Chapter no 38

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São Paulo,
Brazil


Aqib POV.

I was going to the office. I saw Abbiya sitting on the patio sipping her tea Unaware of the world. I could see her swollen eyes. I took a deep breath. Everything was clear but I don't know What's bothering her? Why she was disturbed? She was behaving strangely. I was disturbed after meeting Minal, and the most disturbing thing was Abbiya's behavior.

"Aap jarahe hn" She asked.

"Han" I replied. I was waiting for her to speak. She was staring at me.

"Kiya hua?" I ask her breaking her chains of thoughts.

"N..nahi kuch nahi" she replied and I was annoyed by this behavior of her.

"Allah Hafiz" I took a deep breath and left.

Abbiya POV.

It had been a week since we had met Minal. Aqib was quiet. He doesn't speak much. Aqib's behavior was bothering me. He wasn't sharing anything with me. I knew he was too upset but he should have talked to me. I was giving him space but He was completely ignoring me and I didn't like this thing.

Firstly Aqib behavior secondly I really don't know why I was disturbed. Because of Minal? Or? Her behavior with me? Her, Again and again, confession of love with Aqib Something was pinching me inside. Negative thoughts were banging inside my head.

Abbiya kiya hogya ha tumhe? Kiu itna negative soch rahi ho? Kiu kamzor par rahi ho? Tum aisi to bikul bhi nahi ho. Mazboot bano Abbiya kisi weham ko apne andar jaga na do.

Kabhi kabhi dil karta ha k insan bas khamosh hojaye or jaisa chal raha ha waisa chalne de. Kuch rishte insan ko itna be bas kardete hn k insan waha kuch bhi nahi kar paata or khamoshi k ilawa uske pas koi rasta nahi hota.

Aqib POV.

"Kaise ho Asad" Asad was there at my office.

"Mein thik hn tum sunao? Kaha gaib ho janab? Na koi phone na koi message? Khairiat?" He asked.

"Han yar bas kisi se baat karne ka dil nahi karta, mein Minal se milne k badd se hi bohat disturbed hn" I said.

"Aqib daikho uske sath jo hua bohat galat hua mujhe b uske sath bohat hamdardi ha lekin Yar try to understand Uske sath jo b hua us mein hum mein se kisi ki galti nahi ha. Kabhi Kabhi Aap apne liye khud Jahanum chunte ho kiu k is k ilawa aap k pas koi or rasta nahi hota ha na hi or kuch nazar ata ha. Us ne apne liye Jahanum ka khud intikhab kiya tha kiu k uske samne Between a rock and a hard place wali situation thi" Asad replied.

"Mujhe bohat guilty ha Asad mein usse bacha nahi saka in sab se." I replied with pain.

"Tumhe kiu guilty ha? Ya to Minal ne tumhe sab bataya hota or tum uski help krne k liye kuch na karte tabb tumhara guilty feel karna banta tha. Usne Sab kuch khud sehne ka faisla kiya tha. Usne ye sab isliye bhi kiya k usse tumse kabhi dubara milne ki umeed nahi thi or wo tumhe kisi azmaish mein dalna nahi chahti thi ya yun kahein Wo is state mein nahi thi." Asad replied and I took a deep breath.

"Or sach baat btau mujhe Minal bohat ajeeb or badli hui lagi ha" Asad said.

"Wo tumhe pehle bhi ajeeb lagti thi" I replied and rolled my eyes.

"Nahi yr matlb mujhe Uska Bhabhi k sath behavior acha nahi laga or aik cheez jo mujhe bhi buri lagi thi wo ye thi k bar bar jita k izhar karna k usse tumse muhabbat ha. I mean hum sab jante hn bar bar jitane ki kiya zaroorat thi? Kuch cheezo pe sab kuch jante hue bhi khamosh rehna chahiye. Usse thora sa lehaz kar lena chahiye tha bhabhi ka or tumhare shadi shuda hone ka" He said in extremely serious tone.

"Yar kiya hogya ha tumhe Asad? Jaan boojh k nahi kar rahi thi, Wo apni jaga thik thi bilkul insan jab itna kuch akele sahey to wo karwa ho jata ha or uske ikhtiyar me nahi rehta ye sab." I replied.

"Khair jo b ha mein abhi bhi apni baat pe qaim hn Aqib tumhe kuch ajeeb nahi laga?" He asked.

"Nahi yar Asad tum ziyada soch rahe ho. Mein pehle bohat pareshan hn mujhe or pareshan na karo upar se Abbiya itna ajeeb behavior kar rahi hn. Pata nahi kiu disturbed hn. Apni socho'n mein ghum hn Ajkal. Chup kr k bs apne kaam krti rehti hn, ziyada tar unka time unke Study room mein hi guzarta ha. Samajh nahi araha." I replied.

"Aqib? Tumhe nahi pata wo kiu disturbed hon gi?" He asked me and I was confused.

"Kiu hongi? Balke mujhe acha nahi laga Wo samjhdar hn, strong hn hmesha meri tensions mein mere sath hotin hn lekin us din k badd agar mene unse baat nahi ki to, mukhtasir sawal jawab k ilawa unho ne b mujhse koi baat nahi ki" I said.

"Upar wala portion waqei hi khali ha tumhara, kisko kiraye pe de k aye ho dimag? Wo waqei samjhdar hn or tum ne jahalat k sare record tordiye hn. Aqib wo Insaan hn, Aik orat hn, Orat chahe jitni marzi mazboot ho lekin kuch cheeze usko bhi takleef deti hn, Usko bhi torr deti hn. Tumne puchne ki zehmat b nahi ki or khud se kuch bhi soch rahe ho? Tum disturb thay thik ha Wo hmesha tumhe sambhalti hn, tumhara sath deti hn, tumhe unse puchna chahiye tha, unse baat karni chahiye thi Wo agar apni takleef chupa k tumhari takleef kam kar sakti hn to tumhe kiya masla ha? Tumne unhe ignore kiu kiya? yehi baat ha na tum bohat selfish ho Tumhe Apni muhabbat or Apne dukh barre lagte hn Kabhi unse pucha karo Wo kiya feel krti hn? Tumhe sambhalte sambhalte khud kitni baar toot'ti hn" He said and I was restless.

"Yar mujhe selfish to na kaho" I said.

"Mujhe Us din feel hogya tha k Minal ki bato'n ne Bhabhi ko hurt kiya ha" He said.

"Unho ne mujhse nahi kaha" I replied.

"Han Aagay kabhi unho ne tumse kitni shikayatein ki hn? Mujhe umeed ha tumhari bewaqoofiyo pe aik barr bhi Uff nahi kaha hoga. Wo kisi ne kiya khoob kaha ha k zaroori nahi k har baat kahi jaye, kuch batein mehsoos kr lin jatin hn" He said and I was Speechless.

"Lekin tumhe Apni muhabbat ki pari hui ha.... Mein bata raha hn Aqib ye Minal se muhabbat tumhare liye bohat mushkilat paida karegi. Koi museebat apne galey parwa k dam lo ge tum. " He replied and throw glares at me.

"To is muhabbat ne mujhe chainn se baithein kab diya ha?" I said and smiled painfully.

"O acha? Abbiya Bhabhi k tumhari zindagi mein ane k badd b ni?" He said and I was again speechless.

"Daikho mene tumhe pehle bhi kaha ha k Minal se mujhe hamdardi ha shayad tumhe mujhse ziyada hogi or Yaqeenan ha bhi magar Ab purani bato'n pe apna AAJ barbaad karne se behtar ha k tum bhi move on karo or Minal bhi or Ab wo yehi ha Us k liye jo kuch bhi hua hum sab mil k karein ge. Uske takleef bhare mazi ki takleef or yadein hum issi tarha kam karsakte hn k usko support karein Or future mein uske liye koi acha faisla karein, Wo rishto'n k bgair jeeti ayi ha Usko Dosti jaisa khoobsurat Rishta dein.... Or is se barh k kiya baat hoskti ha? Btao?" He said.

"Tum sahi keh rahe ho." I agreed and I was so ashamed of myself, Actually, I was so selfish I was ignoring Abbiya. Asad was right. I didn't see her pain in front of my pain and despite everything she was taking care of each and everything.

"Aqib apne khana kha liya?"

"Aqib Aapke kapre mene Dressing room mein rakh diye hn"

"Bhooka matt rahiye ga kuch kha k soye ga"

"Aqib Yelein Apki coffee"

"Aqib sab thik ha?"

Her sentences full of concern, worries, and love were colliding my eardrums.

"Horaha ha na afsos? Isliye kehta hn tumhe k apne dimag ka istimal kiya karo. Sahi kehte hn Ishq muhabbat sach mein barre barre logo ki matt maar deti ha bs phir unhe Apni muhabbat k aggey kuch nazar hi ni ata. Aik Bohat bara businessman jo apne profession mein kabhi nahi chookta, kisi ki b galti pakar leta ha kisi dealing ya project mein shayd hi usse kabhi koi galti hui ho, logo k badalte rawayo or tone ko aik minute mein pehchan leta ha magar aik la hasil Muhabbat k peeche bhag kr himaktein krta ha wah!" He said and I was quiet. Actually, Asad was right. A good friend is the one who makes you realize your mistakes.

"Khuda kare k Kiran tumhare naseeb mein ho! Khuda kare k Tumhe kisi la hasil k peeche bhagna na pare!" I gave him dua from the core of my heart. I feel a pang of pain in my chest.

"Ameen." He said with a smile.

"Khuda kare k koi apni Khopri mein magaz ka istimal shuru karde bohat faida hota ha. " He said with a smile.

"Karta to hn ab khair itni bhi gayi guzri baat nahi ha" I said and mirrored a smile back at him.

"Mein Shayad har baar tumhara zehan saaf na kar saku ga Aqib. Har rishta aik had pe aa kar ruk jata ha kuch jangein akele larni parti hn. Zara Sanbhal kar chalna" He said and my smile faded away. He was actually right.

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I entered the room, I could not see her but then I saw that the Balcony door was opened, she was there sitting on the swing. A novel was open in front of her, but she was in deep thoughts. I quietly sat beside her and snaked my arm around her. Her body trembled. She wasn't expecting me here at this time. She looked at me and tried to smile.

"Asalam o Alaikum jaldi aagye Aap?" She said instantly closing her novel.

"Wa alaikum Asalam. Han Aaj kuch khas kaam nahi tha office mein isliye jaldi agya ghar. Aap kiya parh rahin thi?" I said.

"Ye Hashim nadeem ka novel parh rahi thi" She replied.

"Lekin ye to Bano Qudsia ka novel ha" I said looking at the novel in her hands.

"Wo...oh mein to Hashim nadeem ka layi thi Shayad galti se agya" She was puzzled.

"Aap waqei ye book parh rahi thin?" I asked her and she passed me a blank look.

"Pata nahi" she replied in a low tone.

"Abbiya? Kiya hogya ha apko? Mujhe pata ha aap meri waja se bohat disturbed hn I am sorry k mein Apko ignore karta raha or Minal ki taraf se bhi sorry wo thori Outspoken ha I know Apko uski "KUCH" batein buri lagi hn" I said and there were a good 5 minutes silence between us. A tear slipped down on her cheek, I wiped away her tear before she could do it by herself. I can't see her like this.

Kisi ne apko itna hurt nahi kiya hoga jitna mein apko hurt krta hn.

"Koi baat ni Aqib Jiske sath itna kuch hua ho Zindagi mein Wo talkh ho hi jata ha" She replied in a low tone. I brought her a little closer to me. She was looking into my eyes then she stole her gaze.

"Abbiya Aap mujhe aisi achi nahi lagti bikul bhi. Udaas mat raha karein, wo alag baat ha har baar waja mein hi hota hn" I said.

"Aisa nahi ha" She mumbled. I was literally expecting this kind of reply from her.

"Aisa hi ha. Ab daikhein mein kitna sharminda hn. Aap disturbed hoti hn to dil ko kuch hota ha" I said and she looked at me and our eyes locked for a minute.

"Or Aap tension mein rehte hn or phir mujhse share bhi nahi karte, mujhse baat b nahi karte to mujhe Bohat depression hota ha. Apki ignorance ki waja se mein bohat disturb rahi hn mein Apko space de rahi thi lekin Aap mujhe ignore kar rahe thay, jab mene apko kaha tha k Istarha pareshan rehne se acha mujhse discuss krliya karein, Chalo space bhi leliya karein lekin Aisa na kiya karein Aqib." She replied another pair of tears roll down her cheeks. My heart broke into trillion pieces.

"I am so sorry," I said and wipe her tears.

"Abbiya Agar Aapko acha nahi laga to mein Kabhi Dubara Minal se contact nahi karu ga" I said.

"Aqib kiya hogya ha apko? Mera ye matlab nahi tha. Wo bichari itna kuch seh chuki ha pehle apni muhabbat se hath dhona para or phir itne saal.... Ab agar usse Ap jaise Dost ki zaroorat ha to aap usse chorne ki batein na karein. Zindagi jisko pehle hi bohat dukh de chuki ho usse mazeed dukh nahi dete. Mujhse jitna bhi ho saka I will support you" She said.

"Ap bohat achi hn mein apko deserve nahi karta" I said with a smile. Sometimes She really makes me feel like this. Such a beautiful and kind-hearted soul she is and What I always do to her?

"Han shayad Aap mujh se bhi acha life partner deserve krte hn" She said with a smile and my smile faded away.

"Abbiya! Kitni buri baat ha" I said anxiously and she smiled widely.

"Aqib! Kitni buri baat ha. Shuru apne ki thi" She mimicked my tone. I laughed. She buried her head on my chest. My heart was pounding wildly.

"Aqib Khalu or Khala ko Minal..." She didn't complete her sentence, but I got her.

"Han sirf University friend ki haisiat se hi bs.... Or iske ilawa mein, Asad, Aap or Minal k ilawa koi bhi nahi janta or Mom Dad kiu ni jante ye mein apko pehle bata chuka hn" I replied.

"Chalein Abbiya uth k change kar k ayein ye aik hafte se Apki ajeeb si halat daikh k mujhe Uljhan horahi ha" I said caressing her hairs.

"Hmm bas jarahi hn" She replied.

"Jaise hmesha rehti hn waise raha karein Achi dressing mein or bikul fresh mujhe Aap waise hi pasand hn. Istrha ye murjhayi hui Abbiya nahi." I Said honestly and she chuckled.

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