Today was my first day of Hogwarts. I'm starring as a 5th year student because my father never wanted me to attend the school. He's never told me why but since the dark lord is staying at the manor he forced my father to let me attend.

Living with the dark lord isn't that bad. For example I get to go to Hogwarts but if I annoy him he could kill me and leave his snake to eat me. Plus he kind of freaks me out with his snake-like being.

I've been waiting for what feels like ages but it's finally time to leave for school. So that morning my parents, brother and I stood outside of the manor ready to apparate to the station.

I link my arm to my mothers and my brother does the same with my father. I suddenly feel a huge pressure on my chest and extreme dizziness that leaves as soon as it comes.

I open my eyes to see that we are at kings cross station, on the muggle half of the platform. I look around at all the muggles and witches and wizards in muggle clothes.

We all went through the barrier to get to platform 9 ¾. I see all the young and old people gathered close to a big red steam engine. Children and pets running around, chatter filling the station as parents and other family members say their last goodbyes.

"Hey don't worry you'll be ok. You'll love it at Hogwarts and I'll be there with you the whole time." I hear my brother say from next to me. "Thanks Draco but I'm still a little nervous" I say looking up at him.

I feel a hand on my shoulder and look to my right to see my mother looking at me with reassuring eyes. "There is no need to be nervous, my love." She tells me with her angel-like voice.

She cups my face with her soft hands and smiles at me. "I'll miss you sweetheart" she takes Draco's hand with her left hand. "Both of you" she looks at the both of us smiling widely.

My mom is perfect. Beautiful, kind, loving and everything my father isn't. She is the perfect mom.

"Y/n" I hear my father hiss. "You WILL be in Slytherin got it?" He says quietly but it sounds like a threat.

He tightly puts his hand on my shoulder, his finger digging into my skin and it's taking everything I have not to flinch or push him away.

My mom puts her hand on my dads and gives him a look making him let go. "It's ok darling." She smiles at me and pulls Draco and I into one last embrace before letting us get on.

As I walk beside Draco I look back one last time and see my mother smiling at us and my father gives me one last glare or warning I'm never too sure.

We enter the train full of people and I follow Draco Trying not to get knocked down to the floor. As we reach one of the last compartments Draco stops and opens the door revealing all our friends and a few faces I've never seen before.

Pansy runs up and jumps into my arms causing us both to almost fall because I wasn't ready for the impack. "Careful Pans you almost us both fall" I said as she finally pulled away. "How cares you would have softened my landing" she says bringing in the compartment with the others. "more like squished me with your fatass" I say , getting the others to laugh and a slap on the arm by Pansy.

As I sit next to Pansy and Astoria Blaise speaks up. "Your mummy and daddy finally think you're big enough to Hogwarts" he says in an annoying baby voice. "shut the fuck up Zabini" i say rolling my eyes and thats when Astoria gets up and leaves Draco following her.

"the fuck is up with her" Pnsy says watching them leave. "She doesn't like me," I responded, sounding bored. "why" a boy that I've seen at a few death eater meetings asks. "she thinks I'm trying to break her and draco up. Which is not true because i don't really care who my brother fucks and or spoils with money."

After a while of talking I found out the two boy's name is Lorenzo. A boy from Slytherin in our year and he has death eater parents. Astoria and Draco didn't come back and personally I didn't care because Astoria's just a self centered bitch.

As we kept talking when the compartment door I rolled my eyes expecting Draco and Astoria but as I turned around my eyes widened. A tall Boy with dark curly brown hair and a scar on the bridge of his nose walks in. Both my and Pansy's jaws drop.

A smirk appears on his face and closes both m and Pansy's mouths. "Do you mind if I sit here all the others are full? Before I can answer I'm pushed to the ground by Pansy "yes here look a free seat" she pats the spot i was just in.

he goes and sits next to Enzo and Blaise causing me to laugh and sit back down. "So are you new here?" I say , breaking the awkward silence. "That is none of your business" he answers. bitch. "do you have a name-" i start before getting interrupted by pansy "or should we call you mystery boy" Somones gotta shut her up like what. "no" he answers.

"Just tell us your name before she can say anything else" I say , putting my hand over pansy's mouth. "it's mattheo, Mattheo riddle" All of our eyes widen and we just stare at him. "like THe dark lord's son" Blaise finally says. "yea" he answers like it's normal.

"dude i didn't even know he had a son" Pansy says. I'm still shocked but damn he's hot. I wonder if young Voldy was that hot? "he leans in from the other side of the compartment and whispers in my ear "thank you darling" my face turns bright red and he smirks leaning back in his seat.

April speaks,

OK so im finally done re-writing this chapter and some of these thing are like not possible att all like tf they are like 6 in the train compartment T-T

also i laughed so hard when i changed mommy to mummy and idk even know why

side not pansy is apparently a simp so dont judge and she will stop when y/n and Matty the ratty get together and daphne will probably appear out of nowhere in the next chapter