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São Paulo,
Brazil

Aqib POV.

I opened the door of the room. It was dark in the room. I quickly went inside the bathroom took a quick relaxing shower and changed myself into trousers and a t-shirt.

I sat beside her and looked at her angelic face. My heart ached. The pain was evident on her face.

Meri Waja se kitna saha ha apne or seh bhi rahi hn.

I move close to her. She suddenly changed her side. Her back was to me. Her beautiful long hair were spread on the pillow. I slowly snake my arm around her and hide my face in her shoulder blade. Her sweet floral scent was taking away my senses.

Abbiya POV.

First of all, I thought I was in the state of dream. Then realization hits me. He was close to me. My heartbeat skips. A wave of electric shock ran through my body. His arm was around my waist and his face was buried on my shoulder blade sending chills to my spine. I didn't utter a single word.

"Uth gyin? Apne nashta kiu nahi kiya?" Pain was evident in his tone. I couldn't see his facial expressions but I know that he is broken, he is going through Hell.  He didn't move an inch. 

I placed my hand on his wrist.

"Bas subah walk ki waja se thak gayi bhook bhi nahi lag rahi thi isliye Socha pehle thora araam kar ln" I replied. He chuckled. He softly grabbed my chin and turned my face towards his face.

"Ap pr jhoot bilkul b suit nahi karta Mrs. Abbiya Aqib!" He said directly looking into my eyes. I stole my gaze he moved back and sat on the other side of the bed adjusting his pillow against the crown of the bed. Suddenly We heard a knock at the door.

Mujhe pata ha aik toofan chal raha ha apke dil o dimag mein. Aap Sirf meri khatir istarha hans hans k baat kar rahe hn mujhse... Apki ankhein kitni udaas hn aaj. Or apki hansi? Mein bhala apki hansi k peeche gham nahi pehchan sakti kiya?

A strange restlessness and uneasiness had surrounded me today.

"sim, entre"
"Yes come in" Aqib said and Mrs. Juliana entered the room with a Food trolley.

"Obrigado Senhora Juliana"
"Thank you Mrs. Juliana" Aqib said and passing us a Smile she left. Aqib stood up and Adjust the trolley near the couch.

"Chalein fresh ho k nashta kar lein thanda hojaye ga or mujhe b bht bhook lagi ha" Aqib said. I was looking at him absentmindedly.

"Mein to pehle hi kehta hn" He said.

"Kiya?" His voice brought me back to earth.

"K mein apko bohat handsome lagta hn isliye ap ghorti rehti hn mujhe" He replied with a smirk and I smiled faintly.

"Aqib mujhe bhook nahi ha" I replied.

"Kiu? Bhook hartal ka scene ha?" He said taking out the plates. He was behaving like this just because of me.

"Nahi bas aise hi bhook nahi lagrae" I replied.

"Lag jayegi bhook bhi abhi fresh ho kr idhar a k baithe mere pas. Apko Apne hatho se khilau nashta?" He said and smile at me. I laughed.

"Chalein jaldi se ayein sipahi khane pe Hamla karne k liye tayar hn" He said with a smile. I surrendered.

"Hahaha acha ati hn" I said and went inside the bathroom. After freshened myself, I sat beside him on the couch.

"To phir bataya nahi apne" He was shifting a toast on a plate.

"Kiya?" I asked

"K mein handsome lagta hn na apko?" He said looking directly into my eyes. I nodded in yes and pulled his cheek.

"Shabash Aqib sach nikalwa hi liya tumne" he said and lifted a morsel to my mouth

"Chalein mu kholein Bismillah karein" He said and I opened my mouth.

"Mein kha ln gi Aqib" I said.

"Aik "Bari Samajhdaar shaksiyat" irshaad karti ha k Shohar k hath se khane se khana or bhi lazeez lagta ha" He said and I laughed.

"Or ye "Bari samajhdaar shaksiyat" kon hn humein b to naam batein unka" I said lifting my eyebrows.

"Off course mein. Mein kiya kam samajhdaar hn?" He said and I laughed hard. He was smiling.

"Ye bhi sahi ha" I said and he put more morsels in my mouth which I ate and then took that plate from his hand.

"Ap kha lein aram se Aqib baki ka khana mein kha ln gi." I said taking the plate from his hand.

"Wohi Samajhdaar shaksiyat biwiyo'n k liye bhi yehi irshaad karti ha" he said and I laughed.

"Acha to ye irshadaat sirf is liye horahe thay mousoof ne mere hath se khana tha" I said and lifted a morsel to his mouth and he ate.

"Khana bhi tha or khilana bhi tha" he stated.

"To han Ye to Aap direct bhi keh sakte hn" I said smiling and lift another one.

"Acha? Phir me kuch kehta hn Aap sharma jati hn" he said with a deep smirk. My heart beat skips.

"Hena?" He asked closing his face towards mine. I was befuddled.

"Pata nahi nashta khamoshi se karte hn. Shabash" I said. I was confused.  My heart was pounding wildly in my chest.  The closeness of your loved ones sometimes blows your senses.

"Haya se sar jhuka lena, ada se muskura dena
Haseeno ko bhi kitna sehal ha bijli gira dena"  He said with a smile.

"Haal e Dil kiu kar karein apna biyan achi tarha
Rubaru Unke nahi chalti zubaan achi tarha" I replied and Turned around. I was going to the dressing room to change myself.

"Abbiya pehli baar mere shair k jawab mein koi jawab diya ha apne" his voice made me halt in my tracks I smiled.

"Mein change kr ati hn" I said without turning around. I could sense He was smiling and enjoying the situation.

"Thik ha me intizar kar raha hn Ap tashreef le ayein jaldi se kuch batein karni ha apse" He said in a serious tone. Smile fade away from my face. I know what he was going to talk about. I gulped hard and left.

I changed myself into Shalwar and kameez and enter the room. He was sitting on the couch absentmindedly.  He suddenly realized that I was also inside the room.

"Idhr mere pas aa k Baithein" he said pointing towards the couch. I sat beside him. I looked at his face. His face holds serious expressions. He looked at me and try to smile. His eyes were holding the emotion of fear, guilt, pain and sorrow. I know he was broken. He stole his gaze. I silently place my head on his shoulder.

"Abbiya" he called my name.

"Jee" I replied.

"I am sorry" he said.

"Uski zaroorat nahi ha Aqib. Muhabbat karna gunnah nahi ha mujhe sach mein apse koi shikayat nahi. " I said.

"Par mujhe khudse ha. Pehle aik be qasoor or masoom insaan ko apne sath jahanum me ghaseeta phir uske sar pe aik azmaish musalat krdi. Or ab?" He stopped. Fresh pair of tears left my eyes.

Muhabbat azmaish hi to ha....

Hashim Nadeem likhte hn k "Qudrat jinhein Muhabbat ata karti ha unke imtihan bhi bohat leti ha".

"Lekin me apko yaqeen Dilana chahta hn mujhe kuch ni pata tha k istrha Wo samne ajaye mein to khud..." He said in a weak voice. His voice breaks. I know he was controlling his tears.

"Mujhe yaqeen ha Aap pr Aqib, Aap pareshan na hn" I said.

"Maloom hn Aap bht achi hn. Mujhe bohat guilty feel horaha ha Abbiya Apki zindagi mein Toofan lane wala hmesha mein hi hota hn. Mere jaisa insaan Apko deserve hi ni krta" He said and I felt as if someone had stabbed my heart. I lifted my head from his shoulder in agony. He was looking at me with teary eyes.

"Aqib ye zulm na kiya karein mujpe" A tear left my eyes.

"Ik zulm or sahi... Waise haqeeqat kaha ha mne" he said mercilessly.

Sahi kehte hn mehboob zalim hota ha.....

"Aqib agar apne aisi batein karni hn to mein nahi baat karu gi apse balke mein jarae hn" I said straight looking at his eyes. I changed my side restlessly.

"Aap to aisa na karein" He holds my hand tightly as if he was afraid of loosing me. I saw fear in his eyes.

"Aap bhi aise na karein" I replied I was silently crying. I again place my head on his shoulder.

Bhala ye baat to muhabbat k asoolo'n k khilaf thehre k Apke mehboob ki ankh mein aansoo ho or apko rona na aye.... Uska dil dukhi ho or Apka dil na toote... Uska Kaleja zakhmi ho or Aapka kaleja na phate...

"Abbiya" He placed his hand on my right cheek. I could feel his warmth. I closed my eyes. My heart beats wildly. He wiped my tears.

"Aqib mein janti hn Aap bohat bura feel karrae hn Dhoka insan andar takk hila deta ha, isme Apka qusoor nahi ha. I trust you. Apko meri waja se pareshan hone ki zaroorat nahi ha balke apko Haqeeqat ka pata lgana chahiye k kiu hua aise" I said.

"Mujhe kuch pata nahi lagana, Kuch ni jan'na haqeeqat yehi ha k mein ab un sab cheezo se picha churana chahta hn jinki waja se mne itna arsa saza kati ha. Mein ab sakoon chahta hn bs." He replied.

"Aqib Apne muhabbat ki thi, koi waja to zaroor hogi.... Apko baat karni chahiye Cheeze sort out hn-" he cut me in the middle.

"Aap kis mitti ki hn Abbiya? Mujhe kuch sort out nahi karna. Jis baat k andar jitna jao ge baat ulajhti rahe gi or mein Apni zindagi mein uljhan nahi chahta." He replied firmly.

"Apne muhabbat ki ha muhabbatein yun Dil or Dimag se noch k bahir nahi phainki jati." I said and gulped hard.

"Mein jisse muhabbat ki thi wo 8 saal pehle mar chuki ha bs" he replied. I lifted my head from his shoulder and looked into his eyes. His eyes were red. For the first time, I was afraid of his eyes.

"Mein Apke sakoon k liye keh rahi thi. Mein Apki or apke Ehsasat ki qadar krti hn" I said.

Hum muhabbat karne walo'n ka yehi to kaam hota ha k Mehboob ki khushi mein khush rehna... Muhabbat ho to tapte hue koilo'n pe rakss krne se kisko parwah?

"Mein Sakoon mein hn ab. Kiu k Allah ne mujhe asliyat dikha di ha jis muhabbat ko apne dil se nikalne mein mujhe bohat takleef hoti wo ab asani se nikal jaye gi" he said. I remained silent.

Kiu khudko dhoka de rahe hn Aqib? Muhabbat bhala kaha itni asani se dilo'n se niklti ha?

"Aap bas mujhe kabhi chor kar na jaye ga" he said.

"Aqib! Aisa na kaha karein!!!" I said and start crying. My heart ached. He placed my head on his chest and let my tears out from my eyes.

"Abbiya shhh" he whispered.

"Aap hmesha dil dukhate hn mera" I said in a low tone hiding my face in his chest.

"Han pata ha lekin Koshish karu ga ab ni dukhau ga apka dil" He whispered.

"Acha khamosh hojayein ab aap larkiyan kitna roti hn" he said and I slapped on his muscular arm. I lifted my head he was passing me a lethal smile.

"Aap larke rulate hi kiu hn?" I asked.

"Khair larkiyan bhi is mamle mein peeche nahi" He mumbled. I remained silent. I knew who he was referring to.

"Acha Study room chalte hn Aaj apke novels k bare me discussion hogi... lekin pehle Aap Mu hath dho k fresh hojayein bikul laal tamatar lag rahi hn" He said and I laughed.

"Kiu koi kitab likhne ka plan ha?" I asked.

"Nahi nahi Wo bara famous Character ha na apke bohat famous novel ka wo kiya naam tha han 'Hassaan Akram'. Uske bare me bohat suna ha larkiyan Fida hn uspe Aapne b apne aik interview mein btaya tha k Apko bhi wo bohat pasand ha" He said.

"Han pasand ha lekin Umera Ahmed k novel ka character 'Salar Sikendar' ziyada pasand ha. Hayee Allah! kiya banda ha wo" I replied controlling my laugh. His expressions were priceless.

"Aik to Aap writers ne aise characters likh likh k larkiyo'n k standards bohat high kardiye hn k hum jaise baicharo'n ko koi ni puchta" He said with a sigh. I laughed hard.

"Nahi jee Aise kirdar likhney ka aik hi maqsad hota ha k larko'n ko thori Aqal dilayein k seekho kuch inse." I replied.

"Han han sahi!" He replied and rolled his eyes.

"Aqib" I called him.

"Jee Hukam" He replied.

"Khafa kiu horae hn Apse shadi ki to ha mne" I replied.

"To Agar wo 'Salar sikander' ya 'Hassaan Akram'  haqeeqat mein hote to? " He asked with wide eyes.

Hote bhi to Shadi to tb bhi apse hi karni thi bhae muhabbat ka sawal ha.

"Hote to phir tab ki tab daikhte" I replied. I was teasing him. His jaw dropped. He made a face.

"Mujhe aaj tak ye samajh nahi ayi k Fictional character kaise pasand ajate hn logo ko. Illogical baat ha" He said and turned around his face.

"Chalein me fresh ho k atin hn study room chalte hn Apko ye "Dono" novels zaroor parhne chahiye phir apko Samajh ayegi k Fictional characters ko log pasand kiu karte hn. Aik barr parhein Phir apko ye illogical baat logical lage gi " I said and turned his face towards me while smiling.

"Mein Apni biwi k "mehboob tareen" characters k novels bikul bhi maze le k nahi parh sakta" He replied.

"Dono shadi shuda hn " I replied. I couldn't control my laugh.

"Astagfar Phir bhi Adhi duniya  deewani ha Unpe" He replied. His expressions were priceless. I was laughing.

"Aap chal rahe hn ab ya nahi?" I said.

"Chal raha hn" he said and I Laughed.

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