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Lahore
Pakistan,

Kiran POV.

College was over so I went towards the Parking area. I am a cool minded person. I don't get angry very quickly. I don't know why this strange change has taken place in me. I was getting angry and annoyed at the little things now.

I unlocked my car and sat on the driving seat and fasten my belt. Soon the car was on the main road.

The last few days have been a battle between my heart and mind. I stopped the car at the side of the road and rested my head on the steering wheel and took a deep breath. And so I realized that my heart won.

I am in love Yes! I was avoiding this truth. Love is uncontrollable. Love doesn't run its own will. It is not possible to love a person of one's choice.

I am in love with Asad. I confessed to myself. How can I love? I was avoiding to confess myself for the past few days. A painful smile crept on my lips.

"Mujhe kabhi Muhabbat ho hi ni sakti kiu k mein muhabbat k liye bani hi ni" I always used to say this.

Lekin muhabbat Apki marzi se nahi hoti.... Hum muhabbat krney k liye bane hn ya nahi ye faisla bhi hmare ikhtiyar mein nahi hota....

I felt this confession set me free from prison and pain, I was going through in the last few days. But the real trial and test have just begun. The real pain and suffering will begin now.

Aisa kiu hota ha jab waqt or log dono humare pas hotey hn hum unki qadar nahi karte? Kiu pehle ni soch lete k agar in dono ki Qadar na ki jaye to bhari nuqsan uthana parta ha... sari zindagi malal rehta ha phir tarap rehti ha k kash wo waqt or log dubara wapis ajayein.....

Jab wo akhri baar airport pe mila tha mujhe to laga tha k shayad uski  ankho'n mein kuch tha?..!

Urghhh Khush fehmiyan mat palo 
Kiran..Tumhe waisey bhi ankhein kaha parhni atin hn?.. kuch bhi nahi tha agar kuch hota to Wo izhar zaroor karta.

"Dosti ka hath to barhana chahta tha Wo Zalim! Mein hi jhatak deti thi har bar apni be rukhi se." I started the car and was again on main road.

" Haye! Muhabbat na sahi teri dosti hi sahi magar ab? Khali hath hn mere ab." A painful smile crept on my lips. I felt a tear on the corner of my eyes. The sun was shining brightly I wore my Sunglasses to avoid Sun rays which were penetrating my eyes or maybe I was hiding my tears.

I drove to my home. I entered my house and Say Salaam aloud. Fawad and Mama both were watching Tv.

"Wa'alaikum As salam! Kaisa raha aaj ka din?" She asked.

"So hectic lekin acha tha mama" I replied.

"Great! Fresh ho kar meri baat suno aik zaroori baat krni ha." Mama said smiling and my heart fell into stomach.

Is Umer mein Agar apke parents koi zaroori baat karne ka kahein to 
samjh jayein Apki shadi karwaney ki tyari horae ha.

I went towards my room and after Freshening myself I went to living room. My heart beat was out of control. I was silently praying Let there be no such thing.

I sat beside my Mother. She suddenly brought a glass of fresh juice.

" Jab se Abbiya or Arzu gaye hn tab se tum bohat badal gyi ho or bohat disturbed rehne lagi ho. Kiya baat ha Kiran sab thik ha? Tumhare Papa bhi bohat pareshan hn." She said softly taking my hand into hers.

I  moved my tongue over my dry lips. My eyes filled with hot water. But thankfully it didn't roll down my cheeks.

Ab sab ko dikhne lag gaya ha k mein kisi taqleef se guzar rahi hn...lekin ab to sab khtam hi samjho to ab apni us Muhabbat k zikar kiu karu? Koi faida  nahi ha ab is baat ka. Baat waha hoti ha jaha Baat bane yaha kuch ni hoskta. Muhabbat mera masla ha mein is ka ishtiyar ni lagau gi. 

Us ka response, koi wada, koi ishara, koi commitment hoti to krdeti apney Maa Baap se izhar. Wo tha hi ni kabhi mera....... Muhabbat mene ki ha mein hi sahu gi apni agg mein doosro ko kiu jalau?

"Mama Abbiya or Arzu ko bohat yad kar rahi hn. Wo dono chali gayin hn Ab dil udaas rehta ha" I didn't lie but I hide my feelings. For the very first time, I didn't share my problem with my parents.

" To mere or Jabbar ka andaza bikul thik nikla apni saheliyo ko yad kiya jaraha ha" She said smiling and I nodded smiling.

"To thik ha pack your things. Do hafton k bad Hum One week k liye São Paulo ja rahe hn tumhare Papa ka koi business trip ha to Wo kehne lage k hum sab chaltey hn Isi bahane Kiran bhi Apni dosto'n se mil le gi uska mood bohat acha hojayega or tab tak Fawad bhi papers se free hojayega" She said and I was really happy.

"Mama sach mein" Fawad was busy in watching Tv he excitingly jumped into our conversation. Mama nodded in Yes.

" I love you mama," I said and hugged her. I was really happy.

"Abbiya or Arzu ko bata dono khush hojaein gi" She said

"Han mein karti hn unhe Phone magar sham ko karu gi abhi waha  7:30 baj rahe honge subah k sab so rahe honge." I said smiling and I left towards my room.

Brazil,
São Paulo,

Asad POV.

It was 7:30 here in the morning I just come back home from morning walk and I plopped my self in a chair in the garden. I closed my eyes and rested my head on the back of the chair.

"Agya mera baita" I heard Mama calling me. I opened my eyes and smiled. She was holding two cups of tea. She sat beside me.

"Kafi arse se Mood kuch thik nahe lag raha Apka janaab" Mama said smiling and I laughed.

"Bas Aise hi Hospital me bohat ziyada patients hn aaj kal isliye thak jata hn." I lied.

"Wo to hmesha hota ha koi nayi baat batao tumne apna Rio bhi bajana chordiya ha" She said sipping her tea. Rio is my piano. I usually play Piano on weekends. I love my Rio the Piano. Since I came to Pakistan, I have completely forgotten about it.

"Han wo thak jata hn isliye" I lied again she narrowed her eyes at me. I stole my gaze.

"Asad tum bhool gaye ho? Tum thakan utarne k liye Apna Rio the Piano bajate they or kafi arsa hogya ha tumne meri favorite tune ni baja k sunayi." She said with utter surprise.

" Han is weekend pe promise" I replied as she was staring me.

"Asad Aik baat to batao sach sach jab se Pakistan se aye ho Koi Rog hi laga liya tumne khudko. khairiat ha muhabbat wagera to ni hogyi kahi?" She joked.

"Han hogyi ha" I said and smiled.

"Sharam ni ati Maa se mazak krte hue?" She laughed slapping on my arm.

" Mama apko lag raha ha mein mazak Kar raha hn?" I said in a serious tone. She almost forgot sipping her tea.

"Pakistani ha?" She managed to asked.

"Han" I replied and her face lit up.

"Shukar ha. Waisey bhi mein koi Pakistani bahu chahti thi" She said smiling. I laughed.

" Acha ye to bta do kon ha? Tumhare Papa se baat kr k baqaida Rishta bhijwate hn" she said excitingly

Rishta? Lol .. jan lele gi wo meri

"Nahi Mama abhi nahi time aney pe sab batau ga Apko. Abhi me Medical residency krne wala hn uske badd sochu ga" I said diverting her mind.

"To beta wo to hoti rahe gi sath sath shaadi krlo tum" She said.

"Shadi kr k bekaar hojata ha banda Ghalib! Phir Or koi kaam soojhta hi ni" I replied and laughed.

"Ye kis Ghalib ne kaha ha?" She narrowed her eyes.

"Meine... mere andar bhi aik Chupa hua Ghalib ha" I said and we both laughed.

"Beta aik baar soch lo" she said

"Soch liya ha pehle studies complete karu ga phir Shadi k barey me sochu ga" I said.

"Kis subject mein medical residency krni ha?"  She asked.

"Nephrology mein" I said.

"Nice one. Allah tumhe kamiyab kre Ameen" she said and I kissed her cheeks.

"Acha Uski tasweer dikha do " She said.

"Abhi nahi waqt aney pe tasweer bhi dikha du ga or sab bata bhi du ga insha Allah" I lied.

Wo waqt kabhi ana hi ni shayad.......

"Wo mani hui ha waisey?" She was inquiring.

"Nahi usko nahi pata" I replied.

"Hmm To mamla aik tarfa ha" she said.

"Han" I replied.

" To banda kam se kam Izhar to kar deta ha uski kahi shadi hogyi phir? Ya wo kahi committed hui phir?" She said and I gulped.

" Nahi committed nahi ha wo Shayad. Or Apki pehli baat ka kuch ni soch sakta ya keh sakta abhi" I said rubbing my temples

"Asad! Ye kiya baat hui phir to tumhe jaldi rishta bhijwa dena chahiye" She said and I was realizing that I shouldn't have told mama all this. How can I answer her questions now?

" Jo apkey Qismat mein hota ha wo Apko mil k rehta ha" I said.

" Tum Khud apni Residency ko darmyan mein la rahe ho" she said.

"Ammi mein sirf usse pasand karta ha Koi itni Majnoo wali muhabbat nahi hui mujhe k Wo mujhe Na mili to mar jau ga" I lied taking a U turn . That was the only way I could avoid Mama's questions.

"Allah na kare Asad! Daikho magar Wo Mere bete ki pasand to ha na" She said softly.

"Wo to Further studies bhi hn" I said smiling.

"Ziyadti kar rahe ho khud pe tum Asad" she said.

" Suppose krein me shadi kar bhi ln or Apni parhayi ki waja se Apni biwi ko time na de saku to kiya uspe Ziyadti ni hogi ye?" I said she was quite.

" Kabhi kabhi kuch dimag ki bhi sun'ni parti ha" I said.

"Tumhari marzi ha mein tumhe Successful or khush daikhna chahti hn Agar tumhara koi mood ban jaye to bta dena Hum tumhari pasand ko priority dein ge" Mama said.

" Han mujhe pata ha" I said and she smiled.

Abbiya POV.

I was reading a novel in the study Room. I was disturbed last day but Aqib Finally cheered me up. I know he can't see me dull or sad. I was a bit relaxed now. Suddenly my phone rang. It was a group call from Kiran and Arzu. A smile crept on my lips I picked up the phone.

"Asalam o Alaikum ABBIYA!" they both screamed and my eardrum was almost ruptured.

"Wa'alaikum As salam! Larkiyo mein behri nahi hn sunayi deta ha mujhe" I said and they both laughed.

" Acha tum chup kro or tum dono meri baat suno" Kiran said.

"Shukar ha Purani wali Kiran ki awaz sun rahe hn" I said smiling.

"Han mein bhi hairan hi hogyi thi pata ni aaj lagta ha Kiran k sar par chot lagi ha" Arzu said and we laughed.

"Hogya tum logo ka?" She said.

"Nahi" I replied and me and Arzu laughed. I know she will be rolling her eyes.

"Meri baat sun lo ab" She said.

"Nahi pehle tum batao k tumhe hua ha kiya ha Koi Ishq muhabbat ka chakkar to nahi ha?" Arzu said.

" Han batao hum last time bhi tumhare liye pareshan they" I said.

"Pagal wagal hogye ho dono kiya? Meri behno'n mein College mein bohat thak jati hn bohat kaam hota ha uske ilawa pehle tum log they mere pas to guzar jata tha time ab tum dono nahi ho to isliye...shayad.... Tum logo ne bhi shadi kr k door chale gaye ho ab khud hi batao kisko tang karu? Ab ye sab to Hona tha na" She said.

"Daikha Arzu Humara andaza bikul thik nikla ye humari waja se disturbed thi" I said.

"Han isliye" Arzu replied.

"Or tum dono jo parties kr rae ho na mere bagair. Shabash keep it up!" Kiran said.

"Daikho humne tumhe yaha aney ka tareeqa or Larka bhi bataya tha" Arzu joked and I laughed.

" Acha bas Ab apna Asad-nama na shuru kardena Aaj mera mood bohat acha ha" Kiran replied.

"Or Abbiya kan khol k sunlo Tumhari birthday treat udhar ha tumpe Me Brazil akey ln gi tumse treat karo Done!" Kiran said.

"Han Done. Pehle tum ajao phir me to kiya Arzu bhi Tumhe Acha sa dinner karwaye gi" I said smiling.

"Han tum bas aney wali bano phir meri taraf se bhi Dinner pakka" Arzu said.

"To phir Ab mukar matt jana next week arahi hn mein" Kiran said.

"WHAT? SERIOUSLY? WHEN?" Me and Arzu said in unison.

"Han han Do hafton k bad arae hn hum. Papa ka koi business trip ha aik haftey k liye unho ne jana ha São Paulo. Kiu k mein tum logo ko yad kar rahi thi to Papa ne socha k hum sab Chaltey hn isi bahane hum ghoom phir bhi lein ge or mein tum logo k sath time bhi spend kr ln gi" Kiran said and I was so much Happy.

"Yar ye to bohat sahi socha ha Uncle ne Kitna maza ayega" Arzu said and we all were happy.

"Kiran Kisi hotel wagera ki booking matt karwana meri taraf hi rukk jana yar bohat maza ayega" I said excitingly.

"Ahm ahm mein bhi hn! Kiran tum kuch Din Abbiya ki taraf rukna kuch din Meri taraf thik ha na?" Arzu said.

" Han ye bhi thik ha" I replied.

"Break maro larkiyo Mujhe abhi kuch nahi pata is barey mein isliye Han nahi kahu gi Pehle Papa se puchu gi" Kiran replied.

" Han yar hume sab confirm batao magar Hmare ghar hi rukna Do dosto k hotey hue kaha hotels me ruko ko or believe me humari families ko bohat acha lagega. Aunty Uncle ko kehna k hesitate na karein or Don't worry humari families se official invitation jayega." Arzu replied.

"Han thik ha mein Baat krti hn or Thank you so much" kiran said.

"Daikha Arzu Kiran waqei hi badal gayi ha isne zindagi me ye pehli bar thanks bola ha humein" I said with utter shock.

"Acha over mat ho ziyada galti se nikal gaya tha" She said and we all laughed. After doing chit chats and some planning that " Where will we go?" , "where will we eat?" And "what will we do?" We hung up the call.

I smile crept on my lips I was happy. I too, was missing Kiran and finally, she is coming I kept all the books in the racks at their respective places and left the study room to tell this wonderful news to Everyone at Home.

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