I wanted to experience
Lust, Love and Liquor
From dusk to dawn
From right to wrong

But life had another plans
Cause i was left scorned
A wound so deep
You could clearly see
The damage done from afar

Billions of people on this planet
But still i feel alone
Billions of reasons to stay happy
Yet i find tranquility in none

Ravishing thoughts burn me
In places i never knew could burn
Diminishing hope betrays me
Not long ago
It perched in my soul

Fire burns bright
Water soothes my pain
Earth gives me calm
Wind keeps me sane

I feel like jumping from a cliff
To feel the waves of the ocean
I feel like shouting out loud
To parch my aching throat some more

Company helps me forget
But makes me feel alone
My thoughts run wild
My mind a race
Only the feeling of being found
Can soothe my pain

I am lost, my love
Lost in the way the world works
Lost in the way it could
Lost so that i could be found once more.

Have a nice day.
A.