James' P.O.V

Im in deep shit right now it's just Aaron invited me over one time for dinner and since Thomas was home and agreed to watch the Beatrice I went over and...and things happened and...

That lead up to my son being born...

I know I know I'm such a slut..

But Thomas doesn't suspect anything about it so maybe everything should be okay..

Right

Oh my god

I take a moment to regret all of the alcohol I drunk while over there...

It was bad when I stumbled into the house then puked up my guts and went to bed.

Then becoming pregnant....

It was all bad and I feel like I just can't have a strong connection like I have with Beatrice towards James Jr.

This is all my fault sometimes I just wanna drown now I'm in deep trouble.