"

"whatever. i'm trapped in this room anyways, so continue what you were doing."

she pulled her curtains close, and less than a second later, loud snoring could be heard.

"we're going to be seeing each other pretty often from now on, aren't we?"

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our first encounter that felt so long ago, but i remember it like yesterday. its almost been 2 years since then, min-ji.

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i'm looking at your photos
but i still miss you.

-spring day bts