"What's wrong?, is everything okay?" Sue asked panicked

"Lock all doors and windows now I'll help then I'll explain" I said and she did as I said

We rushed around the house locking all entrances and then met at the table.

"What's happening?" She asked

"Vampire, the....the one that hurt me and Bella, she's here and tried to hurt me when I was in the woods with Leah, thankfully she was in her wolf form or it would have been harder and the others showed up just in time and I ran here" i said tears in my eyes and my body shaking

She immediately came to sit beside me and pulled me to her in a side hug. She began to rub my arm and back as she tried to calm me down.

"I'm scared, so so scared sue" i said as the tears began to slowly fall

"Shhh the pack will take care of it I promise, your safe and they'd never let you get hurt especially Leah and Paul" she said

"Oh what if they gets hurt because of me, oh I couldn't live with myself if anything bad happened sue" I cried harder

"Shhh it's going to be okay your safe here they will be okay their strong have faith in them" she said

"Oh what have I gotten into?, this is a mess one giant overly sized mess and it's all because of the stupid cullens and Bella's obsession with Edward and moving here if I'd never moved back I wouldn't be so scared" I said

"But if you'd never moved Paul wouldn't have met you and Leah would be so sad, even though this is scary and crazy you belong here it was fate that made it happen you have to trust the process" she said

I stood up frustrated and sad all at the same time.

"You don't understand because you weren't attacked, look at me I almost died three times in my life, I've been through so much and it just keeps happening to me, I worry that one day someone won't be there in time and I won't live through it, I lost Paul because he was afraid of this happening and now look I can't even look in the mirror cause I'm afraid or I can't really go out because people stare and it makes me want to cry, I can't do anything anymore without getting hurt or pushed away or broken even more and it hurts it hurts so much that it makes me want to runaway and never come back, Paul left me, Bella's god knows where, dad doesn't understand and Harry is dead, Leah kept pushing me away, I feel weary of the cullens, Paul is afraid of hurting me but it's too late I'm done I'm so over it all, I don't want to be scared and I don't want to be here anymore" i said and with that I stormed out as she called after me