v.v I wish I was back at the
wedding, where everything
was happy and I was dancing
so much my hips and legs
are still killing me.

And all
I could do was smile. I really
fucking wish I was back
at that wedding, listening
to Paulo repeatedly tell
me that doing the two step
was easy.

And listening to
him lecture me about how I
shouldn't cut anymore and
how I'm stronger than that
and that I'm strong.

And
where he took forever

to notice the cuts.

Fuck I wish that

wedding was still today.

That wedding was like a fucking epiphany for me.