Short chapter but don't hate me! And hey.. it's Jaebum's po.v so it's getting interesting:) stay tuned guys!:)
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Jaebum Po.V.:

I was at home, facing the mirror and watched myself. My leather pants were tight, the black leather coat gave me much more confidence. I liked this style. I used to be a good boy I would say, but after an accident I had changed completely. I was forced to act like everything is okay, only my mother knew that something happened to me.

Actually, something bad.

I pulled out my cigarette and lighted it up. The smoke was dark grey, as I breathed it out. When I was younger, I hated those people who smoke cigarettes but it changed too. My mom didn't say anything about my new habit, she knew that she couldn't change me. I won't be her good boy anymore.

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My footsteps were loud in the lonely streets, but I did not care about who can hear me. I decided to go out, even if it was nearly midnight and tomorrow was school. I went into a bar and drink something strong. That was what I wanted. Drink and forget about myself, I didn't feel like I used to. It was too strange for me to handle.

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It was late, and I was quite drunk.... okay,I admit it. I was totally drunk at that time, but if was fine until I got home.

I watched myself in my mirror, in the bedroom. I saw that my reflection is different from what it used to be. I shut my eyes, and opened again, but something was wrong. I looked the same,just my eyes were to shiny and not in a good way. I rubbed my eyes a few times, and I felt my headache came back instantly. I dropped off my knees and my hand went through my hair, but it didn't helped. I was confused.

My heart raced so fast, my breath was heavy, I couldn't get up of the floor. I screamed out loudly as my whole body ached. I lived through this feeling before, I knew what was it.

I'm gonna disappear slowly and painfully.