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São Paulo,
Brazil.

Abbiya POV.

My all classes were over, and I was sitting in the staff room checking tests and assignments when I heard a knock at the door.

"Jee Ajaein" I said.

"Madam mein hu" Huda said. I love her Arabic-Urdu accent.

Huda was my student and she was From KSA and she was learning the Urdu language and her Urdu is very excellent, she had learned very good Urdu in a short time. She is such an intelligent girl and a wonderful soul.

"Madam Apse aik.... Umm nahi nahi bohat sari baat karni hn" She said. She was looking confused. Some lines appeared on her forehead.

"Baat nahi Batein ayega yaha jaise mujhe Apse bohat sari batein karni hn." I correct her with a smile.

"Oh Galti hogyai" She forced a smile. I glanced at her. She was a beautiful 22-year young girl and I must say Hijab suits her perfectly well.

Foreigners ko Urdu sikhana bhi bohat mazey ka kaam ha. Wallah Kabhi kabhi to unki Urdu sun'ke hasi ajati ha lekin bohat fakhar mehsoos hota ha k jab humari zubaan ko foreigners  ehmiyat dete hn or deekhte hn. Urdu ha hi itni khoobsurat, itni khalis or itni meethi zubaan k jo sunta ha uska dil karta ha k wo bhi bole.

"Acha aa jao baitho yaha" I said and she sat on the chair in front of me.

"Mein pareshan hn. Aap se apni zaati pareshani baant sakti hn?" She said looking down on her both hands, she was continuously rubbing her both hands in confusion and stress.

"Han zaroor tum Mujhse baant sakti ho apna masla" I replied softly with an assuring smile.

A pair tears slipped on her cheek. She was crying. I let her cry. She was pouring her heart out to me.

Kabhi kabhi rona bohat acha hota ha is se apke andar paltey hue tofan ki shiddat mein kami ajati ha. Apke jazbaat, dukh, qarb, takleef ko apki ankho'n k zariye behne ka rasta mil jata ha. Apke andar ka gubar kam hojata ha or Sabse bari baat Kabhi kabhi Rone se apke dil pe para hua bojh bhi halka ho jata ha.

"Mujhe maaf kar dijiye ga Madam mujhe is tarha rona nahi chahye tha. Meri baji kehtin hn k insano k samne nahi rona chahye. Sirf Allah k Samne Rona chahye." Huda said. I passed her a tissue box and she wiped her tears.

"Sahi kehti hn tumhari baji insano'n k aggey nahi rona chahye Allah k aggey rona chahye, Allah k aggey rone se apke tamam dukh khatam hojate hn. Lekin Allah ne duniya mein kuch aise mukhlis rishte banaye hn jinke galey lag k roney se apka dukh khatam to nahi magar kam zaroor ho jate hn. Hum insaan hn Humein bhi kabhi na kabhi kisi k kandhey ki zaroorat zaroor hoti ha lekin Kisi mukhlis insan ka kandha hona chahye jo apke ansuo'n ki qeemat jane, apke ansuo'n k peeche chupe hue jazbaat or ehsasaat samajh sakey" I said softly holding her delicate hand into mine.

"To Aap ko samajh a rahi ha k mere ansuo'n k peeche kiya waja ho sakti ha?" She asked.

"Han shayad apno k dukh. Hena?" I said.

"Phir Jadoo gar hn Aap Madam." She said innocently and laughed. I poured water into the glass and handed her.

Shayd ab insan k har chehre se waqif hogyi hn ya abhi bhi mazeed hona ha?

"Madam Apko ghar jane mein dair to nahi ho rahi?  wo dar asal mera ye lecture Bikul farigh tha ab Aik ghante k badd mera Madam Javeria k sath lecture ha, isliye mein yaha agyi Aap ko daikhne k liye k aap moujood hn k nahi. Pata nahi kiu dil kar raha tha k mujhe Apse baat karni chahye."

"Nahi koi masla nahi ha mujhe bikul bhi dair nahi ho rahi ha or tum mujhse kabhi bhi baat kar sakti ho jab dil chahe" I said with a smile.

"Sach?!" She said and her eyes shone like diamonds.

"Sach!" I replied.

"Acha btao ab kiya masla ha sab khairiat ha?" I asked her.

"Nahi kuch bhi to khairiat nahi ha" her eyes turned glassy.

"Madam aik baat batayein. Apke jo sabse qareebi rishtedaar hote hn jaise khala ya mamu ya phupho agar wo apko dukh dein to kiya karna chahiye?" She asked.

"Maaf krdena chahiye. Kabhi kabhi humare baro'n se bhi galtiyan ho jatin hn to humein bhi darguzar karna chahiye Or agli baar k liye ehtiyat krni chahiye. Meri baat yaad rakhna koi bhi ho Kisi ko apna dil dukhane ka moqa nahi dena chahiye " I replied.

"Moqe kon daikhta ha Madam! Log bs dil dukhane k bahane dhoondhte hn na mile to bahane bana lete hn waise jo bar bar apka dil dukhaye or ye Jan boojh k karein un rishto'n ka kiya karna chahiye?" She asked and a tear left her eye.

"Khamoshi se peeche hatt jana chahiye, Kisi k pas itna haq nahi ha k wo apko bar bar dukh deta chala jaye. Rishtey jaise bhi hn koi apko dukh per dukh deh to Apko apni zaat k liye qadam zaroor uthana chahiye or peeche hatt jana chahiye. Jab koi rishta apko zehar alood karne lag jaye or apka zehni sakoon barbad karne lag jaye to Apko unse raabte mukhtasir kar dene chahiye." I replied.

"Bar bar takleef di jaye to bohat dard or azziyat hoti ha" She replied in a low tone.

"Baar baar moqa hi kiu diya jaye? Kisi k liye Red carpet nahi ban'na chahiye k Aap uske samney mein bicch jao or wo apko barr barr rond'ta chala jaye. Doosro ko bar bar moqe dena sara sar bewaqoofi ha or phir Apki bhi galti ha or Jo ghaltiyan or bhool humse pehle hojayein wo dubara nahi dohrani chahiye. Is tarha Khudko takleef dene mein doosro k sath sath humara bhi qusoor shamil ho jata ha" I replied.

"Madam kuch rishtey chore nahi ja sakte." She said and I took a deep breath.

"Huda! Zehani sakoon k liye kabhi kabhi kuch logo se doori ikhtiyar karne mein hi hmari behtari hoti ha.  Chore ja sakte hn, jab koi Jism ka aik hissa kharab hojaye to usse kat'na parta ha warna uska zehar purey jism mein phail jata ha. Chalo ye bhi mann liya k nahi chore ja sakte kiu k sabke halaat mukhtalif hote hn, theek ha Rasme duniya bhi ha nibhani parhti ha lekin fasla to ikhtiyar kiya jaskta ha. Yaqeen karo isse bhi bohat faida hota ha aggey kaam insan k khud ka hota ha k kaise wo Apni dimag ki tamam zanjeerein torr k Apne aap ko in sab cheezo se Azaad kare kiu k mein hmesha kehti hn Insan k har dard pe pehle marham wo khud hi rakh sakta ha." I said and she was looking down.

"Acha Huda batao hua kiya ha? Tum kuch batao gi to mein kuch mashwara dun gi na halaat bohat sari bato'n k rukh morr bhi dete hn" I said softly.

"Meri Chacha jan ki biwi, matlab meri chachi jan ne aik saal pehle meri Walida se Apne bare bete k liye mere rishte ki darkhwast ki thi, khud ki thi. Apni khushi or apne khandan ki razamandi k sath Or mere chacha jan ki bohat khwahish thi k mein unki bahu banu kiu k mere Baba jan or chacha Jan mein bohat piyar ha. Phir taqreeban 6 maheene pehle mere sath aik hadsa paish agya or...." She start crying again.

"Shhhh Huda" I moved closer and pat her back. Soon Her tears had stopped.

"Aik din Mein kitchen mein thi or mere bazoo pe garam ubalta hua pani gir gaya tha" She closed his eyes in agony and remove her sleeve from her wrist and arm there was a light pink burn scar covering her half Arm. She again covers her arm and wrist with sleeve. I was feeling so sorry for her.

"Dard chala gaya nishan reh gaya Magar dil ka dard nahi jata. Mere Jal jane ki khabar mere Chacha jan k khandan tak pohanchi to KSA se itni jaldi Brazil ana mushkil tha phir meri Chachi jan ne kaha k Humein video call pe Huda ka zakham dikhao kahi ziyada to nahi ha na" she stopped for a while and took a deep breath.

"Matlb meri jaan se ziyada mere zakhm ki parwah thi, Meri walida samajh gyin thin k asal baat kiya ha unko bohat gussa bhi aya or dukh bhi hua lekin mere Baba jan ne kaha k shayad ho sakta ha jaisa hum samajh rahe hn waisa na ho phir meri Chacha jan ki family se video call pe baat hui uske aik hafte badd meri chachi jan ne ye keh k rishta khatam kardiya k mere bazu pe nisahn ha. Mere Baba jan ne bohat samjhaya mere Chacha jan ki family ko lekin kisi ne nahi suni unki" She said.

"Hum sab ko bohat takleef hui thi mujhe bohat takleef hui thi hmne aisa kabhi bhi nahi socha tha. Mujhe lagta tha k Apke qareeb k rishtedaar apko dukh nahi de sakte lekin mein ghalat thi." She said.

"Mein apne is nishan se nijat bhi pa saktin hn or Mere ghar wale bohat zor lgate hn k mein apna ilaj karwau magar mera dil nahi karta ab Dil karta ha k ye nishan kabhi na jaye hmesha mere sath rahe mujhe Isse juri takleef ka ehsas dilaye." She said in low tone. I was feeling very bad for her. The pain was evident on her face.

"Ghar walo ki baat maan lo Huda khud ko takleef nahi dete." I said in a lower tone.

"Kuch takleefein apke jeene ki waja hotin hn agar wo na hon to insan mar bhi sakta ha" She replied.

"Muhabbat karti thi usse?" I said and she looked in my eyes, Her eyes turned glassy. I could see her torn soul, through her eyes, I could see pain.

"Han. Ye nishan ye azziyat mujhe usse bhoolne nahi dete dar lagta ha k ye chale gaye to uski yaad bhi chali jayegi." She said.

"Jism k nishan bhar bhi jayein to kuch yadein nahi jatin hn Huda. Muhabbat k zakhm to Dil or Rooh pe parte hn" I said and she closed her eyes.

"Kiu jan leva hoti ha?" She asked in lower tone.

"Bohat sawal uthe hn lekin Jawab nahi mil paya aaj tak" I replied.

"Usse tumse muhabbat nahi thi?" I asked.

"Yehi to masla ha k nahi thi or waisey bhi Aap hi to kehtin hn na k kisi doosre ko hum muhabbat karne pe majboor nahi kar sakte ye dil k mamley hote hn" She replied.

"Uski Shadi thi kal, dil karta ha mar jau" she said.

"Halal muhabbat kar k Haram mout maro gi to Allah ko kiya mu dikhau gi?" I said.

"Phir kiya karu?" She asked me,
Her voice cracked.

"Sabar karo" I replied.

"Nahi hota" She said.

"Mein manti hn mushkil ha bohat mushkil ha par ajaye ga irada toh karo." I said.

"Kaise?" She asked me, another pair of tear slipped on her cheek.

"Aik baat batao? Tum kuch kar sakti ho abhi?" I asked her.

"Nahi. Mein kiya kar sakti hun kuch bhi nahi kar sakti sab khatam hogya ha Wo kisi or k sath khush ha" She replied.

"Jab ab kuch nahi hoskta to tum apne Aap ko itni azziyat na do Mujhe maloom ha k tumhare ikhtiyar mein nahi ha lekin Allah se madad to mang sakti ho na? Allah har zakhm bhar de ga tumhara aik bar Maang k to daikho" I said.

"Allah meri kiu nahi sunta? mene itni duaein mangi thin daikhein kuch b nahi hua, sab kehte hn Allah sunta ha to phir Madam Meri kiu nahi suni kiu nahi hui meri dua qubool?" She said.

"Huda meri baat yaad rakhna jab koi nahi sunta ha na to sirf Allah ki zaat hi sunti ha tum Dil se maang kar to daikho Allah zaroor Duaein sunta bhi ha or Qubool bhi karta ha or Agar tumhari Dua qubool nahi hui to isme tumhare liye hi koi na koi behtri hogi. Insan ko smjh nahi araha hota magar Jo uska Allah uske liye sochta ha wo Uske liye behtar hi hota ha, or aik waqt aata ha jab insan ko ye baat bhi samajh aa jati ha" I said.

"Isme kiya behtri ho sakti ha? Madam Allah apne Bando'n se bohat piyar karta ha lekin daikhein mera dil bohat dukha hua ha" She said.

"Koi aisi behtari hogi jo tumhe abhi to nahi magar bohat badd mein samajh ayegi Phir Tum Allah ka shukar ada karo gi k Us Waqt Allah ne tumhari Wo Dua nahi qubool ki, or Rahi toote dil ki baat? To Allah chahta k tum Us Pak Zaat se apne toote dil ka marham mango, Allah dilo'n ko sakoon dene wala ha. Toote hue Dil, k sath agar insan Sabar kare or Apne Allah se dil lagaye to Allah apko Bohat barey barey Muqam bakshta ha, Allah ko bohat pasand ha jab Uska banda Usse madad mangta ha. Tumhari ye qurbani zaya nahi jaye gi daikhna." I said.

To be continued......

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