Rey was at their diner , helping her grandfather with serving while he was taking a phone call.

Their cute little restaurant was a family business . Her great grandfather had started it then later her grandpa , then her late father and now she and him.

She was making a fresh pot of coffee when the door opened and in came kids from school.

More specifically Ben Solo and his friends , she sighed and walked over to the flower box at the window to water the growing buds.

She went to their table and got their orders ; ice coffee , hot tea, ice tea, a cola and two lemonades.

She came back and then let them go about their business as she went around the restaurant .

The door opened and Mister Luke came in. He smiled at Ben who nodded and then he came to the counter.

"How are you today sunshine ?" Luke asked as she poured a cup of coffee for him.

"Alright... we adopted a dog .. BB-8... a corgi puppy!" She smiled. "Are you cold ?"

"No ... lukewarm" he smirked and she shook her head . "No , what are you and grandfather doing on Friday night?"

"Nothing ... what's up ?" She asked.

"My sister , Leia , were having a party , would you two like to come ?"

"We'd love too" she told and Luke smiled .

*
Rey brushed her hair and looked at herself in the mirror. Her chestnut hair fell to her shoulder blades and her skin was tan with freckles .

She could see her mother in herself , her mother used to be a beauty queen before she was born.

Her mother used to put her in pageants until one day Rey stomped off the stage , tearing her heavily jeweled dress in half and ripping out her fake hair.

Her farther used to laugh at her pretty feet and cupcake hands . He used to take her fishing , and camping . Hikes up the trails and picnics at the lake.

She missed them terribly , it had been two weeks and she was in such distress.

Rey stripped off her towel from her shower and stared at her naked form.

She had small breast for most girls her age . Barely a B cup but hers nonetheless.

Her hips were small and her stomach was flat , she almost looked like a nine year old boy.

Her eyes had heavy bags and cheeks were slightly sunken in. If it were up to her she wouldn't be getting out of bed .

Rey grabbed her locket and sighed, she missed them , she was lost , she was lonely ... she was afraid.

*

Rey parked her truck at school and tugged her sleeves down. She looked in the mirror and wiped the tear rolling down her face then a deep breath.

She walked out and acted as if everything was okay in the world , Poe  showed Rey  a picture of her new puppy who she could pick up in a few days .

Her heart was pounding during study hall , she knew someone would be bound to see her wrists .

"Hey" she turned and saw Ben .

"Hi" she said softly tugging at her sleeves . "Can I help you?"

"Yeah ... my mom wanted me to give you us address and the time ... here ya go" he said looking at her .

Rey reached out and grabbed it , her sleeve falling slightly . She jerked her hand to her chest and faked a smile "I'm cold"

"Oh... maybe you should put on another sweater" he said and then smiled at her .

-A.N.-
I never planned on having Rey cut , and I do not want to have explicit scenes of her cutting but it will be heavily implied that she has .

Also cutting is not a joke or anything !

It's a serious matter then you need to see help for , I speak from personal experience saying that someone is always here !

-Joey