I have been running/walking for what seems like months now. I can't shift due to my pregnancy and it was really irritating.

I was surving off of river water and berries that I hand pick from bushes.

My legs were killing me and my back felt as though it would break in half at in second. I think I'm just gonna walk the rest of the way to wherever I'm going.

I feel so ashamed in myself. I hope I never find my mate. He would be disgusted with me.

How would he feel if he finds out that my first child was not with him but with somebody else? He would think of me as a slut.

"Stop saying those things about yourself." Wanda said.

"You know its true." I snarled at her.

"No he would love us for us even if we have a pup in us." She said.

"Why are you so damn bipolar. Like first you hate this baby and than you're so supporting. Pick a damn side already." I exploded yelling at her.

That was last I heard of her before I blocked her out. My legs were starting to numb from all the walking I was doing.

I think I passed at least 3 packs now. I was somewhere in Pennsylvania. I just wanted to lay back down and sleep but I knew that I would be caught by someone sometime soon.

I am surrounded by trees and bushes. I felt as though I was being swallowed in by nature itself. Then I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. It was like something was trying to claw its way out.

I never felt such pain in my life. This was worse than any beating I ever gotten from those filthy beasts.

I fell to the ground, screaming my lungs out. Not knowing what was cause this feeling.

"Its your body rejecting the baby." Wanda said with pity in her voice. Now you see what I mean, fucking bipolar.

"B-but how can that be?" I asked her.

"Pack members are not supposed to mate with one another. Only with your mate." She said

"So what will happen to my baby?" I asked her panic and distress rising up.

"If its strong enough than it will survive. If not than it will die." She said her voice flat with no emotion in there whatsoever.

I blocked her. Not wanting to hear no more of it. I fell and started crying. I didn't want my first pup to die. Black spots started to invade my vision.

But before I blacked out. I smelt the most magnificent scent ever. Its was a spicy cinnamon odor. It was the best scent that I ever had the chance to smell.

Before I blacked out Wanda kept screaming "Mate, Mate,Mate." Like it was such a good thing that our destined one will be disgusted with us when meeting us. My worse nightmare was coming true.

Than blackness which I happily welcomed consumed me.

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Here's yet another rewritten chapter of this fabulous book. I'm thinking about taking the chapters down that's to come because it just doesn't seem right to be writing new chapters and the old ones are still up. That just confuses everyone.

Should I do it, comment below and also don't forget to vote and a follow if you enjoyed this chapter.

Bye my earthlings!