Now showing private messages between Fitz and RoastMasterV2

Fitz: when your boyfriend goes to the states to visit his family and you're stuck in Australia with a house full of morons

RoastMasterV2: me but I'm the boyfriend in the states and my boyfriend is in the same country as my family with a house full of morons :)

Fitz: wow mate guess we're both fucked then

RoastMasterV2: pretty much

Fitz: I miss my bf :(

RoastMasterV2: then msg him?? I'm sure he misses you too

Fitz: I don't want to bother him and intrude on the time he's spending with his family

Fitz: after all he doesn't go back to the states often :/

RoastMasterV2: that makes sense

RoastMasterV2: I don't want to be a bother either

Fitz: I don't think you could ever be a bother, Ev, you have such a good heart :( you're always willing to help

RoastMasterV2: But it sucks that I'm willing to help everyone but myself 

Fitz: I have a friend like that, the only difference is that they're a huge dick and aren't actually helping anyone

Fitz: everytime they think they're "helping" they're just making it worse and they can't seem to figure that out

RoastMasterV2: those are always the worst kind of people

Fitz: they really are...

Fitz: because they always end up hurting the ones who never did anything wrong

RoastMasterV2: sometimes I think I'm like that

RoastMasterV2: my friends are always getting into trouble, Well me too, and there was always /something/ that was up, and I tried so so /so fucking hard/ to help them

RoastMasterV2: but all I did was ruin things

Fitz: I'm sure you didn't ruin anything, Evan, you're just being hard on yourself

Fitz: they would've told you something if they weren't happy with what you were doing

RoastMasterV2: cameron, can you be honest with me?

Fitz: always

RoastMasterV2: if you knew someone who ruined everything when they just wanted to help, would you really be honest with them?

Fitz: ...

Fitz: no, I guess not

RoastMasterV2: exactly

Fitz: look, Evan, I know my words have like zero impact on you, but you're /not/ like that at all, okay? You're truly a great person, I can just tell, even if I've only known you for a week or something, you're a good person with a good heart and good morals and you know how to give people advice

Fitz: I literally got a boyfriend bc of your help, Evan

Fitz: anyone who disagrees with that, and /lies/ to you and makes you feel this way, then they're just ungrateful for what they have because they have an amazing spectacular friend who would drop anything for them just to make them laugh or smile or to help them see the light

Fitz: it absolutely breaks my heart that a person like you has to feel like this, Evan, it really does

RoastMasterV2: wow

RoastMasterV2: I...I don't know what to say

RoastMasterV2: no one's ever been that nice to me before...or even appreciated me that much

RoastMasterV2: I didn't know I made that much of an impact on you already, cam

RoastMasterV2: I just make stupid jokes to hide what I'm really feeling, I didn't think I was actually helping you

Fitz: you have, Evan, believe me.

RoastMasterV2: I want to believe you

RoastMasterV2: I really do, Cameron, I want to believe you so fucking bad

RoastMasterV2: But I cant

Fitz: it's okay, Evan, I understand. But, the fact that you /want/ to is enough for me, because that's progress

RoastMasterV2: how can a fucking mess like me help anyone?

Fitz: I don't know either, but you did

Fitz: just, let me try to help you, too, okay?

RoastMasterV2: I want to kill myself so fucking bad|
RoastMasterV2: I want to kill myself so fuck|
RoastMasterV2: I want to kill myself s|
RoastMasterV2: I want to kill mys|
RoastMasterV2: I want to ki|
RoastMasterV2: I want t|
RoastMasterV2: I wa|
RoastMasterV2: I|
RoastMasterV2: |

RoastMasterV2: okay

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D.S.A.W.

FuckBoi: ig you guys would be happy to know that I am indeed a failure

Kryoz: oh? So you finally looked in the mirror?

FuckBoi: you hate me, I get it

FuckBoi: But no, my plan failed

WildHoe: good

Jon: finally the bullshit is out of your system

FuckBoi: apparently Evan didn't answer

Moo: ofc not why would he answer a random fucking msg at a time like this

Jon: bc everyone he /does/ know is either 1) in this groupchat who he is convinced hates him 2) Lucas and 3) he doesn't want to listen to John bc he never leaves shit alone

Jon: so honestly, the real question is, why wouldn't he answer?

Kryoz: lISTEN BUDDY DETECTIVE WORK IS MY JOB

Kryoz: But you have a good point do go on

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I THOUGHT we all agreed to leave him alone

Terroriser: yea didn't we say that we should let him handle it on his own instead of MEDDLING WITH HIS LIFE ONCE AGAIN

FuckBoi: WELL LOOK WHAT HAPPENED WHEN WE LEFT HIM ALONE BRIAN

FuckBoi: he tried to fucking kill himself so clearly he needs us to help him

LuKe: you guys are fucking toxic it's sad and I thought we were bad

BryceTimDs: omg babe that rhymed

FuckBoi: honestly, I thought you four wouldn't be as useless in this situation

ohMNOM: it's only a "situation" because you're making it into one

ohMNOM: it's literally YOUR FAULT and now you're trying to fix it? Toxic

JigglyKoala: no wonder Evan dumped you

FuckBoi: WHAT THE HELL WOULD YOU KNOW YOU FUCKING IMBECILE LAST TIME I CHECKED YOURE JONS FRIENDS REMEMBER JON THE DUDE WHO FUCKING KIDNAPPED ME AND EVAN

FuckBoi: if anyone is toxic it's the five PSYCHOS that we WILLINGLY LET INTO OUR LIVES

Jon: at least my ex didn't stab him-

WildHoe: or verbally abuse him-

FuckBoi: wdym Tyler your ex /did/ verbally abuse him, remember when Craig said that it was Evan's fault you guys broke up?

ChokingIsMyKink: remember when you told him to get hit by a bus?

ChokingIsMyKink: remember when you blamed him for you going back to your ex?

ChokingIsMyKink: remember when you were the most ungrateful and entitled /prick/ because Evan didn't tell /you/ he was alive even though he was getting rid of your ex-I mean, SOLVING YOUR OWN FUCKING PROBLEM

ChokingIsMyKink: remember how Evan didn't even want you here when you first joined the chat because you HARASSED HIM

ChokingIsMyKink: if you think you're all high and mighty Lucas just remember you've done worse things than we have

FuckBoi: is anyone gonna gonna acknowledge how defensive Craig got when I brought up him and Tyler?

Terroriser: oh my god would you just shut up? Your plan FAILED which means you shut the fuck up and listen to us this time, okay?

Kryoz: yea we're not here to bring up any other issue that doesn't have to do with Evan's CURRENT situation

FuckBoi: it's like you all want him to die

Jon: or maybe we just want him to finally feel likes he's a fucking human being who's our friend and who's PRIVACY we actually respect, not that you would know

Jon: what is with your obsession with Evan?

FuckBoi: you're one to talk about obsession

Jon: exactly, I was obsessed once, and now I'm over it, it made everyone uncomfortable and I HURT people that I cared about which I will have to live with forever and deal with the fact that I can't get that broken trust back

Jon: But, if you don't let this go, you can't, I mean /cant/ come back from this, Lucas

Jon: also,

Jon: don't call my friends psychos unless you want your vocal chords to be replaced with your fingers

FuckBoi: I'm not obsessed, I'm concerned

FuckBoi: and when you really care about something, nothing is going to get in your way

FuckBoi: especially not your friends

FuckBoi: But, you're right, Jon, it /did/ make people uncomfortable and you /did/ hurt people

FuckBoi: you hurt Evan

FuckBoi: But there's one thing you're wrong about

FuckBoi: I don't give a shit about any of you

FuckBoi: so watch your fucking back

FuckBoi has left the chat.

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Now showing private messages between ChokingIsMyKink and Terroriser

ChokingIsMyKink: Brian, I know that after what just happened this is /definitely/ the wrong time but I need to talk to you

ChokingIsMyKink: because if I don't do it right now, I'll be too scared to later