The hellos end with lies,
But get drowned out by the overpowering goodbyes.

I keep leaving,
But always get convinced to stay.

I keep staying,
But the nerve of wanting to leave scares me everyday.

I make jokes and I try to participate
But I'm just procrastinating all the other things I need to do

And I'm stuck in the middle of a problem,
and I need help.
I need so, so, so much help
But I'm stuck and I don't even know what I need help with.

So I avoid my problems,
try to help everybody else with theirs,
I feel so useless,
I'm helping nobody

And I'm stuck
I'm screaming and shouting words inside my head
I'm writing long paragraphs and then I delete them or I throw them away.
I'm stuck and I need so much help but there isn't a single person who can help me now.

I act like I'm fine,
I'm falling apart
I act like I'm fine,
But I'm really just stuck.