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[Three Years ago; The Prince's seventeen birthday]

"Their relationship can trigger a revolt."

Seokjin heard it in the night of Taehyung's seventeen birthday celebration. It was a special day because two days ago the second prince of East Kingdom; Prince Taehyung presented as an alpha.

Everyone celebrated his birthday, the king and queen let out a relieved sigh when he turned to be an alpha at 12 a.m.

Many guests accepted the invitation and came with a big smile plastered to their face, some of them brought special gifts and most of them offered their own children to be the prince's future wife.

The king and queen rejected all of it since they knew their dear child's heart already taken by a certain kind omega. They never mention it directly but they gave their permission.

Sadly, the omega accidentally heard some nobles talked in the balcony. The nobles weren't special, they were drunk and happened to talk bad behind the royal families.

Seokjin heard them as clear as the day, "what do you mean by revolt?" one of the nobles asked out of her curiosity.

"Well, they might hide it from us but we know from the prince's gaze to his caretaker," Seokjin's heart skipped a beat, he knew they were talking about him and Taehyung, "he is head over the heels for that beta."

For a moment he felt happy because they didn't know he was an omega but was that true?

"A beta?" another joined the conversation, he knew this one, a noble from the northern kingdom. Lee Soonkyu, a beautiful lady with high social status; his family known to be one of the greatest informants for the government.

"Are you sure he is a beta?" she sounded wicked, she chuckled when the rest of the nobles whispered to each other, "don't you all think Kim Seokjin looked like someone?" she said.

The omega's heart stopped beating for a moment, the memories once again flashed before his eyes. The picture of his beloved father, his kind mother and his clan. How can she know?

Soonkyu or more familiar if we called her, Sunny; she was right. Seokjin looked awfully similar like his deceased father, the leader of a small clan that lived in the border of the East Kingdom and the North-kingdom.

But it would be impossible to recognize his face even when he resembled his father.

"But why a revolt?" a familiar voice defended him, Park Bogum, a royal family from the West Kingdom. Jungkook's cousin, almost all the nobles in the balcony gasped when he took off his mask, even Sunny let out a nervous chuckle. Her face went pale, she was a great actress but not as good as she thought.

Seokjin with his mask on listening to them, "Well," Sunny coughed, putting her best smile to all guest, and "an omega with an unclear background, what will the world say if he really ends up with the prince?"

Bogum frowned and put down his mask on the expensive table, he smiled kindly to Sunny, "I don't know where you got that information, Lady Sunny," he bent down; whispering to her ear, "but I know what kind of risk you will take if you talk ill about the prince's caretaker."

Sunny bit her lips and replied Bogum with her smile, clearly mad with the man's comment but held back herself since she didn't want all nobles there saw her get humiliated. Her face a little bit red with the anger but Bogum shrugged it off easily.

"Sire," Minkyu; Bogum's right-hand man called, all of them looked to the adorable man. The beta bowed politely to them, "The King and Queen want to talk," Bogum nodded before he really leaves the balcony; he passed Seokjin. The omega felt the supporting tap on his right shoulder; the fact that Bogum knew he was there and defended him, the man will forever be his best friend.

The conversation brought Seokjin back to reality, before, the omega thought he can finally accept Taehyung's proposal. The young prince made it as clear as possible that he loves Seokjin, the prince wanted him to be his future consort.

The omega scoffed, how naïve he was, to think someone like him can be Taehyung's lover. The prince should have a pretty omega or even alpha-like how the other noble, they choose to marry another alpha so they can protect the 'Pureness' of royalty.

Not long after Bogum left, Sunny stopped talking about him and Taehyung. Seokjin noted to himself to investigate later why the woman knew about his clan and the fact that he is an omega.

He gulped down his red wine and left the glass on the table, the cold breeze of winter caressed his hot cheeks. He needed to talk with the king and queen. He strode to the private chamber with determination portrayed perfectly on his flawless face.

It was terrible, so painful that Seokjin almost embarrassed himself when he said it out loud. He wanted to cry, he was sure he looked bad in front of them.

Woobin almost dropped his champagne when the younger man said his request, Hyorin dropped her cake when she heard it. The King and Queen from The East Kingdom widened their eyes, Seokjin lost his mind.

Jisub too, the older man tilted his head to his wife; The Queen of West Kingdom.

"You want what?" Hyorin blinked, totally shocked.

Seokjin played with the hem of his shirt, he nodded.

"But-" Woobin stopped, he cleared his throat. At this moment he can't lose his cool, he was an adult, importantly he was a king so he needed to act professionally.

Yejin frowned and took Seokjin's hand, she caressed it softly, voice laced with concern, "why suddenly you ask for that Seokjin-ah?" her voice was soft, like a mother comforting her only son. Seokjin always loved her way of asking, he never feels cornered.

"Please," Seokjin lifted his head and met the couples' eyes, the omega's face firm even when his lips trembled.

Jisub shook his head, the king covered his mouth and looked to his best-friend; Woobin. Both of them were unsure, they didn't know what they should say.

Seokjin can feel his eyes started to become blurry, the gazes from them made him panicked internally. Once they said they will grant any wish he has as his nineteen birthday's present which happened several weeks before Taehyung's birthday, so he asked for this.

"I just-" he took a deep breath the kings and queens waited patiently. To think the kings and queens let him used their time to discuss something like this, Seokjin will never get this chance again. So it was now or never.

"Please arrange Taehyung and Jungkook's marriage, aunty; uncle," he said it again, Yejin hugged him when the dam broke. Seokjin sobbed to the queen's shoulder, she kindly wiped his tears with her thumb.

Hyorin joined and kissed the crown of Seokjin's hair, never once she thought the omega will ask her to arrange her son and Jungkook's marriage. All she knew was Seokjin and Taehyung loves each other and with Taehyung passed as an alpha; Seokjin will officially become her son's lover.

Seokjin pulled back and bowed his head, 90 degrees, he whispered with his cracked voice, "please, consider my request, thank you for your time; your highness," and with that, he left them with confusion.

"I don't understand," Hyorin said when the door closed, Jisub and Woobin nodded along. Yejin gazed at the oak door, "I'm sure Seokjin also love my son; Taehyung, and we never once object his relationship with Taehyung," Hyorin added.

"I basically let them be a couple since they were ten years old," Woobin replied, he was the one that made Seokjin becomes Taehyung's caretaker.

Yejin sat beside Jisub and rubbed her forehead, "I also don't understand, but considering it's his only request ..."

Four of them became silent for several minutes, they remembered Seokjin's parents. Seokjin's father was someone important to the kingdom. Without his father, there's no way the land can be peaceful, divided into four huge kingdoms. Seokjin's parent took a great role in that era.

"Could it be he heard something unpleasant from the nobles?" Jisub guessed.

Yejin shrugged, "maybe, but from his face, I'm sure he will not back away. Maybe our only option is to let him do what he wants."

They agreed to the political marriage, Jungkook and Taehyung were close to each other so maybe Jungkook will be okay with the idea of their marriage; Yejin and Jisub thought inside their head but Hyorin and Woobin also knew that their son, Taehyung, will hate them because of this.

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Seokjin knew his clan wasn't just any ordinary clan.

They lived in the border of the East Kingdom and the North Kingdom. The forest was dangerous but his clan lived there happily, they tamed the wolves' pack, they lived with nature.

His father was strong and cool, he was his role model. At the end of every season, people with expensive clothing will come to talk with his father; soon he knew them as 'Uncle Woobin' and 'Uncle Jisub', also 'Uncle Siwon'.

Uncle Woobin was from the East, Uncle Jisub was from the West while Uncle Siwon was from the South. He never met people from the north even when they lived near the northern kingdom.

They were nice, they brought delicious foods and books Seokjin loved. Aunty Yejin was nice and kind, aunty Hyorin was extraordinary and funny, aunty Bo-ah was pretty and smart.

Seokjin's life was happy until the day where he lost his clan. He watched how the bad guys killed them, his father was nowhere to be seen at that time. His mother tried to protect the children but failed miserably.

The group of bad people took him away before his mother died, his screams muffled by the cloth on his mouth. He cried until he fell asleep and when he woke up, the real hell began. He was helpless, just a little kid with scary and heartless adults.

He didn't know how long, how many hours, days, weeks, months passed since that day.

Aunty Yejin came, she found him in the smelly tent and took care of him. He was too scared at that time to recognize uncle Woobin's scent. All he knew was that man was an alpha, so he trashed and kicked the alphas away.

Aunty Yejin, Jungkook's mother was a beta. And her scent was comforting, she was the only one that can calm Seokjin down at that time.

She cried when she found him, how wrecked and broken the little kid looked. Bite marks all over his body except his neck; she was glad the bad guys didn't mark his neck yet. They seemed to toy with the boy before they decide to end him later.

Woobin and Jisub with their wife coincidently came at the same time, they wanted to meet their old friend that happened to be Seokjin's parents. What they saw when they arrived at the clan was nothing but chaos.

The Kings ordered their guards to search, a search party happened and they found a villager half-dead near the river.

The villager told them everything; about the betrayal of their own people that end up killing Seokjin's father first, they planned all of this. Seokjin's father was alone when they attacked him together, unarmed and defenceless. Even though he was one of the strongest alpha, it would be impossible if he was fighting with ten alphas at the same time. A dirty trick, they should come sooner and protect the clan.

The next plan after Seokjin's father was their village, the mastermind behind the attack wanted to finish Seokjin's clan until its root so they also murdered the whole clan.

But the bad guys that happened to be mercenary soldier wanted to have fun, they kidnapped some pretty omega and Seokjin was one of them.

Yejin raised her hands to show she wasn't there to do bad things to Seokjin. The young omega's eyes were red and puffy, he covered himself with his arms by hugging himself tightly. His eyes are red as proof of fear and submissiveness.

"Please," the young omega whispered with unfocused eyes, "don't hurt me- I'm scared- It's hurt- please," he sobbed, Yejin's heart shattered into pieces.

Ugly bruises and marks, Yejin wanted to erase all of them from the poor boy's body.

"Seokjin-ah," she talked softly, Seokjin flinched and backed away as fast as he could, "it's me, aunty Yejin."

For a moment after Yejin let out her comforting pheromones; Seokjin stopped crying, eyes blinking fast. Like someone pours a bucket of cold water to him, he seems to sober up. His eyes became clear.

He sobbed harder as he bent down, his knees trembled. Yejin wrapped her coat to Seokjin's bruised body. The boy leaned down to her, she lifted him and took him out of the sickening tent.

No matter how long they interrogated the mercenary soldiers, the mastermind remained unknown. Seokjin was kidnapped for almost one week, but it felt like months and left trauma that cannot be erased to the boy.

It took a whole month for Seokjin to act normal, to stop flinching every time people come to him or try to touch him, to stop panicking or screaming when people call his name, to stop crying and hitting his own head every night.

The rain that once his favourite, became something hated because when his clan was attacked, it was raining.

The smell of dry earth and the raindrops turned into a trigger for him.

Once it triggered, he will change into a mess.

The memories clouded his mind and he will cover his neck to prevent any alpha marking him.

One year, he used one year to control the memories.

Seokjin was strong, he can overcome his trauma fast (but sometimes it will take over his mind, the wounds remained forever no matter what; engraved to his bones). He stayed at one of Hyorin's mansion while he tried to put himself back together.

Pity on him, to experience such bad luck at a very young age. But Seokjin refused to keep dwelling and end his future because of the event.

Woobin or Hyorin came once in a while, Seokjin kept changing letters with Yejin and Jisub. It sounds impossible since they were kings and queens but because Seokjin's parents were their best friends, it became possible.

Knowing his progress, Woobin decided to take him to his kingdom. He can't let his best friend's son alone. He brought him to the kingdom and let him adapt.

Hyorin agreed to make Seokjin as Taehyung's caretaker. Seokjin was kind, forget the fact he was kinda awkward with younger kids but he was responsible and smart. It will be a good way to teach Taehyung respect to omega too if the prince turns out to be an alpha in the future. At the same time, maybe Taehyung can heal Seokjin too.

They already love the young omega, so when Taehyung looked to Seokjin with a face full of fondness, both Hyorin and Woobin let it loose.

As long as the kids were happy.

So you can imagine how shock they were when Seokjin came in the middle of their conversation with a face full of pain. Begged to them to do unexpected things.

The young omega rarely asks something from them, addressing them formally when they told him to keep calling them aunty and uncle.

Both of the royal couples just hope at the end these young people will be happy and take care of all of the problems without anyone loses their heart.

[Present day]

After staying in Yoongi's room for several hours, when the guilty feeling inside his heart became unbearable; Seokjin decided to leave.

He walked aimlessly and end up in the back garden of the castle, that place was quiet. People rarely come here unless there's a small party.

Seokjin sat under a big tree and watched the butterfly drank the flowers' honey.

The warm breeze made him laid on his back, eyes closing to enjoy the wind but what flashed before his closed eyes was his first sin.

The memories he buried deep inside his sick soul, it was in Taehyung's first rut, two weeks after the celebration party of his seventeen birthday; twelve days after Seokjin told the kings and queens of East and West kingdoms about the marriage.

He should realize it, as an omega, he should feel it.

The warm and strong scent from Taehyung, the way he looked to him with lustful eyes. How Taehyung nuzzled his nose to the crook of his neck more often than normal.

How the prince became more touchy, and possessive (he growled to anyone that come to Seokjin with his hands on the omega's waist). Also how the simple kiss on Seokjin's cheek and forehead remained longer than how it should be.

Same like heats, the first rut is unbearable. The urge to embrace someone, to kiss, to touch, to feel. It would take over your mind, blind your eyes with desire and lust.

Everything happened in a split of a second.

Seokjin was about to offer Taehyung a nice cup of tea. He wanted to ask if Taehyung wanted a Darjeeling or Earl Grey.

When there's Seokjin, other maids or servants will be gone. Seokjin will take care of anything related to the prince; that was why nobody realizes the prince was about to have his first rut.

Seokjin, being the reckless one; he got slapped by his own action.

Or maybe not, in the deepest side of Seokjin's heart, he actually knew that Taehyung was near to his first rut and he wanted to be the only one that sees the younger male in that fragile state. So he kept quiet and assured himself Taehyung won't get into a rut, instead he enjoyed himself surrounded by the younger's thick scent.

He wanted this, he wanted to be the one who stays and accompanying Taehyung in his first rut. Only him, no one else. He will be someone special who take care of Taehyung in his first rut.

Unlike the second and the next rut, the first rut just remains for one day and the alpha often forget the memories of their first rut. Just like a vivid memory, they will get lost to their hunger and move according to their instinct.

Drowned by his scent, Seokjin slumped into the floor when he entered the prince bedroom. The bedroom was full of overwhelming scent, the older man's knees went weak, became unable to support himself.

His cheek reddened when he saw Taehyung on the bed with a messy shirt and his wet hair. A huge bulge clear from his point of view and the prince eyes him, hungrily.

Taehyung got up from his bed, walked to Seokjin with a fast pace but slow like a predator eyeing their prey at the same time. He stopped right before the older man that leaned back to the door with a blushing face, "T-Tae-" he stuttered, Taehyung gazed at him with half-lidded eyes.

Click.

Without uttering a single word, Taehyung reached for the door and locked the door before he bent down. Just a couple inches away from Seokjin's red face, the younger male licked his lips and looked to Seokjin's plump lips. Taehyung gulped down, he wanted to touch Seokjin. He needed to feel the older male against his skin or he might lose his mind completely. The scent oozing from the omega was pulling him closer and closer.

"Hyung-" Taehyung breathed out, Seokjin shuddered; he almost whines. The younger male punched the door beside Seokjin's head, "no- I'm not in the right mind," he bit his lips, Seokjin whimpered.

Seokjin thought the younger male will attack him, he knew his omega's scent was torturing Taehyung. He was sure the younger male wanted to eat him right there right at that moment; yet, the younger man tried his best to hold back himself. Taehyung didn't want to hurt Seokjin.

"I-I'm sick, Jin-Hyung," Taehyung sobbed, he whispered with his husky voice. At that time, all of the lessons about heats and ruts Heechul planted to his brain vanished. He just knew he felt terribly hot, his skin burned and it won't subside even after he took a bath with the cold water of the winter season.

I'm the sick one, Taehyung-ah

Seokjin cupped his cheeks, suddenly Taehyung can breathe again. He inhaled deeply as the older man scent's put him at ease. He called Seokjin's name with his raspy voice and the older male nodded as the answer.

The black-haired male kissed the younger's forehead after he kissed Taehyung's knuckles, he pecks Taehyung's wet eyes. As slow as possible, as soft and light as a feather.

Taehyung let out a shaky breath, he leaned down to Seokjin. The older man rubbed his scent gland to Taehyung's sensitive glands, the prince almost cried again when he realized Seokjin was scent-marking him. The younger male let out a soft moan, Seokjin felt satisfied because he was the cause of that beautiful melody and this moment of Kim Taehyung was his alone.

He knew this was wrong, yet, he dragged Taehyung down with him as he let Taehyung lifted him up bringing him to the bed. They kissed passionately, slow and maddening and changed into wet and intense.

Clothes ripped, hot skins met each other. Hickeys and bite marks, moans and groans, whimpers and growls, soft touch and nails marks.

Seokjin's tears when he felt overstimulated when he can't do anything but wails and Taehyung made him had no choice but to take it again and again. The pleasure and the 'I love you, Seokjin', countlessly until Taehyung finished and they faint. The oversensitivity, the comforting kisses; unforgettable memories.

Totally unfair since he remembered everything and Taehyung forgot everything.

He kept the memories for himself, happy and content with the memories.

He pushed Taehyung away because he was too scared to be the reason for the possibility of Taehyung's downfall.

Acted as the egoist omega.

Unaware that Taehyung can be more egoist than he can imagine.

He pushed him away and Taehyung will never stop to chase him, revealing every little disgusting fact about him that he hid under his poker smile.

He didn't know Taehyung will still choose to embrace him even after he learns his past, loving his tainted self-more than anyone in this world.

He can't run, Taehyung will make him has no choice but to accept it again like before.

No one, even Seokjin himself can erase and win over their love.

A/N :

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So, I must apologies for leaving this fic for so long. I'm so sorry because I'm so busy with my real life, the last year of my high school is killing me. I'm trying my best to keep up but it;s hard and the author-block too.....

please tell me your opinion, it might be confusing but I will explain.

Woobin and Hyorin are Taehyung's parents. It's Kim Woobin the actor and Lee Hyori that sang 'bad girl' :) feel kinda bad since woobin is young but I wrote him as an elder in here xD
and JK's parents are So Ji Sub and Son Ye Jin, they played together in the movie Be With you (the movie that inspired me Be With You JinKook).

honestly lately it's been hard for me in rl and the fic, the effort I must do to get what I want .... My mood isn't good and that effect the way I write. This one too, I feel this chapter is so boring with no climax ....

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