"I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always

forever fading away and receding farther 

and farther into the background.

Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, 

but the artificial warmth of my smile, 

that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people

and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. 

I am the girl you see in the photograph from some

party someplace or some picnic in the park, 

the one who is in fact soon to be gone. 

When you look at the picture again,

I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. 

I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. 

Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible..." 

                                                                                                                                                            ― Elizabeth Wurtzel

SHORT SUMMARY

A xreader story about a girl (you!) who falls in love with her best friend,

only to find out he was the reason for her father's death.

YOUR POV SUMMARY

Can you love a killer? No? Why ever not?

How would you know they were a killer in the first place?

It could be your neighbor.

It could be your lover.

It could be your friend.

Do you actually know the people around you?

Their past?

Not some....but it entirely.

Well I'm here to tell you...

not everyone is who you think they are.

but·ter·fly ef·fectnoun(with reference to chaos theory) the phenomenon whereby a minute localized change in a complex system can have large effects elsewhere.

FOR MY SISTER/FRIENDS GF

Sabrina