"Yeah and Paul's mine but what is different is Paul doesn't want to turn me into something that kills, or make me leave my family behind because of love, he wants to embrace my family and love me with everything not forcing me to change into some monster because of love, you Bella are changing and Edward did this to you, you can go off an marry him all you want but at least I'll still be human and not something else" I said

"Marry him?" Jacob said confused

"Hah you think she wasn't going to eventually marry him then your sadly mistaken Jacob black" i said

"Whatever" Jacob huffed

"The other matter at hand is what Victoria wants" Sam said

"She wants me and eve" Bella said without looking at me

It was clear she felt guilty and honestly she should feel that way. For everything I've been through and the part she played in some of it. She definitely deserves to feel guilty for what happened and why I can't fully trust her anymore.

"I won't let her get to you don't worry" Paul whispers in my ear

I simply cuddled closer to him and nodded feeling safe with his words and in his arms.

"So what are we going to do?" Jacob asked

"We keep them protected like we always have, we can't let them get hurt and Eve you stay closer to the reservation better if you stay with us or Paul" Sam said

"I already have a bag packed it's at Paul's already" i said

"Wait you planned on staying after our talk?" Bella said

"I feel safer here and I told you this already Bella" I said

"I just thought that maybe you'd changed your mind and would stay closer to me" she said

"You thought wrong Bella we've been over this plenty of times before so please leave it be" I said

"Yeah sure" she said and we left it at that
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Time skip

Me and Paul headed back to his place where his father wasn't at. It was late and we immediately into bed he pulled me close to him. As I lay my head on his bare chest I felt a rush flow through me. I heard a soft growl beside me causing me to look at Paul. He had his eyes closed and he seemed to be holding back from something. Something I knew all too well and wanted just as much as him. So I did what any person would do and climbed onto him. I straddled him and began running my hands down his chest earning a growl from him. He gripped my hips and eyes opened they were filled with lust and need.

"Easy there or I won't be able to stop what happens next" he growled

"I need you Paul just as bad as you need me" i said into his ear

He sat up and kissed me passionately while his hands gripped my ass. I hummed into the kiss as he began trailing kisses down my neck reaching my sweet spot causing me to moan softly. I pressed into him and rocked my hips earning a growl from him and a whimper from me.