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Zeph shifted, looking at Ren. "Also not hungry?"

Ren nodded, "Yeah, but you eat."

The black haired male sucked his teeth, he drove to his own house. Ren had been once but he was so drunk he probably didn't remember. The place was small, no emotion put into it at all. For the most part, the only thing on the walls were random posters he got out of records or cds. But there were three photo frames on the coffee table.

One was a picture of a black dog, the other a picture of Zephyr and his mother whom almost looked identical, and the last one a picture of his family, but when Zeph was just a baby. When they were happy, at least.

Zeph threw his keys down, grabbed three waters, handing two to the other two and sighed. He sat down.

"Before Nakai showed up - my mom got... very sick. Which is why I kinda... stopped fucking around. My parents - my siblings don't like me or my lifestyle. Between being bi and the style I choose - it's not exactly.... picture perfect for my christian family."

Zeph blinked, finding his words. "Anyways - my mother was the only one to actually not care and loved me anyways - she'd always been there for me. So when she got sick she asked me to.... help her out more. So i did -" He laughed a little. "And one day - she got bad... really bad."

He sighed, sitting back a bit. "And there was a bit I chose not to come in - remember?" He looked at Ren.

"I actually got in a crash... it was my mom's car - it was so bad but i came out barely roughed up.... and she went to the ICU. Between the crash and her sickness... she uhm." He teared up, wiping it off quickly. "She died the other day and Trent happened to be there at the wrong time and - yeah I relied on him a lot."

Ren was tense, whilst Nakai nodded. He frowned to himself but he got up and rubbed on Zephyr's shoulders.

Rendal rubbed his face, "You chose not to tell me this Zephyr."

"I don't - I don't do this Ren."

Zeph sighed, burying his head in his hands. "The only reason Trent knew is because I was going to check on my mother and he saw. Otherwise no one would've known. I don't -" He sighed, "want me to be honest right now?"

"Nakai," Ren said.

Nakai stiffened but moved into Zephyr's room, giving them space.

Rendal folded his arms across his chest, he wasn't heartless he was just hurt.

Zephyr was stiff, he wasn't sure how to say this.

"I get it Ren - I really do get it. But my mom fucking died - I'm fucking hurt too and you're up my ass not giving me a fucking chance? how is this- i'm exhausting myself to make it up, im trying Rendal! I want you - Nakai and Trent! I know it's a problem that i didn't tell you sooner but i'm here now! I'm fucked up Rendal but so are you!" Zephyr immediately regretted saying that.

"That's not what I mean."

Rendal's eyes dilated and it was like a spur to the heel, "Not once did I walk out on you like you did me, not once did I ever... ever say shit like that to you."

"Enjoy him Zephyr, enjoy him."

Rendal turned on his heels and left the room, walking out the home and slammed the door.

A loud set of three screams were heard outside the home, followed by footsteps and then silence.

Zeph stood, quickly walking out, "Rendal - wait please," He grabbed his wrist, tugging him back.

The male was shaking and he snatched back.

"Rendal..." Zephyr pleaded, finally crying now. "Please do not walk away right now."

"Why Zephyr? Call Trent, call fucking Trent!"

"Stop! Stop saying that stupid shit!" Zeph yelled, grabbing his shirt and yanked him closer, not even caring if he decided to punch him.

"I love you! So fucking stop!"

Rendal reeled back like he was about to, but instead he grabbed onto Zephyr and kissed him hard, so hard.

Zephyr cried, kissing him back, tugging him closer by the hair. "You fucking idiot, I love you," He muttered into his lips, rubbing his thumb over the males cheek. Kissing him till he was dizzy.

They took to the grass, hastily pulling themselves out of their pants. They were breathlessly kissing and moving, it'd been a long time coming. They finally joined together again, it was hasty and fast... in the grass. But neither of them cared. They needed this.

Zeph panted, swallowing hard and grabbed their clothes, moving inside after they were done. He was thankful no neighbors were home. Though he sighed, pushing him, "You're an idiot, what if someone was home?"

"Let em fuckin' watch."

The black haired male stared at him again before kissing him again. Walking them to his bedroom, barging in on Nakai, but was too wrapped up in kissing to care.

Rendal fell back onto the bed next to Nakai, who watched him. Softly and silently happy they made up.

Zeph panted, lightly kissing Ren's forehead before kissing down his body. Gripping him like he'd disappear, but his other hand found Nakai's, squeezing lightly. But right now... he wanted Ren to feel good.

He leaned down, wrapping his mouth around Rendal's length.

Ren grunted softly, his head falling back as he grasped the bed. Focusing on nothing else but the pleasure.

Rendal Malkova was a very hot headed guy, something he'd never admit. Yet he was a very vulnerable guy, something else he'd never admit. He was jealous and possessive and very very fucked up, but one thing for sure... he loved the fuck out of Zephyr.

They were each other's first homosexual encounter, so one could probably understand why they always, always filed back to one another. Why Rendal was always so concerned in Zephyr's business no matter what it was about. The two were inseparable, they needed each other to breathe.